For anyone watching, this is just a rhetorical statement from a long
delayed reaction directed at only one possible lurker.
Dad...
All these years you turned your back on me
It took time but I know just what this means
And I feel so small when you take it all
you push me away
when its said and done all this ***** aint fun
I'll still be here
I've tried so hard to talk to you
Lend an ear is something you can't do
I'm here and I'm standing tall but I feel so ***** hollow
your ways, engrave, my brain, I follow
my lips are sown up tight to stop the words I'll tell you
Your life, this time, I feel torn inside
I wanna take my fist and crush your perfect face!
I will, one day, I will un-mute the pain
and then you'll see
What you've made..and hate
Why did you beat me down, why did you leave me here
why did you push me away, you taught me how to fear
I've never said these things I hide
I hold these fucked up thoughts inside
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