I used to believe in God. It's true I was never terribly fervent, but I
believed he existed, was good and the ten commandments and the golden
rule were good things. Unfortunately I went from the Bible of the
Children to the real stuff. what I found was a terrible lot of old
rules and people who didn't trust in God. The patriarches ran instead
of to stand fast and trust in God. Unfortunately it seemed also that
they did right. All of them were promised the holy Land not only for
their seed without also for themselves and none of them got it. Jacob
and his son Joseph was promised to get to die in Israel and they died
both in Egypt. Besides there is the Plagues over Egypt which reminds me
of a man who binds his victim to a stool and take a whip and and use it
on the bound and the whole time says if you stand up I'm going to end.
it was in effect what God did to Egypt. Pharaoh couldn't let the jews
go because God didn't let him. Thus the Plagues was inevitablee from
the first. There is also Job. Something of the cruelest I have read and
everything is approved of God. Besides God's inability to only forbid
the angels to couple with human women, his fear for the tower of Bable
and how he exiled Adam and Eve to hinder them from to eat fruit from
the Tree of life is hardly flattering.

If it only was so I could accept it and similar problems as fables and
that the old testament isn't really a part of the Christian belief.
Even if the Christian says different My next problem was on the other
hand with the core of the belief Jesus Christus as sin offering. I
don't believe that a God who demand his own son's blood is worth to get
worshipped. Besides why does a few hours on a cross obtain forgiveness,
when many people has died worse deaths both before and after and they
weren't resurrected. Also Revelations is cruelty not only against
humanity without also against the animals. It's apparent that God
really hasn't changed.

Thus I don't know if God exists, but I can't worship him. It.s wrong to
follow such a creature. I'm sure that it will send me to hell if God
is, but I have the comfort that I probably will be joined by everyone
except maybe the cruelest of the christian. After all why would God
hold his word to them. He is supposedly omnipotent and there is nobody
who can force him. Mark well I don't know if there is a God. I have
seen no sign of it, but a omnipotent creature can surely hide himself
and God of the Bible would probably find pleasure in to judge people
to hell based on that they did spend their life thinking instead of
slavishly following the Bible.

I used to believe in God. It's true I was never terribly fervent, but I
believed he existed, was good and the ten commandments and the golden
rule were good things. Unfortunately I went from the Bible of the
Children to the real stuff.

what I found was a terrible lot of old
rules and people who didn't trust in God. The patriarches ran instead
of to stand fast and trust in God. Unfortunately it seemed also that
they did right. All of them were promised the holy Land not only for
their seed without also for themselves and none of them got it. Jacob
and his son Joseph was promised to get to die in Israel and they died
both in Egypt. Besides there is the Plagues over Egypt which reminds me
of a man who binds his victim to a stool and take a whip and and use it
on the bound and the whole time says if you stand up I'm going to end.
it was in effect what God did to Egypt. Pharaoh couldn't let the jews
go because God didn't let him. Thus the Plagues was inevitablee from
the first. There is also Job. Something of the cruelest I have read and
everything is approved of God. Besides God's inability to only forbid
the angels to couple with human women, his fear for the tower of Bable
and how he exiled Adam and Eve to hinder them from to eat fruit from
the Tree of life is hardly flattering.

If it only was so I could accept it and similar problems as fables and
that the old testament isn't really a part of the Christian belief.
Even if the Christian says different My next problem was on the other
hand with the core of the belief Jesus Christus as sin offering.

I
don't believe that a God who demand his own son's blood is worth to get
worshipped. Besides why does a few hours on a cross obtain forgiveness,
when many people has died worse deaths both before and after and they
weren't resurrected. Also Revelations is cruelty not only against
humanity without also against the animals. It's apparent that God
really hasn't changed.

Thus I don't know if God exists, but I can't worship him. It.s wrong to
follow such a creature. I'm sure that it will send me to hell if God
is, but I have the comfort that I probably will be joined by everyone
except maybe the cruelest of the christian. After all why would God
hold his word to them. He is supposedly omnipotent and there is nobody
who can force him. Mark well I don't know if there is a God. I have
seen no sign of it, but a omnipotent creature can surely hide himself
and God of the Bible would probably find pleasure in to judge people
to hell based on that they did spend their life thinking instead of
slavishly following the Bible.

I used to believe in God. It's true I was never terribly fervent, but I
believed he existed, was good and the ten commandments and the golden
rule were good things. Unfortunately I went from the Bible of the
Children to the real stuff. what I found was a terrible lot of old
rules and people who didn't trust in God. The patriarches ran instead
of to stand fast and trust in God. Unfortunately it seemed also that
they did right. All of them were promised the holy Land not only for
their seed without also for themselves and none of them got it. Jacob
and his son Joseph was promised to get to die in Israel and they died
both in Egypt. Besides there is the Plagues over Egypt which reminds me
of a man who binds his victim to a stool and take a whip and and use it
on the bound and the whole time says if you stand up I'm going to end.
it was in effect what God did to Egypt. Pharaoh couldn't let the jews
go because God didn't let him. Thus the Plagues was inevitablee from
the first. There is also Job. Something of the cruelest I have read and
everything is approved of God. Besides God's inability to only forbid
the angels to couple with human women, his fear for the tower of Bable
and how he exiled Adam and Eve to hinder them from to eat fruit from
the Tree of life is hardly flattering.

If it only was so I could accept it and similar problems as fables and
that the old testament isn't really a part of the Christian belief.
Even if the Christian says different My next problem was on the other
hand with the core of the belief Jesus Christus as sin offering. I
don't believe that a God who demand his own son's blood is worth to get
worshipped. Besides why does a few hours on a cross obtain forgiveness,
when many people has died worse deaths both before and after and they
weren't resurrected. Also Revelations is cruelty not only against
humanity without also against the animals. It's apparent that God
really hasn't changed.

Thus I don't know if God exists, but I can't worship him. It.s wrong to
follow such a creature. I'm sure that it will send me to hell if God
is, but I have the comfort that I probably will be joined by everyone
except maybe the cruelest of the christian. After all why would God
hold his word to them. He is supposedly omnipotent and there is nobody
who can force him. Mark well I don't know if there is a God. I have
seen no sign of it, but a omnipotent creature can surely hide himself
and God of the Bible would probably find pleasure in to judge people
to hell based on that they did spend their life thinking instead of
slavishly following the Bible.