Religions > Atheism > I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless.
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"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" |
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27 Sep 2006 09:48:04 AM |
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I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
I have already seen on this sight allot of what i am feeling, i hate
that you all are going through a horrible time, i guess though it makes
me feel that i am not alone.
Because of my poor self image, i purge all the time, as i think i am
overweight, i cut myself all the time (badly) and am a alcoholic, (i
have managed to stay of the drink for nearly 10 months now though)
which is the longest i have ever gone, since being a very young age.
I have tried every med there is to take, talked to every shink there
is, been in rehabs, hospital you name it - i still feel the same, i
think "when will this ever end?"
After saying all i this i have a strong belief in God, i am a
Christian, i was raised by my parents that way, and the one thing i
cling to is my faith in God...i dont understand why i am going through
all of this, i guess i never will, but God does...i just know i cant
cope sometime!
I have tried suicide twice, even though the punishment of it scared me,
i often feel like ending my life, but know its not right....i wish i
had someone near me, a friend that understand what i am going throug,
and why i do these things to myself....
sorry to be long long telling you this....
if anyone has any answrs or can help me in any way, please reply to this
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27 Sep 2006 03:18:19 PM |
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"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, <snip troll>
It's hopeless for you.
You're only peace will come with death, when the baby Jesus will lead you to
your reward.
Enjoy your journey.
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| User: "Uncle Vic" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 08:49:22 PM |
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Once upon a time in alt.atheism, dear sweet LC (LCisnot@this.com) made
the light shine upon us with this:
"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, <snip troll>
It's hopeless for you.
You're only peace will come with death, when the baby Jesus will lead
you to your reward.
Enjoy your journey.
I wonder what the reward is. Changing Baby Jesus' diapers for all
eternity?
--
Uncle Vic
aa Atheist #2011
Supervisor, EAC Department of little adhesive-backed "L" shaped
chrome-plastic doo-dads to add feet to Jesus fish department.
Plonked by Kadaitcha Man
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| User: "LC" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 09:30:45 PM |
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"Uncle Vic" <address@withheld.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984B8C9B0DCB2vicman@216.196.97.136...
Once upon a time in alt.atheism, dear sweet LC (LCisnot@this.com) made
the light shine upon us with this:
"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, <snip troll>
It's hopeless for you.
You're only peace will come with death, when the baby Jesus will lead
you to your reward.
Enjoy your journey.
I wonder what the reward is. Changing Baby Jesus' diapers for all
eternity?
Seems...fitting.
Hey, given all the sh*t this idiot troll has spread around <a.a>...
--
Uncle Vic
aa Atheist #2011
Supervisor, EAC Department of little adhesive-backed "L" shaped
chrome-plastic doo-dads to add feet to Jesus fish department.
Plonked by Kadaitcha Man
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| User: "Steve O" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 10:18:10 PM |
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"Uncle Vic" <address@withheld.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984B8C9B0DCB2vicman@216.196.97.136...
Once upon a time in alt.atheism, dear sweet LC (LCisnot@this.com) made
the light shine upon us with this:
"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, <snip troll>
It's hopeless for you.
You're only peace will come with death, when the baby Jesus will lead
you to your reward.
Enjoy your journey.
I wonder what the reward is. Changing Baby Jesus' diapers for all
eternity?
Hmmm.
Can someone explain all of this "baby Jesus" stuff for me?
Why do they go on about baby Jesus so much?
Is praying to the "baby Jesus" more effective than praying to the
thirty-something one?
What am I missing here?
--
Steve O
a.a. #2240
"My last vestige of "hands off religion" respect disappeared in the smoke
and choking dust of September 11th 2001, followed by the "National Day of
Prayer," when prelates and pastors did their tremulous Martin Luther King
impersonations and urged people of mutually incompatible faiths to hold
hands, united in homage to the very force that caused the problem in the
first place." - Richard Dawkins
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| User: "I AMTRUECRISTIAN" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
28 Sep 2006 06:28:24 PM |
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God loves you with an infinite love, that will never fail you no matter
how often people let you down. Accept your homosexuality every day as a
gift, in God's loving wisdom, and God will light your path.
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| User: "Rev. Karl E. Taylor" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
28 Sep 2006 06:39:47 PM |
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I AMTRUECRISTIAN <XL5@operamail.com> wrote:
God loves you with an infinite love, that will never fail you no matter
how often people let you down. Accept your homosexuality every day as a
gift, in God's loving wisdom, and God will light your path.
Prove it, liar.
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There are none more ignorant and useless,
than they that seek answers on their knees,
with their eyes closed.
____________________________________________________________________
Rev. Karl E. Taylor
A.A #1143 PLONKED by Bob
Apostle of Dr. Lao EAC: Virgin Conversion Unit Director
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| User: "Uncle Vic" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
28 Sep 2006 08:08:16 PM |
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Once upon a time in alt.atheism, dear sweet I AMTRUECRISTIAN (XL5
@OPERAMAIL.COM) made the light shine upon us with this:
God loves you with an infinite love, that will never fail you no matter
how often people let you down.
He failed over 3,000 Americans on 9-11. I'll bet a high percentage of them
were Christians.
Accept your homosexuality every day as a
gift, in God's loving wisdom, and God will light your path.
There goes another irony meter.
--
Uncle Vic
aa Atheist #2011
Supervisor, EAC Department of little adhesive-backed "L" shaped
chrome-plastic doo-dads to add feet to Jesus fish department.
Plonked by Kadaitcha Man
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| User: "I AMTRUECRISTIAN" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
28 Sep 2006 09:13:40 PM |
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God loves you with an infinite love, that will never fail you no matter
how often people let you down. Accept your homosexuality every day as a
gift, in God's loving wisdom, and God will light your path.
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| User: "Greywolf" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 12:56:04 PM |
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"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
I have already seen on this sight allot of what i am feeling, i hate
that you all are going through a horrible time, i guess though it makes
me feel that i am not alone.
Because of my poor self image, i purge all the time, as i think i am
overweight, i cut myself all the time (badly) and am a alcoholic, (i
have managed to stay of the drink for nearly 10 months now though)
which is the longest i have ever gone, since being a very young age.
I have tried every med there is to take, talked to every shink there
is, been in rehabs, hospital you name it - i still feel the same, i
think "when will this ever end?"
After saying all i this i have a strong belief in God, i am a
Christian, i was raised by my parents that way, and the one thing i
cling to is my faith in God...i dont understand why i am going through
all of this, i guess i never will, but God does...i just know i cant
cope sometime!
I have tried suicide twice, even though the punishment of it scared me,
i often feel like ending my life, but know its not right....i wish i
had someone near me, a friend that understand what i am going throug,
and why i do these things to myself....
sorry to be long long telling you this....
if anyone has any answrs or can help me in any way, please reply to this
'Fool me once ...'. I e-mailed you about this, didn't I? And what did you
e-mail me back with? Do you remember?
Greywolf
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| User: "Greywolf" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 12:58:12 PM |
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"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
I have already seen on this sight allot of what i am feeling, i hate
that you all are going through a horrible time, i guess though it makes
me feel that i am not alone.
Because of my poor self image, i purge all the time, as i think i am
overweight, i cut myself all the time (badly) and am a alcoholic, (i
have managed to stay of the drink for nearly 10 months now though)
which is the longest i have ever gone, since being a very young age.
I have tried every med there is to take, talked to every shink there
is, been in rehabs, hospital you name it - i still feel the same, i
think "when will this ever end?"
After saying all i this i have a strong belief in God, i am a
Christian, i was raised by my parents that way, and the one thing i
cling to is my faith in God...i dont understand why i am going through
all of this, i guess i never will, but God does...i just know i cant
cope sometime!
I have tried suicide twice, even though the punishment of it scared me,
i often feel like ending my life, but know its not right....i wish i
had someone near me, a friend that understand what i am going throug,
and why i do these things to myself....
sorry to be long long telling you this....
if anyone has any answrs or can help me in any way, please reply to this
I just checked the contact name. I was wrong. 'I AM ONE GOOD CHRISTIAN' is
the one who I responded to out of deep concern. Any relation?
Greywolf
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27 Sep 2006 08:37:32 PM |
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"I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1159350484.853996.95630@m73g2000cwd.googlegroups.com...
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
You must be a wonderful parent to your children. Or were you lying when you
claimed to have them?
--
Robyn
Resident Witchypoo
#1557
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| User: "Parsifal" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 11:32:00 AM |
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I AMTRUECRISTIAN schrieb:
Each day is a struggle,
You played this number before and nobody believes you anymore. You
wanna do something about your condition? How about stopping to send
your rubbish here, you know like:
"With the Muslims recent violence against christianity, I think it's
time we've shown them that we are god's true followers and that we are
capable of vanquising the muslims back to the hell from which they were
spawned. With modern technology it would be very simple to purge the
world of the muslims. islam cannot reform. We cannot live with Islam as
it is repugnant to our ideas of human rights. " sent last week,
this: "ne basic principle about carrion lovers is that the unclean is
clean to
them. While traveling on a certain highway the other day, I saw two
DOGS
consuming the remains of a well-rotted deer caucus. Now dogs have a
very keen sense of smell. But the stench of well rotted carrion doesn't
bother them. Dogs and all carrion consumers aptly typify atheists and
all non believers in God."
or this: "Gay Agenda vs. Civil Liberty: Radical Homosexual Lobby is a
Threat to
Religious, Civil Liberty in America "
or, my favorite: "***** ALL OF YOU ATHEIST CUNTS! YOU FUCKING
SELF-INFLATED, FAT-HEADED
TURDS!
THERE IS A GOD AND WHEN YOU CARK IT YOU ARE GOING TO FUCKING HELL!!!!!
AND
I'M GOING TO SPEND ETERNITY LAUGHING AT YOUR SELF-RIGHTEOUS ATHEIST
ARSES
BEING BOILED IN YOUR OWN SHITE!!!!!! EVERY BRAIN-DEAD ATHEIST THAT EVER
CRAWLED THE EARTH IS RESULT OF A BROTHER FUCKING HIS SISTER!!!!!"
In other words, get a fucking life!!!
all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
I have already seen on this sight allot of what i am feeling, i hate
that you all are going through a horrible time, i guess though it makes
me feel that i am not alone.
Because of my poor self image, i purge all the time, as i think i am
overweight, i cut myself all the time (badly) and am a alcoholic, (i
have managed to stay of the drink for nearly 10 months now though)
which is the longest i have ever gone, since being a very young age.
I have tried every med there is to take, talked to every shink there
is, been in rehabs, hospital you name it - i still feel the same, i
think "when will this ever end?"
After saying all i this i have a strong belief in God, i am a
Christian, i was raised by my parents that way, and the one thing i
cling to is my faith in God...i dont understand why i am going through
all of this, i guess i never will, but God does...i just know i cant
cope sometime!
I have tried suicide twice, even though the punishment of it scared me,
i often feel like ending my life, but know its not right....i wish i
had someone near me, a friend that understand what i am going throug,
and why i do these things to myself....
sorry to be long long telling you this....
if anyone has any answrs or can help me in any way, please reply to this
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| User: "Neil Kelsey" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 05:14:28 PM |
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I AMTRUECRISTIAN wrote:
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
I have already seen on this sight allot of what i am feeling, i hate
that you all are going through a horrible time, i guess though it makes
me feel that i am not alone.
Because of my poor self image, i purge all the time, as i think i am
overweight, i cut myself all the time (badly) and am a alcoholic, (i
have managed to stay of the drink for nearly 10 months now though)
which is the longest i have ever gone, since being a very young age.
I have tried every med there is to take, talked to every shink there
is, been in rehabs, hospital you name it - i still feel the same, i
think "when will this ever end?"
After saying all i this i have a strong belief in God, i am a
Christian, i was raised by my parents that way, and the one thing i
cling to is my faith in God...i dont understand why i am going through
all of this, i guess i never will, but God does...i just know i cant
cope sometime!
I have tried suicide twice, even though the punishment of it scared me,
i often feel like ending my life, but know its not right....i wish i
had someone near me, a friend that understand what i am going throug,
and why i do these things to myself....
sorry to be long long telling you this....
if anyone has any answrs or can help me in any way, please reply to this
Loki troll. You're boring.
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| User: "Pastor Kutchie" |
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27 Sep 2006 06:21:27 PM |
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I AMTRUECRISTIAN wrote:
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out. sleeping 12-15 hours a
day. I had to give my job up do to the depression, i just couldn't
cope, but know after 9 months - i have had to get a job, for financial
reasons, i am really struggling, i sit at my desk fighting back the
tears, i cant comunicate well with anyone, i dont think anyone
understands.
I have already seen on this sight allot of what i am feeling, i hate
that you all are going through a horrible time, i guess though it makes
me feel that i am not alone.
Because of my poor self image, i purge all the time, as i think i am
overweight, i cut myself all the time (badly) and am a alcoholic, (i
have managed to stay of the drink for nearly 10 months now though)
which is the longest i have ever gone, since being a very young age.
I have tried every med there is to take, talked to every shink there
is, been in rehabs, hospital you name it - i still feel the same, i
think "when will this ever end?"
After saying all i this i have a strong belief in God, i am a
Christian, i was raised by my parents that way, and the one thing i
cling to is my faith in God...i dont understand why i am going through
all of this, i guess i never will, but God does...i just know i cant
cope sometime!
I have tried suicide twice, even though the punishment of it scared me,
i often feel like ending my life, but know its not right....i wish i
had someone near me, a friend that understand what i am going throug,
and why i do these things to myself....
sorry to be long long telling you this....
if anyone has any answrs or can help me in any way, please reply to this
Sure. Your problems are caused by you being the person you are. You
need to develop a better attitude to life. It starts by having a
better attitude to people. Just try putting yourself in the place of
those you meet, and imagining, just as an exercise, that you are them,
have thier lives and their problems to cope with and working out what
you would do if you were them.
Try the above exercise for a while each day. It should get easier with
practice and you should be able to do it more of the time you are
amongst people. Having a job should help with this greatly. You should
find that people start to be nice back to you.
Here's a useful exercise for you: Imagine that atheists are right about
whether or not God exists, what implications does that have for you
regarding who is entirely responsible for your emotional wellbeing.
Also, imagine how much help people might be inclined to give you if you
were in the habit of deliberately insulting them. Do you know what an
apology is? Do you know how to make one?
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| User: "John Baker" |
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| Title: Re: I suffer from severe depression and anxiiety. I have suicidal thought allot, i cry constantly, am very paranoid, i think everyone around me hates me, i think of myself as ugly and worthless. |
27 Sep 2006 05:08:39 PM |
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On 27 Sep 2006 02:48:04 -0700, "I AMTRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM>
wrote:
Each day is a struggle, all i want to do is sleep, that way the pain
isn't so bad, i take meds to knock myself out.
You tried this ***** before. Nobody believed you then, nobody
believes you now. And more to the point, nobody cares. You deserve no
sympathy.
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