Religions > Atheism > I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me.
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09 Aug 2007 08:52:22 AM |
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I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
..I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
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09 Aug 2007 01:49:12 PM |
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"TRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1186667542.828207.50410@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...a
What a fucking load.
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Robyn
Resident Witchypoo
BAAWA Knight!
#1557
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| User: "Greywolf" |
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09 Aug 2007 12:21:34 PM |
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"TRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1186667542.828207.50410@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people.
Like 'toying' with people too? How is it that the only newsgroup you chose
to seek help for your desperate condition is from an *atheist* one, 'TRUE
CHRISTIAN'? What has your local priest, pastor, minister, or Sunday School
teacher suggest you do? Pray? You don't think that would be an utter waste
of time, do you?
Well, being an atheist, I can only suggest you get down on your knees and
pray like there's no tomorrow. You surely don't think 'God' or his Son,
'God' is going to leave you in such a lamentable state of mind, do you? If
so, you wouldn't be a 'True Christian' now, would you? And if you somehow
pull out of your depressing state, thank 'God' and his Son 'God' that an
atheist helped to save your life in a way that neither 'God' or that 'Son'
of his, 'God', thought to help you do on their own. (Must be too busy
watching 'good', though unblelieving, atheists burning in hell for their
'crime' of unbelief' and disdain of Imaginary, uncaring, evil-creating
'Gods' eh'?)
<snip>
I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Oh, don't feel bad. Just remember 'God' and that co-creator of Evil, 'Son'
of his, 'God', 'programmed' you to be just the way you are and that you are
conforming to their divine plan for you 'perfectly'. Take solace in the fact
that if you end up committing suicide, *you* didn't kill you -- *they* did!!
(But it'll still be a 'sin' -- Rules are rules, you know.) Think not? Well
then *you* tell *me* who decides when and where you are to die -- and under
what circumstances? Hmmm? You depressed, anguished, 'God-created', big ole'
'robot', you.
Belittling the 'faith', am I? Showing a little disdain here, am I? I've got
'True' Christians' making my life as miserable as they can at the moment.
It's going on three years of this stuff, now. I have every *right* to
belittle a faith that would have its members treat another human being in
the inhumane way I have been treated -- and *continue* to be treated. But
guess what? If you were 'serious', my heart would go out to you and I'd try
to help you in some small way, with some small measure. But you're not being
serious. You're being a 'TRUECHRISTIAN'.
Greywolf
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| User: "Smiler" |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 08:46:58 PM |
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"TRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in message
news:1186667542.828207.50410@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Your depression is a punishment from your god for posting in alt.atheism.
Stop posting in a.a and your depression will go away.
Smiler,
The godless one
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| User: "Douglas Berry" |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 01:02:00 PM |
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On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700 there was an Ancient TRUECRISTIAN
<XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> who stoppeth one in alt.atheism
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
Nope.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
"Please help." After the abuse and death threats you throw around
here? Why are you asking us and not your deity? Have you sought help
from your county's mental health programs?
Unless you're a brilliant troll, you obviously have severe issues.
Stop posting to Usenet and deal with them.
--
Douglas Berry Do the OBVIOUS thing to send e-mail
Atheist #2147, Atheist Vet #5
Jason Gastrich is praying for me on 8 January 2011
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the
source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a
stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as
good as dead: his eyes are closed." - Albert Einstein
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09 Aug 2007 03:52:12 PM |
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On 9 Aug., 15:52, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy.
***** and get a fucking life, truemoron.
How about you first stop insulting us before coming here to cry?
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| User: "The Rev Dr. Hugh Jarse NLAHN." |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 09:53:14 AM |
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On Aug 9, 2:52 pm, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Can you guess what I'm thinking?
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| User: "Neil Kelsey" |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 12:43:24 PM |
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On Aug 9, 6:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
You know what? You really ARE a true Christian.
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| User: "Conspiracy of Doves" |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 10:05:15 AM |
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On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.
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| User: "Syd M." |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 12:21:49 PM |
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On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
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| User: "Conspiracy of Doves" |
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09 Aug 2007 01:01:41 PM |
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On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
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| User: "Greywolf" |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 02:20:03 PM |
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"Conspiracy of Doves" <mark_dp73@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1186682501.049788.106100@22g2000hsm.googlegroups.com...
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me,
I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like
I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Hear hear!!
Greywolf
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| User: "Syd M." |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 02:04:47 PM |
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On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
PDW
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| User: "Neil Kelsey" |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
09 Aug 2007 03:18:06 PM |
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On Aug 9, 12:04 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
It's not even a book. It's just a few pages long.
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| User: "Syd M." |
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| Title: Re: I'm new here and I just want to start off by saying that you won't like me. My family and friends all like me but they dont know me. |
10 Aug 2007 07:34:08 AM |
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On Aug 9, 4:18 pm, Neil Kelsey <neil_kel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 12:04 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
It's not even a book. It's just a few pages long.
Well, whatever, I'll have to find it.
Ya'know where it's been pubished?
PDW
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On Aug 9, 4:18 pm, Neil Kelsey <neil_kel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 12:04 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
It's not even a book. It's just a few pages long.
You're thinking of the essay called "Why I am not a christian". The
book is a collection of essays, and that is one of them.
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09 Aug 2007 04:53:03 PM |
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On Aug 9, 1:53 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 4:18 pm, Neil Kelsey <neil_kel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 12:04 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
It's not even a book. It's just a few pages long.
You're thinking of the essay called "Why I am not a christian". The
book is a collection of essays, and that is one of them.-
Are the rest of the essays on the same theme?
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11 Aug 2007 08:29:02 AM |
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On Aug 9, 5:53 pm, Neil Kelsey <neil_kel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:53 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 4:18 pm, Neil Kelsey <neil_kel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 12:04 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
It's not even a book. It's just a few pages long.
You're thinking of the essay called "Why I am not a christian". The
book is a collection of essays, and that is one of them.-
Are the rest of the essays on the same theme?
Pretty much
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10 Aug 2007 07:34:43 AM |
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On Aug 9, 4:53 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 4:18 pm, Neil Kelsey <neil_kel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 12:04 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 2:01 pm, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 1:21 pm, "Syd M." <pdwrigh...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 11:05 am, Conspiracy of Doves <mark_d...@yahoo.com> wrote:
On Aug 9, 9:52 am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Maybe it's religion that's screwing up your life. Try dumping it. Read
some Bertrand Russel.- Hide quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
Hell, try reading something from this centurie..
PDW
I was with a bunch of friends the other day and one of them had
Russel's "Why I Am Not a Christian". He said that as he was reading it
that he noticed that he was familiar with all the arguments that
Russel was presenting, that he had seen them all over the place. Then
he had realized that Russel probably had originated many of those
arguments.
Bertrand Russel is one of the more powerful voices in the fight
against unreason. No matter when it was written, his stuff is a
definite must read.
Ya'know, I'm definalty going to have to look at that book.
It's not even a book. It's just a few pages long.
You're thinking of the essay called "Why I am not a christian". The
book is a collection of essays, and that is one of them.
Ahh.. Thanks for the info..
PDW, off to work soon..
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09 Aug 2007 10:23:00 PM |
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On Aug 9, 9:52?am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
I hope you are able to turn your life around.
I am sorry I can't send you a simple, magic bullet to fix it all.
We took years to dig our holes and it may take years to dig us out and
sometimes the damage is not repairable.
We just have to do our best we can.
I had to restructure my life radically.
This meant for me giving up a house and loosing a lot of money, so I
just released it as part of the wreckage of my past and started anew.
Now I am settled and very satisfied with the new life.
It took me 8 years to do this, so it did not happen overnight.
This new life required me to live within my comfortable means in all
areas and not just the financial ones.
I also had to learn to accept and live within the 3 branches of laws
that govern me:
Man Made Laws
Divine or Spiritual Laws
Natural Laws
Maybe you hit bottom?
If so, the pain is close to being frozen and it can only get better
from here.
Glad you are writing about this problem,
Remember...a new life starts by taking that first step in the opposite
direction that you have been headed in.
An out of balance life helped fuel many addictions and my sleep
started to deteriorate to just a few hours a night. Depression and
sickness was also an added dividend from wrong living.
First let me say that almost everyone suffers from bouts of depression
one time or another in their life just as all of us get colds every
now and again.
But just like it is not normal for one to go through life with a
constant cold, it is not normal for us to be constantly depressed
either. Living an unbalanced life really contributed to my
depression.
Stress and depression go hand in hand, then we get sick from the
stress and the depression and stress just gets worse and it becomes a
death spiral.
We can define stress as "a state that evokes effort on the part of the
individual to maintain or restore equilibrium."
The 2 R's are important to remember when it comes to stress
management. They are Reduce stress and Relationship to stress.
Reducing stress is the number one tool at our disposal. After we
reduce what we can then we must work on how we relate to stress that
cannot be reduced or eliminated. A life of voluntary simplicity has
helped me greatly in this area of stress reduction.
In terms of relating to stress, my Buddhist and Taoist practices as
well as my 12 step work support me in this area. They help me accept
or change the problem...then it is solved either way.
Tired of being angry? J
ust relinquish control and anger will be diminished. Anger and control
go hand in hand. I discuss this topic in an earlier post "Justified
Anger"
Meditation and mindfulness helped calm my mind.
A constantly busy kind cannot heal itself. Joining the simple living
movement help make time for me to meditate and relax.
Without time for contemplative practices and relaxation I am sunk.
This is an almost top necessity for me.
Some information on zazen meditation:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zazen
http://www.mro.org/zmm/teachings/meditation.php
I tell those that say they have no time to relax to get into voluntary
simplicity. In a nutshell, voluntary simplicity reminds us that if you
can't keep up, you need to scale back until you can keep up, if you
desire to live a life at peace.
I need to eat right and sleep right and exercise right as well. Many
foods help trigger crazy thinking, disturb sleep and can lead to
depression, especially the salty and chemical rich, artificial factory
foods.
This is much easier to see once we clean up our diet and our thinking.
I discuss a technique I sue in an earlier post 'Star System' to help
support this foundation of balanced basics that lead to a flourishing
life.
Sleep is also a problem with me as well as many health related stress
produced problems. My sleep has improved, but I have to keep a
watchful eye on my lifestyle as it can be back to problematic living
in short order.
I also found that my depression and stress sickness was greatly helped
when I started to work on repairing the wreckage of the past that was
constantly being fueled by my various addictions.
From years of practicing these addictions I had dug a deep hole for
myself and my family.
The bigger mess I made, the more stress I created for myself and the
more depression and hopelessness arose from my wrong lifestyle.
Once I started to restructure my life in the direction of recovery,
the benefits started showing up at my door. One thing was certain, I
could not keep my old sick life and get better as well.
Something had to go. I was now on track and the problems my earlier
life were being cleaned up and I was not added new problems daily to
add to the list of old problems.
Some books on the subject of sleep. You can order any of these books
for free from a public library.
http://seoipac.seo.lib.oh.us/ipac20/ipac.jsp?session=11F706604R3O2.12550&menu=search&aspect=basic_search&npp=10&ipp=20&spp=20&profile=mfp&ri=1&source=%7E%21horizon&index=.GW&term=sleep+disorders&aspect=basic_search#focus
Besides nutrition and getting the proper vitamins I have to work in
spiritual areas as well. I need a balanced way to live right - not
100% spiritual and not 100% physical, but need to blend the two
seamlessly for proper recovery.
12 step work as well as personal religious and spiritual studies
helped me in this area. We are spiritual beings in a physical body
living in a physical world so we are governed by both spiritual as
well as physical or natural laws.
So, we must never forget to work in both areas. In short, we have to
live right and not work against the natural laws as well as spiritual
laws that govern us if we want hopes for a new life.
Some of society do not think much of spiritual or divine laws. Even if
you are an atheist, you still must serve 2 Gods whether you like it or
not. If you claim you do not serve these Gods...then you must be the
God.
See:
http://jesusneverexisted.org/jne/forum/index.php?topic=342.0
I am lucky to be able to recover in these areas using natural
methods.
But other persons suffering from depression might have a chemical
imbalance in the brain and need medical advice and special
medications.
If this is the case, it is a matter of doing the footwork in all these
medical areas to find out what can be done. Depression can stem from
many areas but one thing is for sure, If we dedicate ourselves to work
on getting better and making a better life for us we can almost always
improve our life in a positive direction and make progress...but it
takes work on our part to make these changes happen.
A couple of book lists for dealing with stress.
http://seoipac.seo.lib.oh.us/ipac20/ipac.jsp?session=11718939T81V5.7394&profile=mfp&uri=link=3100026~!487551~!3100001~!3100002&aspect=basic_search&menu=search&ri=11&source=~!horizon&term=Stress+%28Physiology%29&index=PSUBJ#focus
http://seoipac.seo.lib.oh.us/ipac20/ipac.jsp?session=11718939T81V5.7394&profile=mfp&uri=link=3100026~!576001~!3100001~!3100002&aspect=basic_search&menu=search&ri=14&source=~!horizon&term=Stress+management&index=PSUBJ#focus
Take care,
V (Male)
Agnostic Freethinker
Practical Philosopher
AA#2
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09 Aug 2007 10:16:37 PM |
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On Aug 9, 9:52?am, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
Writing your problems down is the first start to making the roadmap
for restructuring your life. Restructuring our lives is very important
if we want to get peace.
You are most fortunate as atheists to have this forum here where
thoughts can be shared and discussed. Sometime I get the feeling that
members are scared to be shamed in public by less 'charitable' atheist
members.
If you do not feel comfortable talking about your personal issues,
then seek out another forum with a little more charity to support your
efforts. feel free to write to me if you need help with this matter.
As for myself, I try to not let others define my self worth when they
hurl insults and profanities my way. I always try to remember such
individuals must be great pain and know of no other way than trying to
tear down others in their misguided quest to make themselves feel
good.
Putting our complaints down on pen and paper first crystallizes in our
heads what needs to be changed or accepted in our lives. Getting it
all out and putting it all down is the first start of this recognition
process that leads us to change. Without this recognition, that
something is wrong in our lives, we cannot develop the desire for
change. We don't even know what is wrong to change!
Writing your problems down is the first start to making the roadmap
for restructuring your life. Restructuring our lives is very important
if we want to get peace. Those things that cannot be restructured need
to be accepted. Either way we can find peace -- by change or
acceptance. When you write, it uses a different part of the brain
that mere speaking uses and I seem to get amazing results from writing
as compared to just talking. Writing helps crystallize your thoughts.
Just remember what the Buddhists say in the eightfold path about right
actions. We have to use the right thoughts, the right actions and take
the right direction with change. Just spinning our wheels in the wrong
direction does little, so write about things that matter to you and
your change.
An important thing to remember with any plan for change is the 3-D's:
Desire, Determination and Diligence.
Desire:
Desire is the foundation for all recovery quests. You cannot help
someone without the desire in them to be helped. Desire is what gets
us taking that first step in the right direction when all seems
hopeless. Have you every tried to give advice or help someone in need
and they respond: "I don't care." They lack the desire or at least
this is what they say. Desire must come from within, you cannot force
someone to change, they must change themselves.
To develop a desire to change, we must first recognize there is a
problem or sickness in us. Recognition or awareness is the first step
leading to desire. After we recognize we are sick or an area of our
lives is out of balance, we can start accepting the fact that we need
to take action in this area. When we label addicts or people as "in
denial," we are saying the person is not able to recognize there is a
problem in their lives that needs addressing.
Now some people recognize there is a problem in their life, but still
don't develop a burning desire for change, but at least they have a
somewhat true picture of things and just haven't made the crossover to
developing the desire to change bad enough. Whether their block is out
of fear, laziness or staying in a comfortable place, they will have to
figure out what is blocking them before they can take the next step.
As I said, we cannot force someone to change, they must change
themselves and it must be from the inside out.
Determination:
Determination serves two purposes here. When something is "determined"
it is accepted as fact. We have determined that we are powerless over
our addiction and our lives are unmanageable. We have determined we
must abstain from certain people, places or things that we cannot
comfortably have in our lives. We are in the process of determining a
new set of rules on how to live. We have also determined what
injuries we have caused and what needs to be repaired through taking
personal inventory.
Determination serves a second purpose and that is it keeps us on the
long road to recovery. We cannot keep on this long road without being
determined to change our lives day in day out. Whether it is debt
recovery, clutter, restructuring our complex lives or losing weight it
all takes time and determination to stay on the path of recovery. Many
distractions, detours and set backs along the way, but we should
always be determined to keep pointed in the direction of recovery.
Diligence:
Diligence keeps us from going backwards once we finally arrive at the
recovery place we are aiming for. It takes diligence once we get to
where we want to be to maintain that serene spot, otherwise we fall
back on our old "natural" ways of living. Once you lose the fat, once
you pay off your debts, once you lose the clutter, once you get sober
and abstinent from your drug of choice it takes diligence to keep you
that way. James Allen calls this watchfulness.
"Victories attained by right thought can only be maintained by
watchfulness. Many give way when success is assured and rapidly fall
back into failure."
As A Man Thinketh by James Allen.
Take care,
V (Male)
Agnostic Freethinker
Practical Philosopher
AA#2
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09 Aug 2007 04:59:18 PM |
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On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700, TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM>
wrote:
I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.
Good. Just be fucking quick about it.
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"John Baker" <nunya@bizniz.net> wrote in message
news:4g3nb390amm6r80u7q6i5r193pqjeu5qf8@4ax.com...
On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700, TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM>
wrote:
I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.
Good. Just be fucking quick about it.
Or not.
After all, don't "true Christians" place alot of value in suffering?
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| User: "Stephen Knight" |
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09 Aug 2007 09:20:25 PM |
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On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700, TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM>
wrote:
I don't know me.
If you're going to Troll, at least make your first sentence
coherent.
Warlord Steve
BAAWA
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| User: "Daniel Kolle" |
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10 Aug 2007 02:42:27 PM |
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On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700, TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM>
wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
You sound just like my ex.
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10 Aug 2007 04:23:46 PM |
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On Aug 10, 3:42 pm, Daniel Kolle <daniel.ko...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700, TRUECRISTIAN <X...@OPERAMAIL.COM>
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ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
You sound just like my ex.
ROFL! Still "Mr. Brevity" after all these years, Daniel. Good shot!
-Panama Floyd, Atlanta.
aa#2015/KoBAAWA!
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09 Aug 2007 09:18:44 AM |
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On Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:52:22 -0700, TRUECRISTIAN wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely depressed...almost
to the point that I'm paranoid and half-#### crazy.
Oh here we go again...
--
Mark K. Bilbo a.a. #1423
EAC Department of Linguistic Subversion
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"Warned you we tried! Listen you did not! Now screwed
we will all be!"
http://www.sequentialpictures.com/moviestarwarsepisode3.html
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| User: "ItsReallyGod" |
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09 Aug 2007 09:34:14 AM |
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Hey this is God. Don't kill yourself, you win the lottery in 15 years
and retire comfortably. You will then spend 5 blissful years as a
bachelor until you meet a young 20something year old girl who marries
you. After you die she screws your family out of all the left over
money but who cares? You enjoyed it all while you lived. -- God
http://godusesblogspot.blogspot.com/
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| User: "LC" |
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09 Aug 2007 09:17:41 AM |
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One more time with the sympathy ploy, "TRUECRISTIAN" <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM>
wrote in message news:1186667542.828207.50410@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
i just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
I'd be happy to loan you a sharp kitchen knife.
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| User: "GreyHairedFart throwaway1833.hotmail.com" |
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10 Aug 2007 07:01:44 AM |
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TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in news:1186667542.828207.50410
@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com:
<snip>
Go pray in a theist group, that's what they're there for. If you want
to check out for good, I won't stop you. I am a firm believer in
"Evolution in Action".
--
My atheism, like that of Spinoza, is true piety towards the universe
and denies only gods fashioned by men in their own image,
to be servants of their human interests.
George Santayana
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| User: "Doc Smartass" |
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10 Aug 2007 08:04:28 PM |
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TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in news:1186667542.828207.50410
@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com:
<blah>
Stop whining.
--
Doc Smartass, BAAWA Knight of Heckling
aa # 1939
Help Prevent Projectile Stupidity
Duct-Tape a Fundie's Mouth Shut Today!
In other news: Falwell's an insect philanthropist now.
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| User: "Enkidu" |
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09 Aug 2007 09:56:04 PM |
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TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@OPERAMAIL.COM> wrote in news:1186667542.828207.50410
@j4g2000prf.googlegroups.com:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy.
Whole, not half.
I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people.
***** holes produce nothing but *****. Stop being an ***** hole.
I hate myself and the things that I do.
***** holes produce nothing but *****. Stop being an ***** hole.
I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how.
***** holes produce nothing but *****. Stop being an ***** hole.
It's like I feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I
just want to know if there is anyone else like this.
No, you are unique. God loves you, right? That's what you Christians
keep telling us. Perhaps you don't pray enough. Or maybe you pray too
much and you should get off your *****, take your meds, and never, ever
post to alt.atheism again.
[snip whining]
--
Enkidu AA#2165
EAC Chaplain and ordained minister,
ULC, Modesto, CA
The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so
certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts.
-- Bertrand Russell
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| User: "Rev. Karl E. Taylor" |
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09 Aug 2007 09:10:36 AM |
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TRUECRISTIAN <XL5@operamail.com> wrote:
I don't know me.
Yes, this was rather obvious from the start.
--
There are none more ignorant and useless,
than they that seek answers on their knees,
with their eyes closed.
____________________________________________________________________
Rev. Karl E. Taylor
A.A #1143 PLONKED by Bob
Apostle of Dr. Lao EAC: Virgin Conversion Unit Director
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| User: "Uncle Vic" |
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09 Aug 2007 02:03:55 PM |
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TRUECRISTIAN wrote:
I don't know me. I'm 44 years old and I am severely
depressed...almost to the point that I'm paranoid and half-####
crazy. I screwed everyone over in my life that ever cared about me, I
cry out for attention and I constantly use people. I hate myself and
the things that I do. I've tried to commit suicide 6 times in the
past 4 years. I I know that I'm not a good person and I know that I
have to change, but I've tried and I just don't know how. It's like I
feel nothing. No guilt no shame....I hate myself. I just want to
know if there is anyone else like this.
.I been having depresssion and anxiety for a long time since I was
like 10yrs old.Am now and its getting worse.I work in an I.T firm and
I cant put up with the pressure at my work place.I cant handle any
relationship and worst of all this week I have been having strong
sucidal thoughts that get worse everday.I am on Xanax for my anxiety
and I take 1.5 mg a day and I went cold turkey on Effexor XR 3 weeks
ago because of its horrible side effects.I cant take it anymore and i
just want to end my life.I have lost the will to live and i have
nothing left.please help!!!!!!
What's keeping you from pulling the trigger?
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