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Religions > Atheism |
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"Hybrid Angel of HaShem/Messenger 0110 Hybrid_ Angel-of_" |
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06 May 2007 06:45:49 AM |
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Long term setup...? |
To kill myself. Or to be saved from it....
Did I kill the both of us....?
Did my devil & Satan decieve me into the suicide of George...
I plead my case.....
1978
I was a drinking transexual/transvestite. Straight Vodka.
Seeing a psyciatrist. He recommeded gay bars.
Okay doc. Anything you say....
I linked up with a gay guy
I'm finished with this draft. I'm tired. Going to couch....
Anybody interested in this stuff? It concerns crop circles..
We became friends with a gay guy, Ted, who moved in on
the same floor.
He told me he was going to tell me once, just once to never, let him
know where a gun was, at the time of his mothers death.
She never liked me. She turned out to be a sweatheart...
He demanded I promise. I told him I've always owned guns.
For years we lived in the same building. Across the hall.He had the keys to
my
place and my dog "Blossom". A six month old Shepeared/Collie mix....
Which he picked from a street sign. Constantly over my apartment.
He took care of Blossom as I was at work 3 to 11. He 9 to 5.....
He went nuts looking for headstone when she died. And she was
creamated. Just keep her on the mantle. Why put yourself through
this. Never told him that. It's what he desperately wanted to do...
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| User: "Hybrid Angel of HaShem/Messenger 0110 Hybrid_ Angel-of_" |
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| Title: The Move |
07 May 2007 07:26:02 AM |
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(Wow! Fucking tornadoes. Like man has never seen before.)
I told George about all the guns I owned....
He said he could get a gun for me. He knew someone at Dominic's.
"How about a Strat and/or a GTO?" He laughed and said,"No. I can't
do that."
He set up the buy. And we went to the bar....
It was 357 revolver 6 inch barrel. Old. The guy who sold it to me
said; "It has three bullets in the cylinder. That's all you should need."
(Being set up?)
I put it in my bedroom bureau draw. One night when I was smashed
I sat on the bed, a small bedroom so I could reach to open the draw.
I got the gun out, cocked the hammer back, had it hanging down over
my right knee, leaning over, thinking; "Do I want to kill myself?"
(Setup?)
I thought and thought about my drinking and way of thinking...
The answer was no. I'll get help at Baldpate. I moved to put the
gun back into the draw and accidentally pulled the trigger. It fell
on an empty chamber.
If it had gone off....I don't know what I would have done......
I applied to Baldpate. Supposed to be three weeks live in. But
they cleared me it two weeks....
Sobered up.....
We were outside, and my brother came by and showed me his
new Glock....
My license had eXpired....
I got the 357 and went to a range with him....
The gun was 'shaving' the rounds......
I renewed my license, and George applied for a new one. We both
got one. I bought a Ruger 357 Security Six revolver, 4 inch barrel.
Heavy stainless steel gun...
George bought nothing....
But could have...
I Joined the "Cape Ann Gun Club" in Gloucester MA,,,
I bought a 44 Magnum, four inch barrel. And a reloading press....
My brother and I were at the range. I was using reloads in the 44....
My brother was standing next to me with his Glock....
One round I shot from the 44....I said, "holy *****!" A flame a lot longer
and the gun 'kicked' over my head...
My brother said, "What was that?"
I turned and said, "Overload obviously".....
I eventually sold that gun....
1985+/-
George's mother dies.....
George moved into the apartment across the hall after his mother
died. More times together. He was always over my place when he
lived with his mother....
She got pissed he was leaving her alone so much.....
George said he was falling in love with me. I met his close friend
from CA. A mortician, Charley. He was gay.
Made some 'cracks' I didn't like....
George had the keys to my place. And I had his keys, so I could
get the dog out. He was usually fast asleep. He took care of
Blossom during the day, as I was at work 3 to 11. He 9 to 5....
George had an IQ of 145, Mine...off the chart, I like to think....
I told him about the chess problem I had published. He said; "Do
you know how much respect I have for anyone who can do that?"
(Made me squirm.)
1989...
George and I see the see a crop marking being shown....
We speculated about it. At one point he said; "Oh yeah. You're
the one." I don't remember if I told him about the 1955 marking....
I talked mechanical? He talked brush....
And he talked interbreeding.....
"Look at the sloping and flat foreheads humans have. Same as our
progenitors." He said....
We started DRI.....Deist Research Institute.....on that premise....
And the premise markings are the work of the legions of HaShem....
And John for, "Suichomicidal" Muslims......
I eXpound on it....all....
And Lo & Behold. A gay guy, Ted, moves into the apartment that
was left empty with the moving of Maureen. Best ***** I ever had.
George befriended Ted right away...,
I'm thinking 'setup'....
"Something is going on here,"
Weeks later George was over Ted's. I was at my 16k Radio
Shack computer. 51/4" hard drive. Ted came into my apartment
and said he and George were thinking of moving. Would I want
to. I went over there and told George I don't want to move. Tried
like hell to convince me. I refused and went back to my apartment....
Ted came back over about five minutes later and said; "George
is crying like a baby."
"Oh cripe." I said...
I went over there.....
It was pitiful...
Needless to say....I caved.....
Next....
The "Third Gun"
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