On 27 Aug 2005 07:02:13 -0700, root@127.0.0.1 wrote in message
<deprp5016rb@drn.newsguy.com>:
In article <2005082623184775249%jakechambers@maccom>, jake_c says...
I took the burner tonight at my meeting - the urge to do coke (my drug
of choice) was overpowering me. But it passed. However, I am drinking
a budweiser right now. Throughout my recovery, I have found the
occasional drink to be a great release, although I know it is in direct
conflict with the NA program. Still, I was to know if anyone -
honestly - indulges in a beer once and awhile, and if so, how does it
make for your recovery over all?
Nope, however I do know a number of people who occasionally have a drink with
dinner, yet still claim 20+ years of cleantime. Sure, it's hypocritical...but
they're free to do what they want with their lives.
yes, they are.
what's it to you that they drink some wine and claim X years clean time?
what's that to you?
you feel they don't *deserve* that, huh? tough titties, *****. NA is
filled with cunts like you.
In fact, in my experience, your kak attitude is broadly representative of
most NA members and is a very good reason to avoid NA.
they will not help you with your drug problem. they will only add to your
problems. they are a problem, for themselves and for everyone else.
I don't care if someone who goes to meetings has a beer every now and then.
However, their need to hide it strongly suggests that they know, at least on
some level, that they're doing something they know is wrong.
you can make a dog feel that lying on a sofa is wrong if you scold it when
it does that.
the feeling of guilt means nothing.
i experience no guilt when i drink alcohol.
As for needing a release, I can find that in taking a walk, calling a friend,
watching a movie, or just closing my eyes and taking a few deep breaths. It's
cheaper than booze or drugs, plus I don't have to hide anything.
who gives a ***** what you do?
you lying as usual anyway.
your favourite way of seeking relief is viewing porn online and jerking off
into a tissue.
and crying yer sad self to sleep.
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smash yer modem, reboot, kill yerself
Jon Upfold, universal arsehole, ***** extraordinaire
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