I think you are one of those special people who should not quit drugs.
Go get some SPEED today. Don't delay it any longer. Go right now, this
instant! Don't even switch your PC off. Just get up right now and go get
some drugs.
DO IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
On 3 Jun 2005 16:30:22 -0700, "Dude" <ccnadude@hotmail.com> wrote in message
<1117841422.532937.198340@g47g2000cwa.googlegroups.com>:
This is a very serious question and I hope I dont offend anyone, but I
could really use some advice.
I have used meth alot for about 2-3 years and daily starting about 9
weeks ago......and it made myself and gf (nonaddict) sex lives with
each other...amazing. Meth overtook my life (OMG!, say it aint so
lol), I quit with the help of an inpatient program, sober 17 days now
but sex isnt the same. Before me and her would have these marathon
sessions (of course while I missed work, skipped family functions,
etc)....but now sex doesnt really mean awhole lot to me anymore (unless
I start glorifying meth which is dangerous to my recovery). I still
love her, find her highly attracting, very desirable, but I have a hard
time showing interest.
We have been together 4 years, she is my gf and best friend, but now
that my dis-interest in sex is here, she feels unwanted/undesirable,
when in fact, she means the world to me. Our sex/love making life was
great before I got her tangled in my drug web.
Are there any other tweakers in recovery that have gone through this?
Thanks.
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