ume$h wrote:

She won't say. I long for the days we spent together. I begged for
her forgiveness. She only turned deaf ears. I don't know what wrong I
did to her. There is nothing left in me. Now I live in the past. I must
go somewhere to cry and cry. Oh no!

My recommendations are not to jump right away to another woman.

Also, as a woman I can give you this advice:
Stay strong.
Stay confident.
Confidence in a man is very appetizing to a woman.

Good luck.

-Stacey
http://seeking-enlightenment.blogspot.com