I would have thrown her ***** out a long time ago, but no. I feel sorry for
her in a way, and fear that if I do that, she will be taken advantage of by
some other not-so-nice person.
Woke up this morning at 5:00. Got in a quick shower, and decided I could
goof off a while before going to work. So I was farting around with the
entertainment system, and finally got the excellent audio built into the
television to play MP3 disks through the DVD/VCR player. Big Smile.
Out she comes and immediately starts bitching about my father, bitching
about the car payment, (Too much interest), and bitching in general. She
then started bitching because she has to go to work while I have time to
play with the TV.
Now, I know this doesn't sound too bad, but believe me, I am showing the
patience of Job, (he he he).
I have decided that I must kick her out. I've been paying for everything
over the last two years and have let her keep her own paychecks without even
asking once why she doesn't pitch in some time. She's a structural engineer,
and even thought she doesn't make as much as I, what she does make isn't
anything to sneeze at, if you know what I mean...
Anyway, two years, bought a new housie because I lived in a "low class"
neighborhood, isolated myself from my family because they are "no good
people who only want to take advantage of me", I have swallowed my pride and
tucked in my balls for the last time.
She's going to hurt bad out there, I really think so. It hurts me more than
anyone can understand that I have to do this. I have even tried to explain
to her my feelings about this, but she seems not to understand. I don't know
why.
If only I were a christian I could do it without pain, without remorse,
and without guilt.
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Nihil curo de ista tua stulta superstitione.
I'm not interested in your dopey religious cult.
(Got this from somewhere, but I forgot.)
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