So --both classes wetn well today and students seem to be
warming up in evidence so that is good and class involved
in conflicts. Big issue is being behind and I have tocatch
us up somehow -- figure it out this weekened. Both
articles are now finally at printer and do out. If I haul
***** I might have this dissertation piece ready to send for
publication in March (that would be good), I actually went
out with a co-worker last night to a reading at the Writing
Institute and liked doing it. I laughed so hard (I rarely
laugh ever except with Maria).

Really want the school to extend this visitorship unless
permanent works out somewhere. My birthday was
depressing, but I decided what the hell, I am taking myself
and ex and Maria out to dinner this weekend for it. And I
am going to succeed on working through Aqunias and Dante
relation this weekend!

I might even try to order my room -- organize it so it
looks like I know what I am doing. The will is there, but
then exhausted, when not exhausted will not quite threre.
I want to article to be of genius -- you know so elegant,
so profund, so immediare in its sense of the past rushing
forward to the reader that the piece rivets his attention .
.. well, I can aspire can't I??

I soon I am going on a man hunt -- yep you heard me. First
I need an extreme make over -- going to fancy dentist who
can work wonders with my teeth and smile; then somehow
going to get off zyprexa and work out in pool (must for
legs) and go on careful diet. Might find out about skin
peel to remove scars on my arms from old icky stuff. My
students use to call me "the dish" and I want that again .
. .but not from a student.

Right now as I am writing I am dizzy which tells me I won't
get a lot done -- its midnight. But maybe just a tiny bit
would be good . . . . Never, never ever say die.

Yep. And hell, I got a extra-special creative wacky smart
as they come beautiful girl, new computer, a car that
hoists my scooter, and money til next July. It will work
out damn't.

Enough rambling -- Speak ASD gods and goddesses

Rosena