I have to work tonight, I have accomplished nothing today but to wrap a couple
of gifts for Maria. John is getting to me really bad today. I am not going to
write him (it has been nine months), but I want to hear his voice, speak with
him, write him that elegant and profoundly conceived letter that rings in just
the right tones of passion and calm, thought and heart, that will crack his
conscience.
blood and passion . . .cannot say here what I want for cautious on newsgroups.
Suffice, to say my soul is twisted. I long and ache for him. Hard to lift my
fingers to type right now . . .going to talk to myself, and try to get a grip.
Rosena
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07 Dec 2004 07:35:22 PM |
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"Filpriros" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote in message
news:20041207202648.08392.00001800@mb-m04.aol.com...
I have to work tonight, I have accomplished nothing today but to wrap a
couple
of gifts for Maria. John is getting to me really bad today. I am not
going to
write him (it has been nine months), but I want to hear his voice, speak
with
him, write him that elegant and profoundly conceived letter that rings in
just
the right tones of passion and calm, thought and heart, that will crack
his
conscience.
blood and passion . . .cannot say here what I want for cautious on
newsgroups.
Suffice, to say my soul is twisted. I long and ache for him. Hard to
lift my
fingers to type right now . . .going to talk to myself, and try to get a
grip.
Rosena
i take it you've never left or been left by anyone ever before
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07 Dec 2004 10:43:58 PM |
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i take it you've never left or been left by anyone ever before
I have never been left before, I have left others. But when I left, I tried to
be there for them, to help them cope if there was much hurt etc . . . .
Look -- the thing with John is an extra-ordinary experience -- try loving the
Devil and see the tricks and gaslighting he can do -- the ***** lasts.
But, better now than a few hours ago, it is Christmas, brings out strong
emotions in me.
Keep warm, dear.
Rosena
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07 Dec 2004 10:51:02 PM |
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"Filpriros" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote in message
news:20041207234358.08281.00002115@mb-m04.aol.com...
i take it you've never left or been left by anyone ever before
I have never been left before, I have left others. But when I left, I
tried to
be there for them, to help them cope if there was much hurt etc . . . .
Look -- the thing with John is an extra-ordinary experience -- try loving
the
Devil and see the tricks and gaslighting he can do -- the ***** lasts.
But, better now than a few hours ago, it is Christmas, brings out strong
emotions in me.
Keep warm, dear.
Rosena
i already love myself , there's nothing new to try ,
and if you know all this already ,
what the is the problem with shaking yourself free of it
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07 Dec 2004 07:40:37 PM |
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Filpriros <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
of gifts for Maria. John is getting to me really bad today.
I am not going to write him ...
some things (longings, regrets, etc.) oscillate. let's hope
this oscillation is damped (i.e. lessens)
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