I haven't got much done last two days and I cannot tell if it is new
drugs making me brain-dizzy or if it is circumstances. Think it is
drug. Geodon. Anyone have experience on this?? I am off my zyprexa.
Seriously thinking going cold turkey and no more drugs. I have to be
able to FOUCCCUUUSSSS on all this work and my daughter.
Still waiting on schools -- be a couple of weeks before I hear from
some, and also what financial offer is (if anything). The history
department at University of Illinois nominated me as number 1 for big
fellowship, but have three competitors from Art history, Lit, and
Religious studies . . .I hate waiting on this kind of thing. And wait
listed at Univ. Michigan (where I WANT TO GO). Two medievalists made
offers. If one says no, likely I am in. IF both say no, I am in for
sure. - tons of support there plus great great professors and
researchers.
Worry is making me nutty. But more than that these new drugs -- don't
like it at all -- brain breeze, eye bleed, kinds of sensations.
Okay -- move on step by step. Need to finish article, go Boston with
Maria , , , ,giggle -- somewhere in here, get laid. (Eight years is a
lonnnnnnng time). I feel drunk.
Rosena
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