Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am working
because the numbness of the day as made impossible for me to function
and work. The music woke me up, alright. Feelings came alright. The
WRONG fucking feelings. So now all upset in stomach and at same time
putting this Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry at myself.
Anyway saw surgeon today and next Friday go in for procedure and while
I am semi-out they will decide if can do ballon on legs or whether I
need bypass. Potentially next week or a few days after I will be able
to walk. That would sure brighten things.
Okay - I know no one wants to hear me complaining.
Rosena
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| User: "Catybu" |
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25 Mar 2005 07:37:05 PM |
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"Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote in message
news:1111787021.095742.164670@g14g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am working
because the numbness of the day as made impossible for me to function
and work. The music woke me up, alright. Feelings came alright. The
WRONG fucking feelings. So now all upset in stomach and at same time
putting this Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry at myself.
Anyway saw surgeon today and next Friday go in for procedure and while
I am semi-out they will decide if can do ballon on legs or whether I
need bypass. Potentially next week or a few days after I will be able
to walk. That would sure brighten things.
Okay - I know no one wants to hear me complaining.
Rosena
I personally don't mind hearing whatever it is you have to say...whether
it's complaining or sharing good news. I hope the surgery goes well.
Catybu
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| User: "%" |
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25 Mar 2005 05:23:13 PM |
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"Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote in message news:1111787021.095742.164670@g14g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
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: Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am working
: because the numbness of the day as made impossible for me to function
: and work. The music woke me up, alright. Feelings came alright. The
: WRONG fucking feelings. So now all upset in stomach and at same time
: putting this Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
: Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry at myself.
:
: Anyway saw surgeon today and next Friday go in for procedure and while
: I am semi-out they will decide if can do ballon on legs or whether I
: need bypass. Potentially next week or a few days after I will be able
: to walk. That would sure brighten things.
:
: Okay - I know no one wants to hear me complaining.
:
: Rosena
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this happens to people that are mean to me
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| User: "Bev Thornton" |
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25 Mar 2005 08:01:08 PM |
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On 2005-03-25, Rosena wrote:
Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am working
because the numbness of the day as made impossible for me to function
and work. The music woke me up, alright. Feelings came alright. The
WRONG fucking feelings. So now all upset in stomach and at same time
putting this Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry at myself.
You've got a hell of a knack for doing things backwards.
Silence is golden.
Good luck at the doc.
--
<bevthornton@despammed.com> Support: <http://www.haguepeace.org/>
Who does not retaliate wins a battle hard to win.
Forbearance alone is victorious.
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| User: "K-9" |
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25 Mar 2005 10:07:04 PM |
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On 25 Mar 2005 13:43:41 -0800, "Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> <barked
the following>
Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am working
because the numbness of the day as made impossible for me to function
and work. The music woke me up, alright. Feelings came alright. The
WRONG fucking feelings. So now all upset in stomach and at same time
putting this Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry at myself.
Anyway saw surgeon today and next Friday go in for procedure and while
I am semi-out they will decide if can do ballon on legs or whether I
need bypass. Potentially next week or a few days after I will be able
to walk. That would sure brighten things.
Okay - I know no one wants to hear me complaining.
Rosena
I hope it is a success. :)
I've listened to advertisement from a local cardiology department for
a non invasive balloon implant.
Nom dePlume made a comment on smoking.
This is my personal crossroad at the moment.
K-9
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| User: "Charles" |
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25 Mar 2005 03:52:19 PM |
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On 25 Mar 2005 13:43:41 -0800, "Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am working
because the numbness of the day as made impossible for me to function
and work. The music woke me up, alright. Feelings came alright. The
WRONG fucking feelings. So now all upset in stomach and at same time
putting this Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry at myself.
Anyway saw surgeon today and next Friday go in for procedure and while
I am semi-out they will decide if can do ballon on legs or whether I
need bypass. Potentially next week or a few days after I will be able
to walk. That would sure brighten things.
Okay - I know no one wants to hear me complaining.
Rosena
The part about the surgery and walking sounds really good. I hope it
all works well for you.
--
Charles
Does not play well with others.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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25 Mar 2005 04:24:09 PM |
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Rosena wrote...
Fighting internally. Let myself turn on radio while I am
working because the numbness of the day as made impossible
for me to function and work. The music woke me up,
alright. Feelings came alright. The WRONG fucking feelings.
So now all upset in stomach and at same time putting this
Reader together for History of Punishment and Criminal
Procedure. Can't just get a grip! GAWD I make myself angry
at myself.
Anyway saw surgeon today and next Friday go in for
procedure and while I am semi-out they will decide if can
do ballon on legs or whether I need bypass. Potentially
next week or a few days after I will be able to walk. That
would sure brighten things.
Okay - I know no one wants to hear me complaining.
Rosena
i hope this surgery gives you everything you hope it will. i
also help that your newly regained freedom will help to lessen
the other pressures in your life.
-lisa
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| User: "Used2be" |
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26 Mar 2005 09:43:30 AM |
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i can't believe you might be able to walk in 10 days or less.
wow.
isn't that incredible????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~u2b *awestruck*
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