I think I almost have borken out of this latest loop one more time. it
is too complicated to explain here. But I am very exhausted. Worried
about surgery. I am going to bed. I teach tomorrow, and must do so as
a professional. Right now, I feel haggard. I have been crying all day
- good in a way for it is a release and a sign of dealing with a
painful reality.
Okay - Grad school will be good. I will make a home for Maria in
Illinois. And I will learn to accept what I cannot change.
Rosena
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13 Apr 2005 10:06:36 AM |
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hi,
Splendor in the grass.The movie. Get it, rent it, whatever. You need to
see that again."Nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the
grass , glory in the flower. We must grieve not yet find strength in
that which remains behind".
you can only go forward. What was between you was as much a part of
the time it happened in as it was a part of you. That time is past
now. Make peace with it, if you can!
Is it so important to know , does he care, does he not care? People
are such a mass of contradictions ,,, hard to know how any of us feel
about anything, keep the good memories!
This is just my opinion of course , I saw that movie on AMC the other
night and I was so struck by the thought of you and John , just from
what you have posted here.
Yeah a therapist, someone you trust to talk it out with, good idea!
onward we go! all the best to you, jill
Rosena wrote:
I think I almost have borken out of this latest loop one more time.
it
is too complicated to explain here. But I am very exhausted. Worried
about surgery. I am going to bed. I teach tomorrow, and must do so
as
a professional. Right now, I feel haggard. I have been crying all
day
- good in a way for it is a release and a sign of dealing with a
painful reality.
Okay - Grad school will be good. I will make a home for Maria in
Illinois. And I will learn to accept what I cannot change.
Rosena
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13 Apr 2005 12:53:09 AM |
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In message <1113356225.068661.10780@o13g2000cwo.googlegroups.com>,
Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> writes
I think I almost have borken out of this latest loop one more time. it
is too complicated to explain here. But I am very exhausted. Worried
about surgery. I am going to bed. I teach tomorrow, and must do so as
a professional. Right now, I feel haggard. I have been crying all day
- good in a way for it is a release and a sign of dealing with a
painful reality.
Okay - Grad school will be good. I will make a home for Maria in
Illinois. And I will learn to accept what I cannot change.
If everyone accepted what they couldn't change, nothing would ever get
done. If you don't think you can change whatever is a problem, you lose
hope, which isn't the idea in depression, is it? The world changes.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "Rosena" |
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13 Apr 2005 07:57:22 AM |
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Hi Alan,
I didn't mean I would accept not fixing problems. I meant I am going to
work to accept that the past is the past with John and accept the
current situation and stop compulsive conduct thinking I am going to
change things.
I agree, there are certain things we should never give up on - like the
future. And I won't. Thanks.
Rosena
Alan Harding wrote:
In message <1113356225.068661.10780@o13g2000cwo.googlegroups.com>,
Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> writes
I think I almost have borken out of this latest loop one more time.
it
is too complicated to explain here. But I am very exhausted.
Worried
about surgery. I am going to bed. I teach tomorrow, and must do so
as
a professional. Right now, I feel haggard. I have been crying all
day
- good in a way for it is a release and a sign of dealing with a
painful reality.
Okay - Grad school will be good. I will make a home for Maria in
Illinois. And I will learn to accept what I cannot change.
If everyone accepted what they couldn't change, nothing would ever
get
done. If you don't think you can change whatever is a problem, you
lose
hope, which isn't the idea in depression, is it? The world changes.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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