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things have fallen apart faster than i could pick up the pieces. i
would laugh if it wasn't so stereotypically like a country-western
song, but My God, this is too much. i can't breathe because of the
anxiety and the pain, and it feels like my heart will explode. there
are so many unanswered questions which i'll never know the answers to.
so many things i need to do and here i am having an anxiety attack
while my roommate is in the kitchen preparing food. i'm trying to hide
this, trying to break out of this so i can drive sixty miles to make
end-of-life arrangements while trying to deal with a lot of other bad
things.
so once the necessary things are done i must decide my future, and
since everything has drastically changed in the space of only a few
days, that future, if there is one, will look nothing like i imagined
it. right now it is very bleak indeed.
i am paralyzed with emotion and don't know what to do. the enormity of
the situation gives me no hope at all.
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"sunkitten" <sunkitten@notarealaddress.com> wrote in message
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things have fallen apart faster than i could pick up the pieces. i
would laugh if it wasn't so stereotypically like a country-western
song, but My God, this is too much. i can't breathe because of the
anxiety and the pain, and it feels like my heart will explode. there
are so many unanswered questions which i'll never know the answers to.
so many things i need to do and here i am having an anxiety attack
while my roommate is in the kitchen preparing food. i'm trying to hide
this, trying to break out of this so i can drive sixty miles to make
end-of-life arrangements while trying to deal with a lot of other bad
things.
so once the necessary things are done i must decide my future, and
since everything has drastically changed in the space of only a few
days, that future, if there is one, will look nothing like i imagined
it. right now it is very bleak indeed.
i am paralyzed with emotion and don't know what to do. the enormity of
the situation gives me no hope at all.
SK. I'm so sorry that things are this bad. I am shocked to read this. I'm so
sorry.
It seems that people I care about are coming out of their corners and not doing
well, it makes me really, really sad. I really wish the best for you, hon.
Jean
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04 May 2005 03:53:41 PM |
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On Tue, 3 May 2005 20:30:19 -0400, "Luna" <lunajean@gmail.com>
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SK. I'm so sorry that things are this bad. I am shocked to read this. I'm so
sorry.
It seems that people I care about are coming out of their corners and not doing
well, it makes me really, really sad. I really wish the best for you, hon.
thanks, jean. my emotions are all over the place right now and
yesterday was a pretty lousy day all around; there are some major
issues going on right now in my life and i'm trying to concentrate on
just putting one foot in front of the other.
heh. i went to see a counsellor today about everything, and it turned
out to be a grad student doing her practicum; i almost felt sorry for
her, seeing the look on her face after i'd thrown everything out
there. needless to say, she's getting help from her supervisor in
handling my case.
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03 May 2005 04:06:21 PM |
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((((((((((sunkitten)))))))))))
this too shall pass?????????
~u2b
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03 May 2005 04:18:31 PM |
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 21:06:21 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
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((((((((((sunkitten)))))))))))
this too shall pass?????????
no. it won't. but thank you.
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03 May 2005 04:40:16 PM |
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"sunkitten" <sunkitten@notarealaddress.com> wrote in message
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 21:06:21 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
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((((((((((sunkitten)))))))))))
this too shall pass?????????
no. it won't. but thank you.
see, that's the lie that depression tells you. that nothing will change and
that you will be dealing with these circumstances the rest of your life.
but the reality is that things WILL change and that you never know what
tomorrow will hold. and that is why we keep on going. because we just
never know...
hang in there,
u2b
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03 May 2005 07:32:46 PM |
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sunkitten wrote...
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things have fallen apart faster than i could pick up the
pieces. i would laugh if it wasn't so stereotypically like
a country-western song, but My God, this is too much. i
can't breathe because of the anxiety and the pain, and it
feels like my heart will explode. there are so many
unanswered questions which i'll never know the answers to.
so many things i need to do and here i am having an anxiety
attack while my roommate is in the kitchen preparing food.
i'm trying to hide this, trying to break out of this so i
can drive sixty miles to make end-of-life arrangements
while trying to deal with a lot of other bad things.
so once the necessary things are done i must decide my
future, and since everything has drastically changed in the
space of only a few days, that future, if there is one,
will look nothing like i imagined it. right now it is very
bleak indeed.
i am paralyzed with emotion and don't know what to do. the
enormity of the situation gives me no hope at all.
i'm so sorry that this is going on for you. it must be
overwhelming.
it might not feel like it at the moment, but there will be a
future. you will get through this. worn, perhaps, but you will
come out the other side.
please be kind to yourself.
-lisa
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04 May 2005 04:03:37 PM |
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On 4 May 2005 00:32:46 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com>
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i'm so sorry that this is going on for you. it must be
overwhelming.
it might not feel like it at the moment, but there will be a
future. you will get through this. worn, perhaps, but you will
come out the other side.
please be kind to yourself.
thanks, lisa.
-lisa
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03 May 2005 03:39:34 PM |
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sunkitten wrote:
i'm trying to hide
this, trying to break out of this so i can drive sixty miles to make
end-of-life arrangements while trying to deal with a lot of other bad
things.
End-of-life arrangements? Not sure what
you mean, sunkitten, but I hope you find
solutions to the bad things you have to
deal with and get them behind you.
Gayle
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03 May 2005 04:01:24 PM |
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 16:39:34 -0400, Gayle <gayleco@rcn.com> inscribed:
End-of-life arrangements? Not sure what
you mean, sunkitten, but I hope you find
solutions to the bad things you have to
deal with and get them behind you.
the end of life arrangements are for my only remaining relative, who
has told me there is little time left. i was told not to make any
plans for the immediate future because i am the only one who can do
this; my relative isn't able to.
so i have to. there are other, equally serious, issues i have to deal
with and which i cannot change, but that is the only one involving
another person directly; once that is gone my decisions won't affect
anyone and it won't matter any more.
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03 May 2005 03:59:07 PM |
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 16:39:34 -0400, Gayle <gayleco@rcn.com> inscribed:
End-of-life arrangements? Not sure what
you mean, sunkitten, but I hope you find
solutions to the bad things you have to
deal with and get them behind you.
the end of life arrangements are for my only remaining relative, who
has told me there is little time left. i was told not to make any
plans for the immediate future because i am the only one who can do
this; my relative isn't able to.
so i have to. there are other, equally serious, issues i have to deal
with and which i cannot change, but that is the only one involving
another person directly; once that is gone my decisions won't affect
anyone and it won't matter any more.
Gayle
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03 May 2005 04:05:34 PM |
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 16:39:34 -0400, Gayle <gayleco@rcn.com> inscribed:
End-of-life arrangements? Not sure what
you mean, sunkitten, but I hope you find
solutions to the bad things you have to
deal with and get them behind you.
the end of life arrangements are for my only remaining relative, who
has told me there is little time left. i was told not to make any
plans for the immediate future because i am the only one who can do
this; my relative isn't able to.
so i have to. there are other, equally serious, issues i have to deal
with and which i cannot change, but that is the only one involving
another person directly; once that is gone my decisions won't affect
anyone and it won't matter any more. so, really, there are no
solutions to be found.
thanks for your reply.
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03 May 2005 05:26:11 PM |
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"sunkitten" <sunkitten@notarealaddress.com> wrote:
things have fallen apart faster than i could pick up the pieces. i
would laugh if it wasn't so stereotypically like a country-western
song, but My God, this is too much. i can't breathe because of the
anxiety and the pain, and it feels like my heart will explode. there
are so many unanswered questions which i'll never know the answers to.
so many things i need to do and here i am having an anxiety attack
while my roommate is in the kitchen preparing food. i'm trying to hide
this, trying to break out of this so i can drive sixty miles to make
end-of-life arrangements while trying to deal with a lot of other bad
things.
so once the necessary things are done i must decide my future, and
since everything has drastically changed in the space of only a few
days, that future, if there is one, will look nothing like i imagined
it. right now it is very bleak indeed.
i am paralyzed with emotion and don't know what to do. the enormity of
the situation gives me no hope at all.
I'm sorry, Sunkitten. I wish there was something I could say that would
help. I hope things calm down for you soon. Remember to breathe.
Rj
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| User: "Used2be" |
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03 May 2005 10:14:07 PM |
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"Rebecca Jo" <rebeccajodreams@yahoo.com> wrote
Remember to breathe.
hee hee...you'll be hearing that ALOT real soon!!!!
:)
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04 May 2005 09:52:15 PM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
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"Rebecca Jo" <rebeccajodreams@yahoo.com> wrote
Remember to breathe.
hee hee...you'll be hearing that ALOT real soon!!!!
lol, you are a funny lady.
Jean
:)
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03 May 2005 07:31:18 PM |
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"Rebecca Jo" <rebeccajodreams@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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I'm sorry, Sunkitten. I wish there was something I could say that would help.
I hope things calm down for you soon. Remember to breathe.
Hi rj.
Rj
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03 May 2005 08:18:05 PM |
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"Luna" <lunajean@gmail.com> wrote:
Hi rj.
hi. i've been reading, just not posting much.
rj
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04 May 2005 03:41:45 PM |
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On Tue, 3 May 2005 18:26:11 -0400, "Rebecca Jo"
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I'm sorry, Sunkitten. I wish there was something I could say that would
help. I hope things calm down for you soon. Remember to breathe.
thanks, rj.
and i'm sorry to hear about Kegger... i remember seeing pictures of
him.
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04 May 2005 09:18:59 PM |
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"sunkitten" <sunkitten@notarealaddress.com> wrote:
thanks, rj.
and i'm sorry to hear about Kegger... i remember seeing pictures of
him.
thanks. life is hard sometimes.
rj
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03 May 2005 07:17:06 PM |
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 16:00:42 -0400, sunkitten
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<(((*> i am paralyzed with emotion and don't know what to do. the enormity of
<(((*> the situation gives me no hope at all.
One hope, I think, and that is that you have friends here who are
ready to talk and to listen.
My email is tjmb(at)videotron.ca.
Tara J. Ballance
Montreal, Canada
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04 May 2005 03:46:16 PM |
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On Tue, 03 May 2005 20:17:06 -0400, waitingforgodot@samuel.beckett
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One hope, I think, and that is that you have friends here who are
ready to talk and to listen.
My email is tjmb(at)videotron.ca.
thanks, tara. you'll be hearing from me soon, probably early next week
as things are crazy for me here and i'm still reeling from some very
bad news.
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