bad today,, I hope this is just an episode and not the beginning of
the end, black out non funtioning , dead zone . please god not again..
I had to go the member services at Kaiser to handle this mess up with
the bill. Not really a big deal. By the time I got out of there I was
in tears.. sobbing.. just the stress , totally overwhelmed me.. I
could not deal with the elevator. to crowded. Why am I like this,
how am I ever going to make more money if I can't get past this,, whats
wrong with me. maybe I need to go back on the meds. I thought I was
doing better. This is the first time I have been in a situation like
this in a while. I am so depressed that I completely fell apart again..
I never seem to get any better why!!!!!
RANT,,, jill.
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: *****,, |
21 Mar 2006 05:37:37 PM |
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Awww Jill sweetie,
I know these days. The elevator crowd is just TOO much and the tension
of dealing with paper work, and bill collectors, or even just business
entanglement just makes one nuts and cry and tense. I really do know.
And you know, like Lisa said, if meds help, then damn girl do it. I
hate taking meds, hate it, but down deep I am thankful they are there
for I know that they help keep me even and to "do" life that is a
necessary quality (he he and I am not that even still :) )
But YOU can navigate life! You can. You just have to figure out little
tricks that make it easier for you. I am sorry you had such a tough
day. Don't lose confidence please.
Best
Rosena
jill wrote:
bad today,, I hope this is just an episode and not the beginning of
the end, black out non funtioning , dead zone . please god not again..
I had to go the member services at Kaiser to handle this mess up with
the bill. Not really a big deal. By the time I got out of there I was
in tears.. sobbing.. just the stress , totally overwhelmed me.. I
could not deal with the elevator. to crowded. Why am I like this,
how am I ever going to make more money if I can't get past this,, whats
wrong with me. maybe I need to go back on the meds. I thought I was
doing better. This is the first time I have been in a situation like
this in a while. I am so depressed that I completely fell apart again..
I never seem to get any better why!!!!!
RANT,,, jill.
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| User: "David" |
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| Title: Re: *****,, |
21 Mar 2006 02:22:43 PM |
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Sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Maybe making a committment to
take your meds regularly from now on would be helpful. I had difficulty
last night and called for help, my main deal is anxiety and panic, if
you hadn't noticed some of my posts here lately. I hope things get to
better soon.
David
jill wrote:
bad today,, I hope this is just an episode and not the beginning of
the end, black out non funtioning , dead zone . please god not again..
I had to go the member services at Kaiser to handle this mess up with
the bill. Not really a big deal. By the time I got out of there I was
in tears.. sobbing.. just the stress , totally overwhelmed me.. I
could not deal with the elevator. to crowded. Why am I like this,
how am I ever going to make more money if I can't get past this,, whats
wrong with me. maybe I need to go back on the meds. I thought I was
doing better. This is the first time I have been in a situation like
this in a while. I am so depressed that I completely fell apart again..
I never seem to get any better why!!!!!
RANT,,, jill.
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| User: "jill" |
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| Title: Re: *****,, |
21 Mar 2006 02:29:45 PM |
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David wrote:
Sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Maybe making a committment to
take your meds regularly from now on would be helpful. I had difficulty
last night and called for help, my main deal is anxiety and panic, if
you hadn't noticed some of my posts here lately. I hope things get to
better soon.
David
david I always read your posts. I know I don't respond much. I
don't always feel I have anything to say that will help. thanks for the
advice your right maybe I need to get a perscription. sigh,,,I a feel
like I am stuck on a merry go round... hope you are having a good day
today, thanks for the post.. jill
jill wrote:
bad today,, I hope this is just an episode and not the beginning of
the end, black out non funtioning , dead zone . please god not again..
I had to go the member services at Kaiser to handle this mess up with
the bill. Not really a big deal. By the time I got out of there I was
in tears.. sobbing.. just the stress , totally overwhelmed me.. I
could not deal with the elevator. to crowded. Why am I like this,
how am I ever going to make more money if I can't get past this,, whats
wrong with me. maybe I need to go back on the meds. I thought I was
doing better. This is the first time I have been in a situation like
this in a while. I am so depressed that I completely fell apart again..
I never seem to get any better why!!!!!
RANT,,, jill.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: *****,, |
21 Mar 2006 02:20:26 PM |
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jill wrote...
bad today,, I hope this is just an episode and not the
beginning of
the end, black out non funtioning , dead zone . please god
not again.. I had to go the member services at Kaiser to
handle this mess up with the bill. Not really a big deal.
By the time I got out of there I was in tears.. sobbing..
just the stress , totally overwhelmed me.. I could not
deal with the elevator. to crowded. Why am I like this,
how am I ever going to make more money if I can't get past
this,, whats wrong with me. maybe I need to go back on
the meds. I thought I was doing better. This is the first
time I have been in a situation like this in a while. I am
so depressed that I completely fell apart again..
I never seem to get any better why!!!!!
RANT,,, jill.
i've been in tears with insurance customer service over nothing
much. it's very stressful. maybe it's just a bad day. i
certainly hope so.
it wouldn't be the end of the world if you needed meds again,
assuming they help. at least you have something to fall back on.
-lisa
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| User: "jill" |
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| Title: Re: *****,, |
21 Mar 2006 02:26:48 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
jill wrote...
bad today,, I hope this is just an episode and not the
beginning of
the end, black out non funtioning , dead zone . please god
not again.. I had to go the member services at Kaiser to
handle this mess up with the bill. Not really a big deal.
By the time I got out of there I was in tears.. sobbing..
just the stress , totally overwhelmed me.. I could not
deal with the elevator. to crowded. Why am I like this,
how am I ever going to make more money if I can't get past
this,, whats wrong with me. maybe I need to go back on
the meds. I thought I was doing better. This is the first
time I have been in a situation like this in a while. I am
so depressed that I completely fell apart again..
I never seem to get any better why!!!!!
RANT,,, jill.
i've been in tears with insurance customer service over nothing
much. it's very stressful. maybe it's just a bad day. i
certainly hope so.
it wouldn't be the end of the world if you needed meds again,
assuming they help. at least you have something to fall back on.
-lisa
Your right lisa,, at least I have something to fall back on.. I really
don't know why I am so resistant to taking medication. I really do
believe what ever helps.. go for it. confused. jill
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