I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
11 Jan 2008 04:52:30 PM |
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"rose" <smudgedrose@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:7cd3e106-9f76-4e9b-8383-570e093d5c47@v29g2000hsf.googlegroups.com...
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
those anniversaries always hurt, no matter how long it goes on. :/
(((((((rose)))))))
~cindy
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| User: "rose" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 03:20:54 PM |
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On Jan 11, 2:52=A0pm, "used2be" <used...@nowhere.com> wrote:
"rose" <smudgedr...@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:7cd3e106-9f76-4e9b-8383-570e093d5c47@v29g2000hsf.googlegroups.com...
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart i=
s
still broken, and it still aches all over.
those anniversaries always hurt, no matter how long it goes on. =A0:/
(((((((rose)))))))
~cindy
Thanks so much for understanding Cindy.
Hugs back....
~Rose
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 03:20:28 PM |
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rose wrote:
On Jan 11, 2:52 pm, "used2be" <used...@nowhere.com> wrote:
"rose" <smudgedr...@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:7cd3e106-9f76-4e9b-8383-570e093d5c47@v29g2000hsf.googlegroups.com..
..
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died,
and how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone.
Any possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that
we could have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my
heart is still broken, and it still aches all over.
those anniversaries always hurt, no matter how long it goes on. :/
(((((((rose)))))))
~cindy
Thanks so much for understanding Cindy.
Hugs back....
~Rose
we all have them
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
11 Jan 2008 09:45:27 PM |
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On Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:20:12 -0800 (PST), rose <smudgedrose@gmail.com>
wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
I'm sorry you're hurting, Rose. It really hasn't been all that long
since your brother's death. And add to that the shocking way he died,
and your feelings are more than understandable. I hope your pain eases
with time. That's all any of us can hope for. Take care. Jeanne
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| User: "rose" |
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12 Jan 2008 03:26:27 PM |
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On Jan 11, 7:45=A0pm, wrote:
On Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:20:12 -0800 (PST), rose <smudgedr...@gmail.com>
wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart is=
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
I'm sorry you're hurting, Rose. It really hasn't been all that long
since your brother's death. And add to that the shocking way he died,
and your feelings are more than understandable. I hope your pain eases
with time. That's all any of us can hope for. Take care. =A0Jeanne
Thank you Jeanne, you're always so compassionate and kind to me. How
he died really feels like it adds more to the pain....it's awful to
think about what he went through (and it's so hard sometimes not to
think about it) and there are just many unanswered questions that will
probably never be answered, and the suddenness of it. I'm doing
better today, and your reply means a lot. I hope you're doing well
too....
~Rose
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 08:44:54 PM |
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On Sat, 12 Jan 2008 13:26:27 -0800 (PST), rose <smudgedrose@gmail.com>
wrote:
On Jan 11, 7:45 pm, wrote:
On Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:20:12 -0800 (PST), rose <smudgedr...@gmail.com>
wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
I'm sorry you're hurting, Rose. It really hasn't been all that long
since your brother's death. And add to that the shocking way he died,
and your feelings are more than understandable. I hope your pain eases
with time. That's all any of us can hope for. Take care. Jeanne
Thank you Jeanne, you're always so compassionate and kind to me. How
he died really feels like it adds more to the pain....it's awful to
think about what he went through (and it's so hard sometimes not to
think about it) and there are just many unanswered questions that will
probably never be answered, and the suddenness of it. I'm doing
better today, and your reply means a lot. I hope you're doing well
too....
~Rose
Thanks Rose, I'm doing ok, just a little blah. I think it's the
weather. I could use some sunshine and warmth. Jeanne
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| User: "Michelle la Belle" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
11 Jan 2008 09:13:38 PM |
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On Jan 11, 4:20=A0pm, rose <smudgedr...@gmail.com> wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
It doesn't matter how many times you post, Rose. We don't mind, we
just want you to feel better. So if it helps, do it.
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| User: "rose" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 03:21:20 PM |
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On Jan 11, 7:13=A0pm, Michelle la Belle <aminotem...@hotmail.com> wrote:
On Jan 11, 4:20=A0pm, rose <smudgedr...@gmail.com> wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart i=
s
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
It doesn't matter how many times you post, Rose. =A0We don't mind, we
just want you to feel better. =A0So if it helps, do it.
Thank you Michelle, I appreciate it.
~Rose
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| User: "Noon Cat Nick" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
11 Jan 2008 11:08:08 PM |
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rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
Tonight there must be people who are getting what they want.
I let my oars fall into the water.
Good for them. Good for them, getting what they want.
The night is so still that I forget to breathe.
The dark air is getting colder. Birds are leaving.
Tonight there are people getting just what they need.
The air is so still that it seems to stop my heart.
I remember you in a black and white photograph
taken this time of some year. You were leaning against
a half-shed tree, standing in the leaves the tree had lost.
When I finally exhale it takes forever to be over.
Tonight, there are people who are so happy,
that they have forgotten to worry about tomorrow.
Somewhere, people have entirely forgotten about tomorrow.
My hand trails in the water.
I should not have dropped those oars. Such a soft wind.
--Jennifer Michael Hecht
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| User: "rose" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 03:39:55 PM |
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On Jan 11, 9:08=A0pm, Noon Cat Nick <chatdemidiSPAMBEG...@hotmail.com>
wrote:
rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart i=
s
still broken, and it still aches all over.
Tonight there must be people who are getting what they want.
I let my oars fall into the water.
Good for them. Good for them, getting what they want.
The night is so still that I forget to breathe.
The dark air is getting colder. Birds are leaving.
Tonight there are people getting just what they need.
The air is so still that it seems to stop my heart.
I remember you in a black and white photograph
taken this time of some year. You were leaning against
a half-shed tree, standing in the leaves the tree had lost.
When I finally exhale it takes forever to be over.
Tonight, there are people who are so happy,
that they have forgotten to worry about tomorrow.
Somewhere, people have entirely forgotten about tomorrow.
My hand trails in the water.
I should not have dropped those oars. Such a soft wind.
--Jennifer Michael Hecht
Thank you for answering so many of these posts about this topic. This
is particularly moving and poignant. Take care....
~Rose
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| User: "mighty mouse" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
11 Jan 2008 09:31:59 PM |
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rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
Don't apologise, post whatever you need to post, whenever you need to do
it. If people don't like it, they don't have to read it.
I'm sorry you're still hurting. I imagine it will continue to get
better, but some days, like anniversaries, will always hurt.
I hope you get through today ok Rose.
Kylie
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| User: "rose" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 03:23:34 PM |
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On Jan 11, 7:31=A0pm, mighty mouse <mousieNOSPAM9...@hotmail.com> wrote:
rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart i=
s
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
Don't apologise, post whatever you need to post, whenever you need to do
it. If people don't like it, they don't have to read it.
I'm sorry you're still hurting. =A0I imagine it will continue to get
better, but some days, like anniversaries, will always hurt.
I hope you get through today ok Rose.
Kylie
Somehow you always find something reassuring to say to me so that I
don't feel so bad for posting when I feel like I sound like a broken
record. I managed to get through the evening better than I was during
the day, and today I'm feeling mostly better. Thanks for being my
friend Kylie.
~Rose
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| User: "Janithor" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
11 Jan 2008 11:13:38 PM |
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x-no-archive: yes
rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? It's just another
day. Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. He is gone. And my heart is
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
Sorry Rose.
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| User: "rose" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 03:40:17 PM |
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On Jan 11, 9:13=A0pm, Janithor <Janithor...@comcast.net> wrote:
x-no-archive: yes
rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. =A0I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. =A0Obviously that's not
working.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? =A0It's just another
day. =A0Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone. =A0Any
possibilities that existed for any improved relationship that we could
have had in this life are lost forever. =A0He is gone. =A0And my heart i=
s
still broken, and it still aches all over.
~Rose
Sorry Rose.
Thanks a lot Thor....
~Rose
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
12 Jan 2008 11:05:14 PM |
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rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. ?I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. ?Obviously that's not
working.
Why? Don't be sorry.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? ?It's just another
day. ?Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone.
And it hurts and it will hurt again. That's the way it is.
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| User: "rose" |
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| Title: Re: 10 months |
14 Jan 2008 05:25:16 PM |
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On Jan 12, 9:05=A0pm, "Contrarian"<adrb...@gmail.com> wrote:
rose wrote:
I'm sorry to post yet *another* one of these posts. ?I keep telling
myself not to, to just keep it to myself. ?Obviously that's not
working.
Why? =A0Don't be sorry.
Why does the date have to mean anything at all? ?It's just another
day. ?Just another 11th day of the month.
But I still miss my brother, it still hurts, a lot, that he died, and=
how he died, and that all chances for reconciliation are gone.
And it hurts and it will hurt again. That's the way it is.
Thanks ~C~ Yeah, I know it'll hurt again, it's inevitible
unfortunately. But the support helps me get through it. Take
care....
~Rose
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