Justin Case wrote:

"boutshka" <carollombard@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1158054028.268961.154860@h48g2000cwc.googlegroups.com...

I am filled with sadness. I miss something. I feel like I will have a
broken heart the rest of my days. What's gone? Why do I want to cry?
Isn't 2 Paxils a day enough? Or is it the brightness of the moon
outside, in the quiet. I want so much. That I will never have. I
want to talk to someone.

Thanks for listening. My eyes are full of tears.

Goodnight. B.

hi carol, why u crying?

I don't know. Maybe too heavy on sad things right now. I watched a
replay of the NBC 9/11 filming as it happened. I watched a Crocodile
Hunter rerun. I watched a documentary on the Black Dahlia murder. Her
body was found a few blocks from where I lived. I was 6.

Now I live in northern Calif. They keep cutting down the redwoods.
When I drive past a clearcut, I want to cry.

Life is a tragedy, that's all. I cry for life.

Thank u for asking. Bye. B.