"Franz Bestuchev" <fbestuchev@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:btut27$bi7c4$1@ID-132998.news.uni-berlin.de...
We all maintain, and there are always consequences, victims of circumstance
perhaps.
Perhaps, but that absolves me of responsibility and that's rarely the
case, no matter what the circumstances.
No one is totally (singularly) responsible
no one can ever be totally absolved either.
Had I just applied myself to so many things it WOULD have happened,
instead some intagible held me back.
Woulda, Shoulda and Coulda have haunted me all my life. Is the intangible a
fear that we could make things worse?
Explaining it to those who don't understand seems pointless. "Why can't
you work more? You need money to live." Well I also need to not freak
out and become completely non functional.
I am trying to find a new life without a "job". It is hard to do with all of
my assumptions of worth.
"Get a job at some place like Target...did that as a teenager, it'd
probably drive me to the edge. Not to mention that minimum wage would
put me in a position of of the the working poverty.
Much about the system discourages personal effort.
I guess it ain't about the dough, it's about getting down for what you
stand for yo.
Yes, I think I agree.
-Dan
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