Well, I'm really depressed. I was hoping to be out of here by Friday,
but from the discussion with my case-worker and doc I had this morning.
It looks like it's going to be longer. They told me not to expect to go
home before Thanksgiving. :( but there's still hope. I had a very bad
night last night. I punched a hole in the wall with my head. I was in
restraints in the "time out" room all night. I'm trying to think of a
way to fix my mind faster. I really don't want to miss Thanksgiving. I
was in treatment over Thanksgiving two years ago and it sucked balls.
I ate half a pie this morning. It was really good. The food here is much
better than at a normal hospital. My doctor doesn't allow me to drink
caffine. Says it's a "mood-altering drug". I guess thats true, but I've
drank at least two liters a day in the past. I would kill for a mountain
dew. I wonder what they'll serve for Thanksgiving..... Nothing I want
that's for sure. I don't like traditional Thanksgiving meals. I don't
like turkey. I would prefer lafkas(sp?) anyday.
I can almost feel my mind decaying. I'm getting worse. Usually I'm fine
with the fact that someday I'll be insane and need to be locked up for
the rest of this existence, but today it kind of bugs me. Anyways, I
think I won't ramble on more, or nobody will want to read it. Have a
good day everyone!
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-slunky
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: Another day |
17 Nov 2005 08:11:55 AM |
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On 2005-11-16, slunky <slunky@showingourscars.org> wrote:
Well, I'm really depressed. I was hoping to be out of here by Friday,
but from the discussion with my case-worker and doc I had this morning.
It looks like it's going to be longer. They told me not to expect to go
home before Thanksgiving. :( but there's still hope. I had a very bad
night last night. I punched a hole in the wall with my head.
Owwwee :((
I was in
restraints in the "time out" room all night. I'm trying to think of a
way to fix my mind faster. I really don't want to miss Thanksgiving. I
was in treatment over Thanksgiving two years ago and it sucked balls.
snip
Thinking of you. I'm glad the food is good.
Whiskery Hugs {{{{{Slunky}}}}}
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| User: "Used2be" |
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| Title: Re: Another day |
16 Nov 2005 03:23:33 PM |
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get better, slunky.
~u2b
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: Another day |
18 Nov 2005 01:23:00 AM |
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slunky <slunky@showingourscars.org> wrote:
Well, I'm really depressed. I was hoping to be out of here by Friday,
but from the discussion with my case-worker and doc I had this morning.
It looks like it's going to be longer.
:-(
I ate half a pie this morning. It was really good. The food here is much
better than at a normal hospital.
well that's something.
My doctor doesn't allow me to drink caffeine. Says it's a
"mood-altering drug".
and with most "mood-altering" drugs a *gradual* discontinuance
is advisable... the headaches drive some ppl nuts (no caffeine)
with the fact that someday I'll be insane and need to be locked up
I dunno... I'm awaiting therapeutic breakthroughs myself..
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adrba at nyct dot net finds me also, probably quicker too
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: Another day |
16 Nov 2005 02:25:46 PM |
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slunky wrote...
Well, I'm really depressed. I was hoping to be out of here
by Friday, but from the discussion with my case-worker and
doc I had this morning. It looks like it's going to be
longer. They told me not to expect to go home before
Thanksgiving. :( but there's still hope. I had a very bad
night last night. I punched a hole in the wall with my
head. I was in restraints in the "time out" room all night.
I'm trying to think of a way to fix my mind faster. I
really don't want to miss Thanksgiving. I was in treatment
over Thanksgiving two years ago and it sucked balls.
I ate half a pie this morning. It was really good. The food
here is much better than at a normal hospital. My doctor
doesn't allow me to drink caffine. Says it's a
"mood-altering drug". I guess thats true, but I've drank at
least two liters a day in the past. I would kill for a
mountain dew. I wonder what they'll serve for
Thanksgiving..... Nothing I want that's for sure. I don't
like traditional Thanksgiving meals. I don't like turkey. I
would prefer lafkas(sp?) anyday.
I can almost feel my mind decaying. I'm getting worse.
Usually I'm fine with the fact that someday I'll be insane
and need to be locked up for the rest of this existence,
but today it kind of bugs me. Anyways, I think I won't
ramble on more, or nobody will want to read it. Have a good
day everyone!
sorry that you're in for the long haul, slunky. i guess last
night decided it. they want to keep you safe until you have no
more very bad nights like last night was. i hope that you
improve quickly. i'd like to see you around here more. good
wishes to you.
-lisa
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