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"Mz. R." |
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10 Jun 2004 10:22:04 AM |
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blessed insanity come to me |
feel like crap.
Wish I could stop feeling like crap.
Wish I didn't dispair of ever feeling happy.
Just can't get the energy to try anymore.
Most days just wish I was dead.
I deal with all the crap that continuously falls on me by accepting
it.
What other choice is there?
The more I deal with, the crazier I feel.
Like hearing that my spouses uncle has looted the storage building
where I left all my stuff when we moved. He sold everything of mine
of value. Apparently he felt this was ok because my spouse had told
him we had broken up.
How that gives the fat, ignorant ***** the right to steal my things
I will never know.
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it.
That would 'upset' the family.
But then I think, what difference does it make? It's all just *****
and it means nothing. Life sucks then you die.
Hopefully soon.
I keep wondering if being hit by a train hurts.
Mz.r.
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| User: "Tim Kettring" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 10:38:15 AM |
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If you feel that bad , then you need to seek a mental health clinic or DR ,
so you can have your quality life back . Look in the yellow pages of the
phone book under 'mental health' . As for your relative , you could file a
civil suit against him , or not .
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:58tgc0l90eg1tqui88vsdiuots2glmhikq@4ax.com...
feel like crap.
Wish I could stop feeling like crap.
Wish I didn't dispair of ever feeling happy.
Just can't get the energy to try anymore.
Most days just wish I was dead.
I deal with all the crap that continuously falls on me by accepting
it.
What other choice is there?
The more I deal with, the crazier I feel.
Like hearing that my spouses uncle has looted the storage building
where I left all my stuff when we moved. He sold everything of mine
of value. Apparently he felt this was ok because my spouse had told
him we had broken up.
How that gives the fat, ignorant ***** the right to steal my things
I will never know.
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it.
That would 'upset' the family.
But then I think, what difference does it make? It's all just *****
and it means nothing. Life sucks then you die.
Hopefully soon.
I keep wondering if being hit by a train hurts.
Mz.r.
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| User: "Mz. R." |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 10:56:27 AM |
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I have been to and through my local 'mental health' gauntlet.
and here I sit.
There is nothing to be done.
I post because this is pretty much the only avenue open to me for any
relief.
I haven't had any 'quality of life' for longer than I care to
remember.
I walk through life a dutiful punching bag. because that is all that
is left of me.
mz.r.
On Thu, 10 Jun 2004 11:38:15 -0400, "Tim Kettring"
<tim6kettring@e-garfield.com> wrote:
If you feel that bad , then you need to seek a mental health clinic or DR ,
so you can have your quality life back . Look in the yellow pages of the
phone book under 'mental health' . As for your relative , you could file a
civil suit against him , or not .
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:58tgc0l90eg1tqui88vsdiuots2glmhikq@4ax.com...
feel like crap.
Wish I could stop feeling like crap.
Wish I didn't dispair of ever feeling happy.
Just can't get the energy to try anymore.
Most days just wish I was dead.
I deal with all the crap that continuously falls on me by accepting
it.
What other choice is there?
The more I deal with, the crazier I feel.
Like hearing that my spouses uncle has looted the storage building
where I left all my stuff when we moved. He sold everything of mine
of value. Apparently he felt this was ok because my spouse had told
him we had broken up.
How that gives the fat, ignorant ***** the right to steal my things
I will never know.
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it.
That would 'upset' the family.
But then I think, what difference does it make? It's all just *****
and it means nothing. Life sucks then you die.
Hopefully soon.
I keep wondering if being hit by a train hurts.
Mz.r.
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| User: "Luna" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 01:44:41 PM |
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"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
<snip>
I walk through life a dutiful punching bag. because that is all that
is left of me.
mz.r.
Try fighting back.
Jean
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 01:55:56 PM |
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"Luna" <jean_collins@hotmail.com> wrote
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
<snip>
I walk through life a dutiful punching bag. because that is all that
is left of me.
mz.r.
Try fighting back.
Jean
excellent advice!
;-)
u2b
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 02:08:35 PM |
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"used2be" <cindyb@ERASETHISaustin.rr.com> wrote in message
news:092yc.11554$KL2.4503@fe2.texas.rr.com...
"Luna" <jean_collins@hotmail.com> wrote
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
<snip>
I walk through life a dutiful punching bag. because that is all that
is left of me.
mz.r.
Try fighting back.
Jean
excellent advice!
;-)
u2b
or rent yourself out to a boxing club and at least turn it into something
good
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| User: "Tim Kettring" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 01:21:02 PM |
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But how long ago ? There have been great advances in psy-meds in recent
years . If you cant afford it , they can help a lot , if you have a clinic
close . It worked great for me , and I hardly need it anymore ( mostly
healed ) .
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:f11hc0tvf15pr8l7jgs96rhh2imqroaltg@4ax.com...
I have been to and through my local 'mental health' gauntlet.
and here I sit.
There is nothing to be done.
I post because this is pretty much the only avenue open to me for any
relief.
I haven't had any 'quality of life' for longer than I care to
remember.
I walk through life a dutiful punching bag. because that is all that
is left of me.
mz.r.
On Thu, 10 Jun 2004 11:38:15 -0400, "Tim Kettring"
<tim6kettring@e-garfield.com> wrote:
If you feel that bad , then you need to seek a mental health clinic or DR
,
so you can have your quality life back . Look in the yellow pages of the
phone book under 'mental health' . As for your relative , you could file
a
civil suit against him , or not .
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:58tgc0l90eg1tqui88vsdiuots2glmhikq@4ax.com...
feel like crap.
Wish I could stop feeling like crap.
Wish I didn't dispair of ever feeling happy.
Just can't get the energy to try anymore.
Most days just wish I was dead.
I deal with all the crap that continuously falls on me by accepting
it.
What other choice is there?
The more I deal with, the crazier I feel.
Like hearing that my spouses uncle has looted the storage building
where I left all my stuff when we moved. He sold everything of mine
of value. Apparently he felt this was ok because my spouse had told
him we had broken up.
How that gives the fat, ignorant ***** the right to steal my things
I will never know.
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it.
That would 'upset' the family.
But then I think, what difference does it make? It's all just *****
and it means nothing. Life sucks then you die.
Hopefully soon.
I keep wondering if being hit by a train hurts.
Mz.r.
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| User: "Tim Kettring" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 01:25:51 PM |
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The greatest miracle was my mom , due to RECENT psy-meds , she is way better
than before . She was a real mess before ! She will have to go to her
psy-clinic all her life ( unlike me ) , but we get along way better ( nobody
could stand her before )
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:f11hc0tvf15pr8l7jgs96rhh2imqroaltg@4ax.com...
I have been to and through my local 'mental health' gauntlet.
and here I sit.
There is nothing to be done.
I post because this is pretty much the only avenue open to me for any
relief.
I haven't had any 'quality of life' for longer than I care to
remember.
I walk through life a dutiful punching bag. because that is all that
is left of me.
mz.r.
On Thu, 10 Jun 2004 11:38:15 -0400, "Tim Kettring"
<tim6kettring@e-garfield.com> wrote:
If you feel that bad , then you need to seek a mental health clinic or DR
,
so you can have your quality life back . Look in the yellow pages of the
phone book under 'mental health' . As for your relative , you could file
a
civil suit against him , or not .
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:58tgc0l90eg1tqui88vsdiuots2glmhikq@4ax.com...
feel like crap.
Wish I could stop feeling like crap.
Wish I didn't dispair of ever feeling happy.
Just can't get the energy to try anymore.
Most days just wish I was dead.
I deal with all the crap that continuously falls on me by accepting
it.
What other choice is there?
The more I deal with, the crazier I feel.
Like hearing that my spouses uncle has looted the storage building
where I left all my stuff when we moved. He sold everything of mine
of value. Apparently he felt this was ok because my spouse had told
him we had broken up.
How that gives the fat, ignorant ***** the right to steal my things
I will never know.
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it.
That would 'upset' the family.
But then I think, what difference does it make? It's all just *****
and it means nothing. Life sucks then you die.
Hopefully soon.
I keep wondering if being hit by a train hurts.
Mz.r.
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 04:25:26 PM |
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On Thu, 10 Jun 2004 15:22:04 +0000, Mz. R. <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote:
snip
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it. That would 'upset'
the family.
snip
What "family"?
Please, get out of there and call your parents. You do not need that man,
you do need to get away from him.
--
-- ^^^^^^^^^^
-- Whiskers
-- ~~~~~~~~~~
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| User: "Neo" |
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| Title: Re: blessed insanity come to me |
10 Jun 2004 02:44:07 PM |
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Try wondering if it would hurt your spouses uncle :-)
Neo.
"Mz. R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:58tgc0l90eg1tqui88vsdiuots2glmhikq@4ax.com...
feel like crap.
Wish I could stop feeling like crap.
Wish I didn't dispair of ever feeling happy.
Just can't get the energy to try anymore.
Most days just wish I was dead.
I deal with all the crap that continuously falls on me by accepting
it.
What other choice is there?
The more I deal with, the crazier I feel.
Like hearing that my spouses uncle has looted the storage building
where I left all my stuff when we moved. He sold everything of mine
of value. Apparently he felt this was ok because my spouse had told
him we had broken up.
How that gives the fat, ignorant ***** the right to steal my things
I will never know.
But I'm not permitted to say or do anything about it.
That would 'upset' the family.
But then I think, what difference does it make? It's all just *****
and it means nothing. Life sucks then you die.
Hopefully soon.
I keep wondering if being hit by a train hurts.
Mz.r.
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