| Topic: |
Sociology > Depression |
| User: |
"David" |
| Date: |
30 Nov 2007 01:12:10 AM |
| Object: |
Blog Entry, Update for Now |
This evening is going along ok. My dad said that he tried to call, but was
asleep all afternoon and evening. I woke up in time to place an order for
delivery, so I have pop for the evening. I have been struggling with the
thought processes, and feeling really negative. I am thinking about asking
my psychiatrist to change my Remeron to something else. Mainly because we
are having to purchase it, but to have something stronger as a second
antidepressant. Right now I am on Effexor, Tegretol in the mornings, and
Resperdol, and Diazpam, once a day. Right now, there is a lull in the voices
and thoughts, everything is quiet now. I struggle with my conscious a lot,
along with urges.
My goal tonight is to clean, and to work on the computer. I also want to
eventually discuss with my dad about getting some money to get some new
furniture, like a new desk and, couch. I am missing some parts on the desk,
so I'll probably have to have one built. I also am going to keep working on
my website design stuff. I am pleased with its progress, but am not sure
about the broad range of its name as an internet business. Right now I offer
primarily website design, and one webhosting plan that suits all needs.
I had a rough time waking up tonight, and feel different then usual, but
better. Hope that things stay this way for awhile. My main complaint is
internal stress, and compulsions. My illness is quite different from
straight depression, it has a family of symptoms, so it is confusing for
doctors to help. That is why a combination of medication is needed. Will
close for now.
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