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"Mz R." |
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26 Apr 2004 04:19:30 PM |
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brain go bye bye |
today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted him to
leave.
and not just leave, leave the country. He's only here as a visitor
and I am supporting him. I would take him home and go my way and we'd
file jointly or whatever costs the least and that would be that.
I told him this after telling him that I had quit my job.
I just can't deal with the stress anymore.
I have no income, no med plan, pretty much nothing except the junk in
my apartment, and I won't have that at the end of this month.
He freaked out of course. I don't blame him. but I just don't care
any more. about anything. I suppose when I'm living in a doorway
I'll start to come around. we'll see I guess.
I think that as a human being, and on a whole, I suck.
I am thinking often now that if I were alone, with none of this junk
to worry about, it would be a lot less trouble for people if I'm gone.
when I'm gone.
I so hate cleaning.
mz.r.
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: brain go bye bye |
26 Apr 2004 04:22:36 PM |
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"Mz R." <mz_rancid@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:2afa7d68.0404261319.79dcb75d@posting.google.com...
today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted him to
leave.
and not just leave, leave the country. He's only here as a visitor
and I am supporting him. I would take him home and go my way and we'd
file jointly or whatever costs the least and that would be that.
I told him this after telling him that I had quit my job.
I just can't deal with the stress anymore.
I have no income, no med plan, pretty much nothing except the junk in
my apartment, and I won't have that at the end of this month.
He freaked out of course. I don't blame him. but I just don't care
any more. about anything. I suppose when I'm living in a doorway
I'll start to come around. we'll see I guess.
I think that as a human being, and on a whole, I suck.
I am thinking often now that if I were alone, with none of this junk
to worry about, it would be a lot less trouble for people if I'm gone.
when I'm gone.
I so hate cleaning.
mz.r.
so ... now that you're single ... wanna fool around ?
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: brain go bye bye |
26 Apr 2004 06:39:27 PM |
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On 26 Apr 2004 14:19:30 -0700, (Mz R.)
wrote:
<(((*> today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted him to
<(((*> leave.
<(((*> and not just leave, leave the country.
After reading what you've gone ahead and done, I think you're
going to make it.
Good for you, you're standing up for yourself. With the job, with
the soon-2-B-X, with life.
In the very short term, it's scary as all hell, but the thing is,
you're making big changes happen. You're in charge.
((((Ms R))))
Tara J. Ballance
Montreal, Canada
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| User: "used2be" |
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| Title: Re: brain go bye bye |
26 Apr 2004 09:18:19 PM |
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<thehouse@pooh.corner> wrote in message
news:e97r801vtgodj0p6dikvf5qolefof7egrk@4ax.com...
On 26 Apr 2004 14:19:30 -0700, (Mz R.)
wrote:
<(((*> today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted him to
<(((*> leave.
<(((*> and not just leave, leave the country.
After reading what you've gone ahead and done, I think you're
going to make it.
Good for you, you're standing up for yourself. With the job, with
the soon-2-B-X, with life.
In the very short term, it's scary as all hell, but the thing is,
you're making big changes happen. You're in charge.
((((Ms R))))
Tara J. Ballance
Montreal, Canada
yes, i agree totally with tara here. big changes are in order, and you are
in CHARGE!!!
u2b
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| User: "Nom dePlume nomdeplume1000-at-yahoo.com" |
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| Title: Re: brain go bye bye |
27 Apr 2004 12:30:24 AM |
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I'll add my 2 cents and say, "Good riddance!" I don't think your brain
failed and made you commit an error, I think desperation pushed you
into doing the right thing. So know that a lot of people here support
you and wish you well. You may find that you feel a lot less stress,
and much better than you'd expect, in a few months.
--
Nom dePlume, Ph.D
Why, yes, in fact, I am a rocket scientist.
Guide to Medications for Mental Illness:
http://www.geocities.com/nomdeplume1000
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"used2be" <cindyb@ERASETHISaustin.rr.com> wrote in message
news:Lpjjc.28421$NR5.7611@fe1.texas.rr.com...
<thehouse@pooh.corner> wrote in message
news:e97r801vtgodj0p6dikvf5qolefof7egrk@4ax.com...
On 26 Apr 2004 14:19:30 -0700, (Mz R.)
wrote:
<(((*> today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted
him to
<(((*> leave.
<(((*> and not just leave, leave the country.
After reading what you've gone ahead and done, I think you're
going to make it.
Good for you, you're standing up for yourself. With the job, with
the soon-2-B-X, with life.
In the very short term, it's scary as all hell, but the thing is,
you're making big changes happen. You're in charge.
((((Ms R))))
Tara J. Ballance
Montreal, Canada
yes, i agree totally with tara here. big changes are in order, and
you are
in CHARGE!!!
u2b
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| User: "Lucida" |
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| Title: Re: brain go bye bye |
26 Apr 2004 04:26:58 PM |
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On 26 Apr 2004 14:19:30 -0700, (Mz R.) wrote:
today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted him to
leave.
and not just leave, leave the country. He's only here as a visitor
and I am supporting him. I would take him home and go my way and we'd
file jointly or whatever costs the least and that would be that.
I told him this after telling him that I had quit my job.
I just can't deal with the stress anymore.
I have no income, no med plan, pretty much nothing except the junk in
my apartment, and I won't have that at the end of this month.
He freaked out of course. I don't blame him. but I just don't care
any more. about anything. I suppose when I'm living in a doorway
I'll start to come around. we'll see I guess.
I think that as a human being, and on a whole, I suck.
I am thinking often now that if I were alone, with none of this junk
to worry about, it would be a lot less trouble for people if I'm gone.
when I'm gone.
I so hate cleaning.
mz.r.
Sometimes, drastic times call for drastic measures. It sucks, but what
you have done will force you to reorganize your life and your
priorities. You may find that in addition to losing security, you will
be losing a lot of harmful stuff, too. At the very least, a husband
that took shameless advantage of you and a job that exacerbated your
depression.
I am sure that your life will still be stressful, but you may find
yourself rising like a phoenix from the ashes. At least I hope so. :-)
Hang in there, even when the ride is bumpy...
Lucida
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: brain go bye bye |
27 Apr 2004 05:32:02 PM |
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On Mon, 26 Apr 2004 14:19:30 -0700, (Mz R.) wrote:
today I made the error of telling my husband that I wanted him to
leave.
and not just leave, leave the country. He's only here as a visitor
and I am supporting him. I would take him home and go my way and we'd
file jointly or whatever costs the least and that would be that.
This sounds like the same sort of error as deciding to believe in gravity,
or that food is on balance quite a good thing.
I told him this after telling him that I had quit my job. I just can't
deal with the stress anymore. I have no income, no med plan, pretty much
nothing except the junk in my apartment, and I won't have that at the
end of this month.
He freaked out of course. I don't blame him.
This makes me laugh. I can't help it; his meal-ticket just expired :))
now he's going to have to rely on himself.
but I just don't care any
more. about anything. I suppose when I'm living in a doorway I'll
start to come around. we'll see I guess.
I think that as a human being, and on a whole, I suck. I am thinking
often now that if I were alone, with none of this junk to worry about,
it would be a lot less trouble for people if I'm gone. when I'm gone.
You've just taken control. That's a /good/ thing!
I so hate cleaning.
Me too >:-<>==
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-- Whiskers <http://www.aacit.net>
-- ~~~~~~~~~~ <news:alt.autos.citroen>
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