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"Used2be" |
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15 Aug 2005 11:02:46 PM |
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do you ever... |
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
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15 Aug 2005 11:37:34 PM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
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have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
this is me
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| User: "Rhiannon" |
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| Title: Re: do you ever... |
16 Aug 2005 01:02:37 PM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:GzdMe.123619$gL1.11846@tornado.texas.rr.com...
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
Oh yeah. :(
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Rhi
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| User: "Used2be" |
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16 Aug 2005 12:40:35 PM |
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"Rhiannon" <rhianon@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
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have absolutely nothing at all to say???
:/
~u2b
Oh yeah. :(
or do you ever feel like you are 2 different people? one who is visible on
the outside and another visible only on the inside? for example, when
conversing with people. on the outside i'm saying, "hello, how are
you...i'm fine...blah blah blah." but on the inside i'm saying, "did you
know that i'm in incredible pain? did you know that while talking to you,
i'm fantasizing about carving designs into my forearm with razorblades? did
you know that i appear completely normal and happy on the outside, but on
the inside i'm miserable and full of mindless agony and despair?"
sometimes it's best to say nothing at all...
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| User: "Rhiannon" |
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17 Aug 2005 02:32:20 PM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:nypMe.123688$gL1.35355@tornado.texas.rr.com...
or do you ever feel like you are 2 different people? one who is visible
on
the outside and another visible only on the inside? for example, when
conversing with people. on the outside i'm saying, "hello, how are
you...i'm fine...blah blah blah." but on the inside i'm saying, "did you
know that i'm in incredible pain? did you know that while talking to you,
i'm fantasizing about carving designs into my forearm with razorblades?
did
you know that i appear completely normal and happy on the outside, but on
the inside i'm miserable and full of mindless agony and despair?"
sometimes it's best to say nothing at all...
Oh yeah. You nailed it. The silent scream. I have a slow bleed somewhere
inside. I am bleeding to death right before their eyes and not one of them
can see it. Some days I even muster the courage to tell them I am dying and
not one of them can hear me. Urgency turns to panic. I suspect this is
what it feels like to be buried alive.
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rhianon@sympatico.ca
"All those who believe in psychokinesis
raise my hand."
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| User: "Used2be" |
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17 Aug 2005 02:00:11 PM |
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"Rhiannon" <rhianon@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:nypMe.123688$gL1.35355@tornado.texas.rr.com...
or do you ever feel like you are 2 different people? one who is visible
on
the outside and another visible only on the inside? for example, when
conversing with people. on the outside i'm saying, "hello, how are
you...i'm fine...blah blah blah." but on the inside i'm saying, "did you
know that i'm in incredible pain? did you know that while talking to
you,
i'm fantasizing about carving designs into my forearm with razorblades?
did
you know that i appear completely normal and happy on the outside, but on
the inside i'm miserable and full of mindless agony and despair?"
sometimes it's best to say nothing at all...
Oh yeah. You nailed it. The silent scream. I have a slow bleed
somewhere
inside. I am bleeding to death right before their eyes and not one of
them
can see it. Some days I even muster the courage to tell them I am dying
and
not one of them can hear me. Urgency turns to panic. I suspect this is
what it feels like to be buried alive.
god, rhee...i hEAR YOU!!!!!!
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| User: "Rhiannon" |
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17 Aug 2005 05:07:39 PM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:%OLMe.152444$0f.94809@tornado.texas.rr.com...
"Rhiannon" <rhianon@sympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:FyLMe.8133$7R.590976@news20.bellglobal.com...
"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:nypMe.123688$gL1.35355@tornado.texas.rr.com...
or do you ever feel like you are 2 different people? one who is
visible
on
the outside and another visible only on the inside? for example, when
conversing with people. on the outside i'm saying, "hello, how are
you...i'm fine...blah blah blah." but on the inside i'm saying, "did
you
know that i'm in incredible pain? did you know that while talking to
you,
i'm fantasizing about carving designs into my forearm with razorblades?
did
you know that i appear completely normal and happy on the outside, but
on
the inside i'm miserable and full of mindless agony and despair?"
sometimes it's best to say nothing at all...
Oh yeah. You nailed it. The silent scream. I have a slow bleed
somewhere
inside. I am bleeding to death right before their eyes and not one of
them
can see it. Some days I even muster the courage to tell them I am dying
and
not one of them can hear me. Urgency turns to panic. I suspect this is
what it feels like to be buried alive.
god, rhee...
i hEAR YOU!!!!!!
These three little words are powerful than the usual three little words. As
bittersweet as shared misery can be -comforted by the fact that someone
understands yet wishing like hell that they didn't - it does make a
difference. Thanks hon. :)
(((~u2b)))
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rhianon@sympatico.ca
"All those who believe in psychokinesis
raise my hand."
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| User: "Spookowl" |
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16 Aug 2005 01:12:56 AM |
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Frequently. Often while reading posts to this newsgroup.
Problem is, I can't help but think that in most cases, I should have
something to say. And it is becoming increasingly difficult to distinguish
those moments from those when I should have nothing to say.
"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
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have absolutely nothing at all to say???
:/
~u2b
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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16 Aug 2005 01:51:22 AM |
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In message <GzdMe.123619$gL1.11846@tornado.texas.rr.com>, Used2be
<used2be@nowhere.com> writes
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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I have periods when I can't say anything. Does that count?
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The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "Charles" |
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15 Aug 2005 11:04:14 PM |
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On Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:02:46 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
And even less that anyone wants to hear.
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| User: "Charles" |
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16 Aug 2005 01:31:55 AM |
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On Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:04:14 GMT, Charles <ckraft@SAMTRAP.west.net>
wrote:
On Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:02:46 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
:/
~u2b
And even less that anyone wants to hear.
what I said has been bothering me. I meant it to be that I have
nothing anyone wants to hear. I did not intend to put down anyone
else. I hope I haven't offended.
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| User: "Used2be" |
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| Title: Re: do you ever... |
16 Aug 2005 12:13:26 PM |
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"Charles" <ckraft@SAMTRAP.west.net> wrote in message
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On Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:04:14 GMT, Charles <ckraft@SAMTRAP.west.net>
wrote:
On Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:02:46 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
And even less that anyone wants to hear.
what I said has been bothering me. I meant it to be that I have
nothing anyone wants to hear. I did not intend to put down anyone
else. I hope I haven't offended.
not at all...i knew what you meant.
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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15 Aug 2005 11:13:58 PM |
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Used2be <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
Hello there u2b.
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but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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| User: "GlennT" |
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15 Aug 2005 11:39:11 PM |
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Used2be wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
Not often... but then you have to define "something".
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| User: "fj" |
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16 Aug 2005 09:12:37 AM |
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"Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:GzdMe.123619$gL1.11846@tornado.texas.rr.com...
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
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| User: "neoholistic" |
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16 Aug 2005 11:09:41 AM |
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x-no-archive: yes
Used2be wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
That's my natural state. Makes it difficult to keep in touch with
people. Even those I actually care about :/
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| User: "Used2be" |
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16 Aug 2005 12:13:00 PM |
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"neoholistic" <pvefjt@ya.com> wrote in message
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x-no-archive: yes
Used2be wrote:
have absolutely nothing at all to say???
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~u2b
That's my natural state. Makes it difficult to keep in touch with
people. Even those I actually care about :/
yes....exactly
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