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"lisa in mass." |
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26 Sep 2006 10:45:27 AM |
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don't want to go |
i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
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| User: "justabeing" |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 10:51:02 AM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 10:54:10 AM |
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justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
yeah, i have to leave to see my therapist in a few minutes.
i don't feel like talking today.
-lisa
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| User: "justabeing" |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 11:14:00 AM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A7799A8FDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
yeah, i have to leave to see my therapist in a few minutes.
i don't feel like talking today.
-lisa
maybe it'll get better as the day goes on
but if it doesn't, try not to worry about it
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 01:36:29 PM |
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justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A7913CD51Bmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A7799A8FDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
yeah, i have to leave to see my therapist in a few minutes.
i don't feel like talking today.
-lisa
maybe it'll get better as the day goes on
but if it doesn't, try not to worry about it
this is being a rough stretch. we went over some coping
strategies, then broke 15 minutes early from my hour and a
half appt. i just couldn't concentrate. i've already forgotten
much of what we talked about. the only thing that sticks out
is that we didn't change my safety contract because i couldn't
think of a replacement.
-lisa
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| User: "elliemae72" |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 01:10:00 PM |
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Maybe you'll feel better once you're home. I hope so. Sometimes it's
good to have to go somewhere, get out of the house. Though it sucks
when you have to and don't want to.
I always find that when I can't get an appointment is when I want to
talk. When I have an appointment, I don't want to talk.
elliemae
lisa in mass. wrote:
justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A7799A8FDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
yeah, i have to leave to see my therapist in a few minutes.
i don't feel like talking today.
-lisa
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 01:40:03 PM |
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being back is good. the appt itself was tough. i wanted to
curl up and hide under his desk. i didn't, of course. i did
sit in a wing chair instead of the couch, because the couch
was too exposed.
i usually don't mind talking to this guy. i meet with him
every week, and i find i can talk to him when i can't talk to
anyone else. it's just being a bad day.
-lisa
elliemae72 wrote...
Maybe you'll feel better once you're home. I hope so.
Sometimes it's good to have to go somewhere, get out of the
house. Though it sucks when you have to and don't want to.
I always find that when I can't get an appointment is when
I want to talk. When I have an appointment, I don't want
to talk.
elliemae
lisa in mass. wrote:
justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A7799A8FDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
yeah, i have to leave to see my therapist in a few
minutes. i don't feel like talking today.
-lisa
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| User: "justabeing" |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 01:49:55 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A95344C1DDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
being back is good. the appt itself was tough. i wanted to
curl up and hide under his desk. i didn't, of course. i did
sit in a wing chair instead of the couch, because the couch
was too exposed.
i usually don't mind talking to this guy. i meet with him
every week, and i find i can talk to him when i can't talk to
anyone else. it's just being a bad day.
-lisa
elliemae72 wrote...
Maybe you'll feel better once you're home. I hope so.
Sometimes it's good to have to go somewhere, get out of the
house. Though it sucks when you have to and don't want to.
I always find that when I can't get an appointment is when
I want to talk. When I have an appointment, I don't want
to talk.
elliemae
lisa in mass. wrote:
justabeing wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A7799A8FDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i don't want to go anywhere today.
oh, well.
-lisa
do you HAVE to go somewheres?
yeah, i have to leave to see my therapist in a few
minutes. i don't feel like talking today.
-lisa
i feel for ya lisa, sounds like a ***** day alright
i'm not sure where my heads at lately
like one of my oldest old drinkin buddies used to say, 'my
give-a-shitter's-broken'
i feel apathetic as all hell today
justa
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| User: "justabeing" |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 02:05:57 PM |
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"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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i feel apathetic as all hell today
justa
here's a weird one too
for feeling so apathetic, why in hell is that anxiety ***** tryin' to get me
too? like little stabs with something sharp.........hope to hell that train
don't start rolling again
part of it is i think just the wait of getting some of this medical *****
outta the way.........sometime next month
but for now, *****
***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** *****
j.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 02:21:39 PM |
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justabeing wrote...
"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A95344C1DDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i feel apathetic as all hell today
justa
here's a weird one too
for feeling so apathetic, why in hell is that anxiety *****
tryin' to get me too? like little stabs with something
sharp.........hope to hell that train don't start rolling
again
part of it is i think just the wait of getting some of this
medical ***** outta the way.........sometime next month
but for now, *****
***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** *****
***** ***** *****
j.
i know how it can go with medical crap. wait and hope and wait
some more.
i don't get anxiety, i get guilt. then i avoid whatever it is
that's making me feel guilty, usually something i haven't
done, and that makes it worse.
i hope the anxiety doesn't suck you in. do you know any good
techniques for staying grounded in the moment?
-lisa
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| User: "justabeing" |
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| Title: Re: don't want to go |
26 Sep 2006 02:27:07 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
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justabeing wrote...
"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:nDeSg.16678$IA.16368@newssvr11.news.prodigy.com...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns984A95344C1DDmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
i feel apathetic as all hell today
justa
here's a weird one too
for feeling so apathetic, why in hell is that anxiety *****
tryin' to get me too? like little stabs with something
sharp.........hope to hell that train don't start rolling
again
part of it is i think just the wait of getting some of this
medical ***** outta the way.........sometime next month
but for now, *****
***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** ***** *****
***** ***** *****
j.
i know how it can go with medical crap. wait and hope and wait
some more.
i don't get anxiety, i get guilt. then i avoid whatever it is
that's making me feel guilty, usually something i haven't
done, and that makes it worse.
i hope the anxiety doesn't suck you in. do you know any good
techniques for staying grounded in the moment?
-lisa
yeah i do, both with breathing and just mental cognitive
exercises...........but they only work up to a point then i'm a goner.......
i'm gonna try to get moving around some, i feel restless
maybe do some laundry or just go for a short short walk
time just feels like its crawling here lately and that part sucks
yet i'm kinda dreading the future too
weird as hell huh
maybe its the seasonal change as well?
i always gotta watch myself 'round this time a year
thanks for your reply lisa
yer a good egg
justa
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