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Sociology > Depression |
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"lisa in mass." |
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14 May 2006 11:18:05 PM |
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down again |
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs not.
ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt nothing. now
i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back to
feeling after being shut down for any length of time is a rough
one that i'd rather not have to do again.
bleh.
-lisa
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| User: "aaron from suburbia" |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 12:16:00 AM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97C4309FC1B9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs not.
ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt nothing. now
i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back to
feeling after being shut down for any length of time is a rough
one that i'd rather not have to do again.
bleh.
-lisa
once again, sorry your down again Lisa - i swear it happens to me
(differently) every week, or every few days. i might have a decent few
days, and then things happen, (usually other people) and i;m way down
again. or just not feeling good.
gotta do whatever it takes to get to the point of having a sense of
wellbeing and feeling alright.
this life can be crippling & devastating at times. too often. on so many
levels.
feel better soon.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 12:19:25 AM |
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aaron from suburbia wrote...
"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97C4309FC1B9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs
not. ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt
nothing. now i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back
to feeling after being shut down for any length of time is
a rough one that i'd rather not have to do again.
bleh.
-lisa
once again, sorry your down again Lisa - i swear it happens
to me (differently) every week, or every few days. i might
have a decent few days, and then things happen, (usually
other people) and i;m way down again. or just not feeling
good.
gotta do whatever it takes to get to the point of having a
sense of wellbeing and feeling alright.
this life can be crippling & devastating at times. too
often. on so many levels.
feel better soon.
thanks aaron. it's strange. i'm trying to stay feeling bad,
because otherwise i feel nothing, which becomes a problem. i
don't want to feel bad now, but i know i should, at least
until i start to genuinely feel better. it's very confusing.
-lisa
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 12:41:50 AM |
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In message <Xns97C4309FC1B9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>, lisa in mass.
<mccats@rcn.com> writes
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs not.
ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt nothing. now
i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back to
feeling after being shut down for any length of time is a rough
one that i'd rather not have to do again.
Sometimes feeling bad is the lesser evil.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 09:54:01 AM |
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Alan Harding wrote...
In message <Xns97C4309FC1B9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>,
lisa in mass. <mccats@rcn.com> writes
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs
not. ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt
nothing. now i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back
to feeling after being shut down for any length of time is
a rough one that i'd rather not have to do again.
Sometimes feeling bad is the lesser evil.
too true.
-lisa
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| User: "K-9" |
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| Title: Re: down again |
14 May 2006 11:36:14 PM |
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On 15 May 2006 04:18:05 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> barked:
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs not.
ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt nothing. now
i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back to
feeling after being shut down for any length of time is a rough
one that i'd rather not have to do again.
bleh.
-lisa
i have to get in motion, exercise.
my days are off the map. no structure.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: down again |
14 May 2006 11:40:55 PM |
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K-9 wrote...
On 15 May 2006 04:18:05 GMT, "lisa in mass."
<mccats@rcn.com> barked:
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs
not. ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt
nothing. now i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back
to feeling after being shut down for any length of time is
a rough one that i'd rather not have to do again.
bleh.
-lisa
i have to get in motion, exercise.
my days are off the map. no structure.
i'm trying to have at least one thing scheduled for each day.
tomorrow i see my therp, then my pharmacy refill's due to be
picked up at 5. i also take the kids to martial arts class
three times a week, but that doesn't seem to count, as it's
not at all for me; it's enabling someone else's obligation.
-lisa
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 11:51:30 AM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs not.
ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt nothing. now
i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back to
feeling after being shut down for any length of time is a rough
one that i'd rather not have to do again.
Sounds bad. Hope you're doing well.
Thank you, Lisa, for your support last night. It did help me.
bleh.
-lisa
gerriT
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 12:10:11 PM |
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Gerrit Vicin wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs
not. ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt
nothing. now i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back
to feeling after being shut down for any length of time is
a rough one that i'd rather not have to do again.
Sounds bad. Hope you're doing well.
Thank you, Lisa, for your support last night. It did help
me.
i'm doing ok. not great, but i've been much worse. i cried some
a little while ago, which is good since i very rarely cry. i see
my therapist in a couple of hours, which is good.
i'm glad i could help a little. i hope you got some sleep.
-lisa
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: down again |
15 May 2006 12:29:31 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
this is driving me nuts! it's pretty definitely feeling vs
not. ten minutes ago i felt fine and bit my lip and felt
nothing. now i feel like crap and biting my lip hurts.
i guess i should try to let myself feel bad. the trip back
to feeling after being shut down for any length of time is
a rough one that i'd rather not have to do again.
Sounds bad. Hope you're doing well.
Thank you, Lisa, for your support last night. It did help
me.
i'm doing ok. not great, but i've been much worse. i cried some
a little while ago, which is good since i very rarely cry. i see
my therapist in a couple of hours, which is good.
That doesn't sound too bad.
i'm glad i could help a little. i hope you got some sleep.
I did, though not at night. Fell asleep at six in the morning my ears
red and hot from my nice new headphones. Two hours later my alarm clock
rang to wake me up for work. I would have liked to strangulate the alarm
clock but I couldn't find anything that resembles a throat. I then sent
a message that I wouldn't show up in the office today, then slept
another couple of hours. Well, and now I'm back at the keys.
-lisa
Mit den besten Wünschen - gerriT
(with my best wishes)
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