It's very strange...When I'm in a light,low key mood,my thoughts and
feelings from another mood seem kind of
silly,unreal,pointless,melodramatic...But when I'm in a dark,serious
mood,the issues seem real and important,and it feels shallow and
superficial to not think about the issues...It's hard to make sense
out of...I guess both moods are true to some extent,and the key is to
try some kind of a balance...Everyone has different sides to them,I'm
sure...Light,low keys sides,and serious,heavy sides...I guess I just
have a hard time recognizing finding the balance...I always get upset
when I feel people are turning me into a one dimensional cartoon,but I
mostly need to remember to not turn MYSELF into a one dimensional
cartoon...It's easy to become a kind of self parody.To think,this is
how other people see me,and this is how I see me,so this is how I
should act,and forget that EVERYONE has many sides to them,many
moods,that personality is not static,but fluid,at least to some
extent...
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