Listening songs in calm night. Feeling peace. And such days and nights
will continue if i avoid looking at 'eye of sauron' i.e my invention
which is so simple like ring.

But some day I will have to look directly in eye of sauron. And again i
will lose such beautiful days and nights.

Panic attacks, anxiety, depression. My body will not accept my
commands. That is power of eye of sauron.