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In the shadows I walk watching for walking daggers that seek any
weakness
they can find so they can cut their way into my soul. Keep
looking
down! If
I can't see them, maybe they can't see me. Yes, that the secret,
keep
looking down so they don't see the mess within me and act like
surgeons to
cut it out of me with their eyes.
Those eyes, like laser daggers on the prowl, on the hunt
looking,
always
looking, always finding me no matter what I do they find me.
When
one
of
them finds me, it cuts my individuality away from me turning me
into a
puppet for their pleasure as I dance to the reactions they send
me
as
I
begin to melt away into nothingness and become the other persons
world. Like
liquid I feel my sense of self drip away slowly at first then
quicker
until
I am nothing but a senseless void. Fighting this only makes
things
worst as
that would pull the strings of the puppet master and he would
get
very
upset
and wrap them around my neck to destroy me in my defiance of
him.
stay out of the shadows then
But they will hurt me if I do
have a drink and give them one too
k
see , better already
.
