Finally found out whats wrong in my life: me. I'm a horrible failure in
everything I do. I'm 'alright' at a lot of things, but it all comes down
to the fact that I'm just a horrible failure. If I had something to kill
myself with last night, I probably would have. Turns out my wife is
leaving me because she doesn't feel loved. She doesn't want to work it out
because she's 'done'. I cant believe how stupid I feel, I cant believe
that I couldn't find something to kill myself with last night. I'd
probably fail at that too and then have a bunch of hospital bills that I
couldn't pay cause I don't make much money. If I can succeed at one thing
in my life, I hope it's a quick and untimely death.
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-Matt
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