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Sociology > Depression |
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"Franz Bestuchev" |
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24 May 2004 10:56:41 AM |
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fear |
I felt it again this morning. Like a rush over me, as I was putting on
socks. Paralyzing and exhilarating. I told myself that this was nothing, and
I "grabbed" the fear. I felt the energy...I rode the adrenaline on my terms.
Then I became quite instantly tired. I put my foot down, finished with my
socks and moved on.
Never have I harnessed that emotion so thoroughly and contained it to such
extent. It no longer could be fear, it became a high.
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| User: "Jamal Chapultapec" |
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| Title: Re: fear |
24 May 2004 06:43:10 PM |
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"Franz Bestuchev" <fbestuchev@hotmail.com> wrote in
news:2hek9qFc7je9U1@uni-berlin.de:
I felt it again this morning. Like a rush over me, as I was putting on
socks. Paralyzing and exhilarating. I told myself that this was
nothing, and I "grabbed" the fear. I felt the energy...I rode the
adrenaline on my terms.
Then I became quite instantly tired. I put my foot down, finished with
my socks and moved on.
Never have I harnessed that emotion so thoroughly and contained it to
such extent. It no longer could be fear, it became a high.
Once an addict always an addict, eh?
At any rate, dude, it was just a fucking sock. You shoulda' been elated
there were two of them at all!
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| User: "Gayle" |
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| Title: Re: fear |
24 May 2004 11:17:22 AM |
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Franz Bestuchev wrote:
I felt it again this morning. Like a rush over me, as I was putting on
socks. Paralyzing and exhilarating. I told myself that this was nothing, and
I "grabbed" the fear. I felt the energy...I rode the adrenaline on my terms.
Then I became quite instantly tired. I put my foot down, finished with my
socks and moved on.
Never have I harnessed that emotion so thoroughly and contained it to such
extent. It no longer could be fear, it became a high.
When humble.life asked "when you come here ... what are you really after?", I
couldn't articulate a reply. But now I can, Franz. I'm really after those rare
times when words on a screen speak to me with such force and brilliance that it
feels like epiphany. A high, if you will. Thanks.
Gayle
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| User: "Franz Bestuchev" |
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| Title: Re: fear |
24 May 2004 11:16:27 PM |
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Gayle wrote:
When humble.life asked "when you come here ... what are you really after?", I
couldn't articulate a reply. But now I can, Franz. I'm really after those rare
times when words on a screen speak to me with such force and brilliance that it
feels like epiphany. A high, if you will. Thanks.
Gayle
Thanks ever so much.
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