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i can't really put words on what i feel exactly right now about our
situation. panicked is the only one that really comes close.

am i going to be able to do this????

do i have a choice?

i'm so scared.

:((((((

is it helping to improve things

i was never under the impression it would...

good reason to do it then

i didn't realize i had to have a reason...i was under the impression it

was

natural. like crying when you are grieving? crying doesn't accomplish
anything either, but it's natural. it's a reaction. it's what our body
does. reacts to stress. if i could turn the button off, i'd do it in a
heartbeat.

wonderwoman, i ain't.

yea i cry sometimes for maybe as much as 5 minutes ,
then i do stuff so i won't cry over it again

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thanks jane...you ARE a sweetheart.

just your good wishes....that's all i need from the kind folks in ASD.

*hugs*

~u2b

Thank you for saying that, but the offer will stand, should the need
arise... Remember that.

thnx hun.

and for the elfing, as well.

:D

My sister sent me that, that was pretty damned funny

Jane

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On Thu, 01 Dec 2005 21:45:34 GMT, "Used2be" <used2be@nowhere.com>
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"yuluwirri" <yuluwirri@hotmail.com> wrote

I would be too C. But you know, if you could try to hold onto the
thought that you have never starved before, and he has always
eventually got himself a job, and that you will be alright - well
that
could help quiet the voices. However, I must empathise with you as I
would be frightened myself, even though I know that nothing bad would
happen, the fact that the money isn't there, would be a big trigger
for me.

I hope things work out for you really soon.

thanks girl...

Hey, you're the best you know that. :)

no, YOU! <giggle>

the biggest reason for my fear is that even though we've been here many
times before, we've always had savings to fall back on til we got back

on

our feet. this time we have none, and were already struggling to begin
with. i feel a HUGE sense of panic and fear.

Well I can relate, I really can. I don't know how I would soothe
myself in your situation. All I can think of is to take each day as it
comes. Small relief I know.

you are right. i need to just take it a few minutes at a time and
realize
that each moment is not going to kill me....

i can do for 24 hours what would kill me if i thought i'd have to do it

for

an eternity...(or something like that....it's from al anon).

well the whole thing would send me right off the deep end