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"Rosena" |
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29 Jun 2005 03:39:41 PM |
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Feel Left Out :( |
of ASD right now. Don't know why. . . anyway, decision made and it is
Illinois. Faculty chair at Albany thought my chances for a permanent
position were good in Fall so I will apply in September and may be
insane thing that get job and we move right back here. That would be
normal for my life.
Maria seems to be taking it okay. She starts drum lessons Friday, and
I am going to make sure that continues in Illinois. She is very
excited, overjoyed, at doing it so a positive thing.
I am going to have coffee with a faculty member here and it just raises
up for me how damn self-isolating I am. I am so nervous I have to plan
whole week around it. That is stupid. She is warm and smart and so
silly to be reticent.
The 4th is soon here and plan is to start swimming that day, I can tell
that when I try hard to move body around, it helps depression. Legs
make it a real problem. So I am hoping swimming will pump the spirit
and the heart!
Working on article. August 1st deadline for submissions for
publication season. . . .Hi everyone, hope most of everyone is well.
Rosena
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 04:16:51 PM |
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I am swimming for the first time this summer on the 4th too. I will be
thinking of you , hoping it goes well and you don't drown, just
kiddin,
great about maria. The drums I mean, she can play when things
are getting her down.
You have been faced with so many big decisions lately, My rule is
never do anything till you absolutely have too. I know thats not much
help. may the road rise up to meet you! jill
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| User: "Rosena" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 04:29:48 PM |
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Hi Jill - oh that is neat for some reason, we are swimming on same day!
I will think of you and hope good thought goes straight to you. You
are right, I can't wait for things to calm down a bit! Thanks for
reply sweetie.
Rosena
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 05:39:27 PM |
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On 2005-06-29, Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
of ASD right now. Don't know why. . . anyway, decision made and it is
Illinois. Faculty chair at Albany thought my chances for a permanent
position were good in Fall so I will apply in September and may be
insane thing that get job and we move right back here. That would be
normal for my life.
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Does the faculty chair have a motor? <WEG> (sorry, very poor taste, I
know.)
Do have fun :)) (and coffee, and stuff).
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-- Whiskers
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| User: "Rosena" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 05:54:44 PM |
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He he - if the "chair" does have a motor than made for me!! Thanks
Whiskers.
Rosena
Whiskers wrote:
On 2005-06-29, Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
of ASD right now. Don't know why. . . anyway, decision made and it is
Illinois. Faculty chair at Albany thought my chances for a permanent
position were good in Fall so I will apply in September and may be
insane thing that get job and we move right back here. That would be
normal for my life.
snip
Does the faculty chair have a motor? <WEG> (sorry, very poor taste, I
know.)
Do have fun :)) (and coffee, and stuff).
--
-- ^^^^^^^^^^
-- Whiskers
-- ~~~~~~~~~~
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 05:56:20 PM |
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"Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote in message
news:1120085684.169874.64920@g44g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
He he - if the "chair" does have a motor than made for me!! Thanks
Whiskers.
Rosena
Whiskers wrote:
On 2005-06-29, Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
of ASD right now. Don't know why. . . anyway, decision made and it is
Illinois. Faculty chair at Albany thought my chances for a permanent
position were good in Fall so I will apply in September and may be
insane thing that get job and we move right back here. That would be
normal for my life.
snip
Does the faculty chair have a motor? <WEG> (sorry, very poor taste, I
know.)
Do have fun :)) (and coffee, and stuff).
--
-- ^^^^^^^^^^
-- Whiskers
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my everything , is ... yucky
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| User: "Whiskers" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
30 Jun 2005 03:01:11 PM |
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On 2005-06-29, % <persent@gmail.com> wrote:
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my everything , is ... yucky
Then wash it
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| User: "Bev Thornton" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 05:09:34 PM |
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On 2005-06-29, Rosena wrote:
normal for my life.
Why be normal?
Maria seems to be taking it okay. She starts drum lessons Friday, and
I am going to make sure that continues in Illinois. She is very
excited, overjoyed, at doing it so a positive thing.
What kind of drum lessons?
I am going to have coffee with a faculty member here and it just raises
up for me how damn self-isolating I am. I am so nervous I have to plan
whole week around it. That is stupid. She is warm and smart and so
silly to be reticent.
It is normal if you are looking for any kind of validation in the event.
The 4th is soon here and plan is to start swimming that day, I can tell
that when I try hard to move body around, it helps depression. Legs
make it a real problem. So I am hoping swimming will pump the spirit
and the heart!
I know people who do that everyday. They aren't athletes or type A
personalities, just people who found that daily swimming and sauna was
beneficial all around.
Working on article. August 1st deadline for submissions for
publication season. . . .Hi everyone, hope most of everyone is well.
That's time.
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<bevthornton@despammed.com> Support: <http://www.opensource.org/>
When one masters this wretched desire, which is so hard to overcome,
then one's sorrows just drop off, like a drop of water off a lotus.
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| User: "%" |
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29 Jun 2005 05:22:18 PM |
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"Bev Thornton" <Reply-To@Not.Invalid> wrote in message
news:slrndc671k.u9r.Reply-To@this.domain.invalid...
On 2005-06-29, Rosena wrote:
normal for my life.
Why be normal?
Maria seems to be taking it okay. She starts drum lessons Friday, and
I am going to make sure that continues in Illinois. She is very
excited, overjoyed, at doing it so a positive thing.
What kind of drum lessons?
I am going to have coffee with a faculty member here and it just raises
up for me how damn self-isolating I am. I am so nervous I have to plan
whole week around it. That is stupid. She is warm and smart and so
silly to be reticent.
It is normal if you are looking for any kind of validation in the event.
The 4th is soon here and plan is to start swimming that day, I can tell
that when I try hard to move body around, it helps depression. Legs
make it a real problem. So I am hoping swimming will pump the spirit
and the heart!
I know people who do that everyday. They aren't athletes or type A
personalities, just people who found that daily swimming and sauna was
beneficial all around.
Working on article. August 1st deadline for submissions for
publication season. . . .Hi everyone, hope most of everyone is well.
That's time.
--
<bevthornton@despammed.com> Support: <http://www.opensource.org/>
When one masters this wretched desire, which is so hard to overcome,
then one's sorrows just drop off, like a drop of water off a lotus.
no it isn't ,
what i say is ,
that's why
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| User: "Rosena" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 06:01:57 PM |
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Bev Thornton wrote:
On 2005-06-29, Rosena wrote:
normal for my life.
Why be normal?
Now that I am older, "normal" sounds good. Too many dramas, too much
feeling like an ill fit in the world, etc. etc. - Calm, peace, normal,
sounds good. On other hand, eccentric genius would be cool too.
Maria seems to be taking it okay. She starts drum lessons Friday, and
I am going to make sure that continues in Illinois. She is very
excited, overjoyed, at doing it so a positive thing.
What kind of drum lessons?
She wants to be an alternative band rock star. Fine with me. I just
want her to have success so she feels more confident when school starts
and thinks well of herself.
I am going to have coffee with a faculty member here and it just raises
up for me how damn self-isolating I am. I am so nervous I have to plan
whole week around it. That is stupid. She is warm and smart and so
silly to be reticent.
It is normal if you are looking for any kind of validation in the event.
Funny you said that . . .I am in a way. I am quite convinced I am weird
and strange and wish to be liked. GAWD . . .so needy.
The 4th is soon here and plan is to start swimming that day, I can tell
that when I try hard to move body around, it helps depression. Legs
make it a real problem. So I am hoping swimming will pump the spirit
and the heart!
I know people who do that everyday. They aren't athletes or type A
personalities, just people who found that daily swimming and sauna was
beneficial all around.
Yes! I think everday would be great. I am determined to do this as
part of "be around people" plan. And Maria loves to play with me in
water.
Working on article. August 1st deadline for submissions for
publication season. . . .Hi everyone, hope most of everyone is well.
That's time.
Thanks for vote of confidence. I struggled over word choice for hours
sometimes. Tone, rhythm (you wouldn't believe that by way I dash off
here).
But yes. all deliberate speed and all that!
Thanks for reply Bev.
Rosena
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 06:10:15 PM |
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"Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote in message
news:1120086117.421591.249350@g47g2000cwa.googlegroups.com...
Bev Thornton wrote:
On 2005-06-29, Rosena wrote:
normal for my life.
Why be normal?
Now that I am older, "normal" sounds good. Too many dramas, too much
feeling like an ill fit in the world, etc. etc. - Calm, peace, normal,
sounds good. On other hand, eccentric genius would be cool too.
Maria seems to be taking it okay. She starts drum lessons Friday, and
I am going to make sure that continues in Illinois. She is very
excited, overjoyed, at doing it so a positive thing.
What kind of drum lessons?
She wants to be an alternative band rock star. Fine with me. I just
want her to have success so she feels more confident when school starts
and thinks well of herself.
I am going to have coffee with a faculty member here and it just
raises
up for me how damn self-isolating I am. I am so nervous I have to plan
whole week around it. That is stupid. She is warm and smart and so
silly to be reticent.
It is normal if you are looking for any kind of validation in the event.
Funny you said that . . .I am in a way. I am quite convinced I am weird
and strange and wish to be liked. GAWD . . .so needy.
The 4th is soon here and plan is to start swimming that day, I can
tell
that when I try hard to move body around, it helps depression. Legs
make it a real problem. So I am hoping swimming will pump the spirit
and the heart!
I know people who do that everyday. They aren't athletes or type A
personalities, just people who found that daily swimming and sauna was
beneficial all around.
Yes! I think everday would be great. I am determined to do this as
part of "be around people" plan. And Maria loves to play with me in
water.
Working on article. August 1st deadline for submissions for
publication season. . . .Hi everyone, hope most of everyone is well.
That's time.
Thanks for vote of confidence. I struggled over word choice for hours
sometimes. Tone, rhythm (you wouldn't believe that by way I dash off
here).
But yes. all deliberate speed and all that!
Thanks for reply Bev.
Rosena
and i get thumb on the nose , ok .
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| User: "Bev Thornton" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
29 Jun 2005 06:27:01 PM |
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On 2005-06-29, Rosena wrote:
Now that I am older, "normal" sounds good. Too many dramas, too much
feeling like an ill fit in the world, etc. etc. - Calm, peace, normal,
sounds good. On other hand, eccentric genius would be cool too.
The dramas are normal these days, people live fictions for lives and
wind-up being torn from place to place, figuratively and literally. Why do
that? Eccentric genius is as easy to be in Illinois as anywhere else.
She wants to be an alternative band rock star. Fine with me. I just
want her to have success so she feels more confident when school starts
and thinks well of herself.
A drum kit? Well, maybe it won't last too long.
Funny you said that . . .I am in a way. I am quite convinced I am weird
and strange and wish to be liked. GAWD . . .so needy.
No, that is normal. But that doesn't mean it isn't fucked-up in the first
place.
Yes! I think everday would be great. I am determined to do this as
part of "be around people" plan. And Maria loves to play with me in
water.
The people I know who do it everyday do it early in the morning, every one
of them. I suspect the early rising and schedule also has something to do
with it being of help. Other people I know who go in the evening aren't as
regular about it and don't seem to get as much benefit from it.
Thanks for vote of confidence. I struggled over word choice for hours
sometimes. Tone, rhythm (you wouldn't believe that by way I dash off
here).
The ideas are what is important, the tone and rhythm can come at the end.
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The donor does not go without reward.
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: Feel Left Out :( |
30 Jun 2005 02:44:19 AM |
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Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
of ASD right now. Don't know why
I feel hurt a bit, but not exactly left out.
. . . anyway, decision made and it is
Illinois>
Brave person you are.
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but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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