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Topic: Sociology > Depression
User: "Kim"
Date: 25 Jun 2005 03:55:10 AM
Object: Feeling completely torn apart....
I feel that I have reached my lowest point yet. Everything is
crumbling down around me and I have no one to turn to and talk too. Why
is it the people who are suppose to love you the most are never there.
I just need things to start getting better so I won't be pushed over
the edge. Is it a crime to want just a little bit of sanity to get me
through the day. I wish I had the strength to walk away from all that
hurts me the most.
Kim :`(
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User: "David"

Title: Re: Feeling completely torn apart.... 25 Jun 2005 04:37:51 AM
Hi Kim,
Am sorry you're having a rough time. Sometimes I think when you're
feeling like walking a way, or doing things on your own is when you
need your friends and family the most. Whatever you have going on I am
sure that you can pull through ok. It would help us to be more specific
so we can try and help you. Sometimes depression can cloud the
thoughts, and make things seem worse then what they really are.
David
Kim wrote:

I feel that I have reached my lowest point yet. Everything is
crumbling down around me and I have no one to turn to and talk too. Why
is it the people who are suppose to love you the most are never there.
I just need things to start getting better so I won't be pushed over
the edge. Is it a crime to want just a little bit of sanity to get me
through the day. I wish I had the strength to walk away from all that
hurts me the most.

Kim :`(

.
User: "Kim"

Title: Re: Feeling completely torn apart.... 25 Jun 2005 10:56:27 AM
David,
Thank you for your kind words. There seems to be alot going on for me,
but I guess the major things would be that I do not have a job. I was
laid-off and have been desperately looking for a new one. The second is
my sister is moving far away an 3 weeks and she has always been so much
to me, almost like a daughter because I raised her. And then the last
thing is my marriage. I have been seperated for over a year and a half.
My husband wants us to work on things now, but at the same time he can
be extremely cruel to me when he has a bad day and act like he doesn't
want us to be together. It seems like everything is pushing me over the
edge and the little day to day things just tops it all off.
Kim :`(
David wrote:

Hi Kim,

Am sorry you're having a rough time. Sometimes I think when you're
feeling like walking a way, or doing things on your own is when you
need your friends and family the most. Whatever you have going on I am
sure that you can pull through ok. It would help us to be more specific
so we can try and help you. Sometimes depression can cloud the
thoughts, and make things seem worse then what they really are.

David

Kim wrote:

I feel that I have reached my lowest point yet. Everything is
crumbling down around me and I have no one to turn to and talk too. Why
is it the people who are suppose to love you the most are never there.
I just need things to start getting better so I won't be pushed over
the edge. Is it a crime to want just a little bit of sanity to get me
through the day. I wish I had the strength to walk away from all that
hurts me the most.

Kim :`(

.
User: "David"

Title: Re: Feeling completely torn apart.... 25 Jun 2005 11:54:23 AM
I've recently started on meds that are more for anxiety and that seem
to help calm everything. It sounds like there's a lot going on in your
mind, do you have anyone to talk to?
Kim wrote:

David,

Thank you for your kind words. There seems to be alot going on for me,
but I guess the major things would be that I do not have a job. I was
laid-off and have been desperately looking for a new one. The second is
my sister is moving far away an 3 weeks and she has always been so much
to me, almost like a daughter because I raised her. And then the last
thing is my marriage. I have been seperated for over a year and a half.
My husband wants us to work on things now, but at the same time he can
be extremely cruel to me when he has a bad day and act like he doesn't
want us to be together. It seems like everything is pushing me over the
edge and the little day to day things just tops it all off.

Kim :`(

David wrote:

Hi Kim,

Am sorry you're having a rough time. Sometimes I think when you're
feeling like walking a way, or doing things on your own is when you
need your friends and family the most. Whatever you have going on I am
sure that you can pull through ok. It would help us to be more specific
so we can try and help you. Sometimes depression can cloud the
thoughts, and make things seem worse then what they really are.

David

Kim wrote:

I feel that I have reached my lowest point yet. Everything is
crumbling down around me and I have no one to turn to and talk too. Why
is it the people who are suppose to love you the most are never there.
I just need things to start getting better so I won't be pushed over
the edge. Is it a crime to want just a little bit of sanity to get me
through the day. I wish I had the strength to walk away from all that
hurts me the most.

Kim :`(

.
User: "Kim"

Title: Re: Feeling completely torn apart.... 25 Jun 2005 04:10:34 PM
David,
No, I don'y have anyone to talk to about all this. I think that is what
makes it all so much worse. I just want to try and get a hold on my
life. Sometimes it fels like it will never stop spinning out of
control.
Kim
.
User: "David"

Title: Re: Feeling completely torn apart.... 25 Jun 2005 04:56:57 PM
Sometimes it helps to have a faith, or religeon to turn to, a higher
power. I sometimes feel like there's no one there, or that there is,
but only is 'out to get me'.
Maybe this is a sign telling us to turn to people for support. Do you
have a way of talking with a therapist or a social worker?
.
User: "Kim"

Title: Re: Feeling completely torn apart.... 25 Jun 2005 11:21:11 PM
I do not have a therapist or anything right now. Most of my time and
little bit of money has been spent looking for a new job and making
ends meet. Right now I do not have family to turn to. And I have never
really had friends. Somehow I will cope I guess.
Kim
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