How do you folks deal with your lives when everything seem to be going
wrong, and the people you love aren't there to support you like they
should? I had a day off from work today, and all I could do mostly was
sit around feeling bad. The main reason that I feel so bad is that
everyone I know seems to be turning against me. I work with mostly
women, and women always seem to either hate me from the moment they meet
me, or hate me in the long-run. I don't know why, since I don't flirt,
or even talk to women much, since they never seem to want me around.
These days, women I know always want to avoid me, exclude me, or argue
with me. Now the guys at work or starting to follow the lead of the
women and dislike me also. To make matters worse, instead of being an
***** towards them, I continue to treat them nicely- but I kick myself for
it later. I don't know why I continue to be nice. Maybe I'm in denial.
It's not easy to face the fact that I have so many enemies, and don't
even know why.

The only friends I have in my life are my parents. I'm in my late 20's,
but was never able to hold onto friends, never had a girlfriend, never
been on a date. The longest friendship I ever had was a little over 1
year with a woman I worked with. The friendship continued after she
left, but she eventually stopped writing to me. I guess she got bored
with me like all of the other women did. Why does everyone hate me?
There must be something about me they don't like! My parents aren't much
help. Their solution: a) If you think they hate you, ask them why they
do OR b)Meet new people Why would I ask questions to people who
don't even want me around, and why would I want to meet new people, when
new people always eventually start hating me?!

Now even my parents have given up on me, because while I sit in a chair
in my room (I don't make enough money to have my own place) crying and
feeling like my life is a mess as my problems are bottled up inside me,
they ignore me. I have no one to vent to, because they say they don't
want to hear it. I have no one in my life that says, "What's wrong? I'm
here to listen." I have no shoulder to cry on. They know I'm hurting,
and don't seem to mind much. It makes me wonder what they would do if I
got so depressed that I became seriously ill. Maybe they wouldn't care.

How do you folks deal with your lives when everything seem to be going=20
wrong, and the people you love aren't there to support you like they=20
should? I had a day off from work today, and all I could do mostly was=20
sit around feeling bad. The main reason that I feel so bad is that=20
everyone I know seems to be turning against me. I work with mostly=20
women, and women always seem to either hate me from the moment they meet=

me, or hate me in the long-run. I don't know why, since I don't flirt,=20
or even talk to women much, since they never seem to want me around.=20
These days, women I know always want to avoid me, exclude me, or argue=20
with me. Now the guys at work or starting to follow the lead of the=20
women and dislike me also. To make matters worse, instead of being an=20
***** towards them, I continue to treat them nicely- but I kick myself for=

it later. I don't know why I continue to be nice. Maybe I'm in denial.=20
It's not easy to face the fact that I have so many enemies, and don't=20
even know why.

The only friends I have in my life are my parents. I'm in my late 20's,=20
but was never able to hold onto friends, never had a girlfriend, never=20
been on a date. The longest friendship I ever had was a little over 1=20
year with a woman I worked with. The friendship continued after she=20
left, but she eventually stopped writing to me. I guess she got bored=20
with me like all of the other women did. Why does everyone hate me?=20
There must be something about me they don't like! My parents aren't much=

help. Their solution: a) If you think they hate you, ask them why they=20
do OR b)Meet new people Why would I ask questions to people who=20
don't even want me around, and why would I want to meet new people, when=

new people always eventually start hating me?!

Now even my parents have given up on me, because while I sit in a chair=20
in my room (I don't make enough money to have my own place) crying and=20
feeling like my life is a mess as my problems are bottled up inside me,=20
they ignore me. I have no one to vent to, because they say they don't=20
want to hear it. I have no one in my life that says, "What's wrong? I'm=20
here to listen." I have no shoulder to cry on. They know I'm hurting,=20
and don't seem to mind much. It makes me wonder what they would do if I=20
got so depressed that I became seriously ill. Maybe they wouldn't care.

How do you folks deal with your lives when everything seem
to be going wrong, and the people you love aren't there to
support you like they should? I had a day off from work
today, and all I could do mostly was sit around feeling
bad. The main reason that I feel so bad is that everyone I
know seems to be turning against me. I work with mostly
women, and women always seem to either hate me from the
moment they meet me, or hate me in the long-run. I don't
know why, since I don't flirt, or even talk to women much,
since they never seem to want me around. These days, women
I know always want to avoid me, exclude me, or argue with
me. Now the guys at work or starting to follow the lead of
the women and dislike me also. To make matters worse,
instead of being an ***** towards them, I continue to treat
them nicely- but I kick myself for it later. I don't know
why I continue to be nice. Maybe I'm in denial. It's not
easy to face the fact that I have so many enemies, and
don't even know why.

The only friends I have in my life are my parents. I'm in
my late 20's, but was never able to hold onto friends,
never had a girlfriend, never been on a date. The longest
friendship I ever had was a little over 1 year with a woman
I worked with. The friendship continued after she left, but
she eventually stopped writing to me. I guess she got bored
with me like all of the other women did. Why does everyone
hate me? There must be something about me they don't like!
My parents aren't much help. Their solution: a) If you
think they hate you, ask them why they do OR b)Meet new
people Why would I ask questions to people who don't even
want me around, and why would I want to meet new people,
when new people always eventually start hating me?!

Now even my parents have given up on me, because while I
sit in a chair in my room (I don't make enough money to
have my own place) crying and feeling like my life is a
mess as my problems are bottled up inside me, they ignore
me. I have no one to vent to, because they say they don't
want to hear it. I have no one in my life that says,
"What's wrong? I'm here to listen." I have no shoulder to
cry on. They know I'm hurting, and don't seem to mind much.
It makes me wonder what they would do if I got so depressed
that I became seriously ill. Maybe they wouldn't care.