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Sociology > Depression |
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"tntw" |
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16 Jul 2005 03:44:47 PM |
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Feelings you can't express... |
Sometimes I wonder if a lot of my problems (my weight, the sometimes
crushing depression, the lonliness) are the result of the secret, dark
feelings i have deep inside me. Wonder for instance if maybe I keep
weight on as a shield to protect me (and others) from these things...
my subconscious thinking maybe, just maybe it's better for me not to
heavily intereact with people lest they find out...
Find out what you ask?
Well.... least just say you have feelings, thought, things you can't
really express, not openly anyway. Feelings that even ADMITTING to
having would cause you to be feared, hated maybe even physically hurt,
and then you have an inkling of what it's like. Feelings that
alternated, disguist enrage and excite you. You'd do anything to get
rid of, to be "normal" but no really knows enough to tell you how to
be "cured" of such things.
(sighs)
Does thinking of evil things, make you an evil person, I wonder?
So, you do what you can, you prayer, you take meds, but they don't go
away... You wonder if maybe "normal" things coudl help you cure these
thoughts, but you're reluctant (or unable) to have too many "normal"
things in your life.
(sigh)
So what do you do? No one really seems to have any answers.
God knows, I don't...
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| User: "Nom dePlume nomdeplume1000-at-yahoo.com" |
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| Title: Re: Feelings you can't express... |
16 Jul 2005 10:09:05 PM |
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"tntw" <postingstuff@nexus.com> wrote in message
news:l2sid1h9scu6lsg6g416nmnot1iqja8gb3@4ax.com...
Sometimes I wonder if a lot of my problems (my weight, the sometimes
crushing depression, the lonliness) are the result of the secret,
dark
feelings i have deep inside me. Wonder for instance if maybe I keep
weight on as a shield to protect me (and others) from these
things...
my subconscious thinking maybe, just maybe it's better for me not to
heavily intereact with people lest they find out...
Could be.
Find out what you ask?
Well.... least just say you have feelings, thought, things you can't
really express, not openly anyway. Feelings that even ADMITTING to
having would cause you to be feared, hated maybe even physically
hurt,
and then you have an inkling of what it's like. Feelings that
alternated, disguist enrage and excite you. You'd do anything to
get
rid of, to be "normal" but no really knows enough to tell you how
to
be "cured" of such things.
That's what psychologists and psychiatrists are for. They get paid to
listen to the awful things you feel, and help you out. Please go see
one, or both.
(sighs)
Does thinking of evil things, make you an evil person, I wonder?
No. *Doing* evil things makes you evil. Everyone thinks evil things
occasionally. When the thoughts become uncontrollable and dominate
you, then you are in trouble.
So, you do what you can, you prayer, you take meds, but they don't
go
away... You wonder if maybe "normal" things coudl help you cure
these
thoughts, but you're reluctant (or unable) to have too many "normal"
things in your life.
(sigh)
So what do you do? No one really seems to have any answers.
God knows, I don't...
I repeat: Get some help. I can't tell if you need therapy or
medication, from what you've written. Could be either, or both, but
start somewhere.
--
Nom dePlume, Ph.D.
Why, yes, in fact, I am a rocket scientist.
Guide to Medications for Mental Illness:
http://www.geocities.com/nomdeplume1000/
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Feelings you can't express... |
16 Jul 2005 03:45:29 PM |
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"tntw" <postingstuff@nexus.com> wrote in message
news:l2sid1h9scu6lsg6g416nmnot1iqja8gb3@4ax.com...
Sometimes I wonder if a lot of my problems (my weight, the sometimes
crushing depression, the lonliness) are the result of the secret, dark
feelings i have deep inside me. Wonder for instance if maybe I keep
weight on as a shield to protect me (and others) from these things...
my subconscious thinking maybe, just maybe it's better for me not to
heavily intereact with people lest they find out...
Find out what you ask?
Well.... least just say you have feelings, thought, things you can't
really express, not openly anyway. Feelings that even ADMITTING to
having would cause you to be feared, hated maybe even physically hurt,
and then you have an inkling of what it's like. Feelings that
alternated, disguist enrage and excite you. You'd do anything to get
rid of, to be "normal" but no really knows enough to tell you how to
be "cured" of such things.
(sighs)
Does thinking of evil things, make you an evil person, I wonder?
So, you do what you can, you prayer, you take meds, but they don't go
away... You wonder if maybe "normal" things coudl help you cure these
thoughts, but you're reluctant (or unable) to have too many "normal"
things in your life.
(sigh)
So what do you do? No one really seems to have any answers.
God knows, I don't...
change things
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| User: "IncoVWarren" |
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| Title: Re: Feelings you can't express... |
19 Jul 2005 08:31:40 AM |
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I can tell you that expressing things there were inside me (i.e.
feelings for someone, etc) avoided or cured depression.
On Sat, 16 Jul 2005 20:44:47 GMT, tntw <postingstuff@nexus.com> wrote:
Sometimes I wonder if a lot of my problems (my weight, the sometimes
crushing depression, the lonliness) are the result of the secret, dark
feelings i have deep inside me. Wonder for instance if maybe I keep
weight on as a shield to protect me (and others) from these things...
my subconscious thinking maybe, just maybe it's better for me not to
heavily intereact with people lest they find out...
Find out what you ask?
Well.... least just say you have feelings, thought, things you can't
really express, not openly anyway. Feelings that even ADMITTING to
having would cause you to be feared, hated maybe even physically hurt,
and then you have an inkling of what it's like. Feelings that
alternated, disguist enrage and excite you. You'd do anything to get
rid of, to be "normal" but no really knows enough to tell you how to
be "cured" of such things.
(sighs)
Does thinking of evil things, make you an evil person, I wonder?
So, you do what you can, you prayer, you take meds, but they don't go
away... You wonder if maybe "normal" things coudl help you cure these
thoughts, but you're reluctant (or unable) to have too many "normal"
things in your life.
(sigh)
So what do you do? No one really seems to have any answers.
God knows, I don't...
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