Things are ok this evening. I think I am focused on moving too much, but I
do want to soon. There are things I can do on my own to motivate myself. I
have been struggling with a number of things. I feel out of myself, and
uncomfortable within. In any case, I am sorry for being rudimentary today on
some of my posts. My memories are flooding my mind. I am going to try to
work with my mom. My dad is stern these days, but I think can help getting
things quietly stabilized. I am having difficulty with my internal helper,
or so I was told when I was in the hospital. It is a new way of thought, and
there are other voices and intense pressure along with it. I hope that it
eases up soon. I am not really angry at anyone. There is someone whom I
would like to get to know, her name is Jennifer and I think she lives here
in Tulsa. I think she can help. Hopefully I can find some internal peace or
at least feel more control in the near future, with the help of medication
and advocation. Thank you for reading my blog, it is at
http://www.daviddauben.com. I would prefer doing that instead of talking
with a few people. Will close for now, David.