Hi, How are you? I will phone you, you got my email?
I got out from paranoic schizophrenic mental illness a 97~98%. Then
naturally there is a depression to deal with anxiety comes and goes. I
am so wraped around guard that I had to meditate all along a while I
not sleeping and dreaming it may not good for me, let myself in the
creep in depression and meditate go there a flattend bubble on the
ground try to find out if I am pragnent a inner child type of thing.
Then read that kind of book, I used to carry the book and read it like
I was obseesed in solitutude. I start to down look upon a woman
putting a makeup on and her egg to be hatch next be a competitive with.
To keep up such state in the crowd sacrifice your every moment of a
breath are narrowed into a narrow cage. The book are more than
inspiration, that I had the book and red obseesed remind of where the
book stand on shelf inbetween. An arrow without a target but to aim at
own soul, founding sense making where I found a way to escape from all
the sense making. A same number of times pass by there are changes,
difference in culture within a culture. I have been there and here ask
you do too. As long as keep it up you will be welcomed, you are not
alone, leave it or take it, just ignore the guidance to a guile.
Sleepy today all day.
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