as of 3:25 AM Central Time, i no longer give a flying ***** about anything.
Gravity
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"4. post to usenet, it will make a comeback."
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| User: "David" |
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02 Nov 2005 04:58:47 AM |
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In the past I've had that feeling, right as I was falling asleep. When
I'm on meds, its not there anymore. Have you spoken with a doctor or
therapist about some of your concerns? That might be helpful.
gravity wrote:
as of 3:25 AM Central Time, i no longer give a flying ***** about anything.
Gravity
--
'"Agendae" screams pretentiousness.' Louise Mallard
"4. post to usenet, it will make a comeback."
http://members.aol.com/gravity123456
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| User: "Silver" |
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02 Nov 2005 07:27:11 AM |
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I felt that way once. Completely emotionally numb, nothing mattered,
nothing bothered me.
Sad when that would be a GOOD place to be, over ones current situation.
:/
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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02 Nov 2005 01:36:07 PM |
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Silver wrote...
I felt that way once. Completely emotionally numb, nothing
mattered, nothing bothered me.
Sad when that would be a GOOD place to be, over ones
current situation.
:/
it feels better, but it's a dangerous place if the suicidal
thoughts come hard. when you don't care at all, nothing matters,
it's so easy to act on a whim.
-lisa
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| User: "gravity" |
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02 Nov 2005 02:16:44 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9702946F13AA1mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
Silver wrote...
I felt that way once. Completely emotionally numb, nothing
mattered, nothing bothered me.
Sad when that would be a GOOD place to be, over ones
current situation.
:/
it feels better, but it's a dangerous place if the suicidal
thoughts come hard. when you don't care at all, nothing matters,
it's so easy to act on a whim.
i'm up. i'm down. cycling ad infinitum. i can't call it SI, dunno what it
is.
Gravity
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| User: "Silver" |
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03 Nov 2005 08:16:46 AM |
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Lisa,
When I was like that I didn't care enough to die, too numbe to even
care about it--I might have not checked both ways and walked into the
street, but INTENTIONALLY taking an action to die wouldn't have
happenned.
Gravity,
Do you chart/note your cycles? Are you diagnosed bi-polar?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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03 Nov 2005 02:16:05 PM |
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Silver wrote...
Lisa,
When I was like that I didn't care enough to die, too numbe
to even care about it--I might have not checked both ways
and walked into the street, but INTENTIONALLY taking an
action to die wouldn't have happenned.
Gravity,
Do you chart/note your cycles? Are you diagnosed bi-polar?
i've been in that state, too. so numb i was just in a fog. those
were good days, though, when anything other than numb was
hellish. i'm glad i seem to be past that, at least for now.
-lisa
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| User: "Jane" |
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03 Nov 2005 07:59:04 PM |
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"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97039B346554mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4...
Silver wrote...
Lisa,
When I was like that I didn't care enough to die, too numbe
to even care about it--I might have not checked both ways
and walked into the street, but INTENTIONALLY taking an
action to die wouldn't have happenned.
Gravity,
Do you chart/note your cycles? Are you diagnosed bi-polar?
i've been in that state, too. so numb i was just in a fog. those
were good days, though, when anything other than numb was
hellish. i'm glad i seem to be past that, at least for now.
Me too, those are the days the pain is so incredible you can't feel it
anymore, there is no more energy to feel anything... I hated it, I need to
move...
Jane
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| User: "gravity" |
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03 Nov 2005 02:20:54 PM |
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Gravity,
Do you chart/note your cycles? Are you diagnosed bi-polar?
i should chart cycles and wake/sleep times. then show them to the doctor.
i'm suspect i'm bipolar, but my official dx is major depression.
Gravity
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| User: "slunky" |
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03 Nov 2005 03:05:23 PM |
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On 2005-11-03, gravity <gravity@example.net> wrote this gem:
i should chart cycles and wake/sleep times. then show them to the doctor.
i'm suspect i'm bipolar, but my official dx is major depression.
You should. I was at one time diagniosed with major depression. They
treated me for it and that made things worse. I don't blame them though.
I was still lying about my hallucinations. I try to be as honest as I
can with professionals. It's the only way they can know what's going on.
--
-slunky
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: flying |
02 Nov 2005 07:57:03 AM |
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There are times when I wish I could be like that. Right now I tend to
give a flying ***** about pretty much everything. I wonder if there's
an anti-flying-***** medication on the market (besides alcohol.)
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| User: "Louise Mallard" |
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02 Nov 2005 01:45:35 PM |
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gravity wrote:
as of 3:25 AM Central Time, i no longer give a flying ***** about anything.
Gravity
I wouldn't at that the time, either. Then again, in the midgst of a
harrowing anxiety attack, it all seems a blur.
--
'"Agendae" screams pretentiousness.' Louise Mallard
"4. post to usenet, it will make a comeback."
http://members.aol.com/gravity123456
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