My mother were into an asian astrology into a fortune teller. She
spend a lot of money consulted about future of her children, " you
are a house keeper!" she told me, that I will be a house keeper
better off to become, beside I am to be easly get rid off by a male and
the astrologer told my mother that I am a lucky, so lucky more I age
more luckier I become that my mother never mentioned it except to an
older sister because if I find out about luckness of me,, I would
relay on it so much that I will screw up my way of living flip flop.
Beside,, I was bit worry that I am easy to sting out off from a male
figure, that I assumed about in detail which astrologer told my mother
or not is that I am easy to be fooled and taken out off from me
something that I thought will be A SEX or MONEY, is that mean, am
easy to fall for sex as a toy be for a life!!! Either I let it going
on for life without asking much question? Maybe I would live on the
nowhere land of a sex put myself in the land of an enviroment of a sex
involve, well that is everyones business where money involve without
being a prostitute, and What would the luckness of me will be,?, I
don`t dwell on so much of being getting rid off. In later years my
mohter began worry , she consulted again about me and this time she
heard that I will be alone all my life. If I were to marry someone,,
he will be better less powerful than I am where I dont feel myself any
powerful, of a personality wise? and awaits the better with the age
more. Make you laugh doesn`t it. Such a perfectioist forturn teller
hide and seek to be no mistaken about it! Then about becoming a good
house holder part be,, ?? I am a master of my house!!! One thing is
that I wanted become is an artist and became an artist,, the astrologer
said,, that will work for me and would fit to my nature, a house
keepers are some extent an artist to be. I was born in the year of a
horse (death)and in the month of a rabbit (a moment of a born crying)
and in the day of a monkey (gastation)and in the time of a monkey
(gastation). An assemble of those type of an animals does give me a
scary image of a rider on the dead horse crying out of a meditation (
or depression). Would I be a fortune teller to look over my animals
and pinpoints where part of earth I would be walking. What could be
the plot of those animals? it matters from culture to culture would
adopt those animals behavier in mind of a soul in the Under and Over
the Sky! sound of a laughing.
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