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Sociology > Depression |
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"liah" |
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12 May 2005 01:47:43 AM |
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For the first time |
x-no-archive: yes
I actually paid attention to what the little paper my pdoc and therp
gave me two years ago. I'd done all those tests and what nots.
Answered hundreds and hundreds of stupid little questions. It's like
those computer tests, answer 20 random question to find out 'What
Napoleon Dynamite character are you?'.
So I read it earlier and actually paid attention. I also took a look
at WebMD to find out what Borderline Personality Disorder was. The
other I already knew, Bipolar. and Blah on the others.
Borderline Personality huh?! Well, I read it and it's me. No doubt
about it. Answers some questions. Wish I could explain it to my past
without feeling like an idiot trying to come up with excuses for
oneself. Please forgive me for what I've done to you but it's not my
fauly... (dramatic pause) it was the (back of hand pressed to forehead)
Borderline Personality Disorder... f*** me. Do you think I'll ever get
over being pissed at myself for not being normal?
Wish I'd actually read the stupid report earlier and learned about this
crap. I hate night time. I don't like sleeping but my head hurts at
night. Too much time to think.
liah
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| User: "wombn" |
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| Title: Re: For the first time |
12 May 2005 05:58:39 AM |
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On 11 May 2005 23:47:43 -0700, "liah" <hailnayr@aol.com> wrote:
Do you think I'll ever get
over being pissed at myself for not being normal?
yes.
Wish I'd actually read the stupid report earlier and learned about this
crap.
yeah. But sometimes we just have to wait until we're ready.
I hate night time. I don't like sleeping but my head hurts at
night. Too much time to think.
definitely.
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If laughter is the best medicine,
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: For the first time |
12 May 2005 03:11:57 AM |
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liah <hailnayr@aol.com> wrote:
I actually paid attention to what the little paper my pdoc and therp
gave me two years ago. I'd done all those tests and what nots.
So I read it earlier and actually paid attention.
IMO your therp/pdoc should have brought this to your attention
rather a long time ago and discussed vs methods not so recently
developed that many have found of use. Look up "Linehan"
and "DBT"
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| User: "Bev Thornton" |
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| Title: Re: For the first time |
12 May 2005 04:11:42 AM |
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On 2005-05-12, Contrarian wrote:
liah <hailnayr@aol.com> wrote:
I actually paid attention to what the little paper my pdoc and therp
gave me two years ago. I'd done all those tests and what nots.
So I read it earlier and actually paid attention.
IMO your therp/pdoc should have brought this to your attention
rather a long time ago and discussed vs methods not so recently
developed that many have found of use. Look up "Linehan"
and "DBT"
Hey, Liah, where are you? Seattle? That is the best place for that, for
DBT, if you are.
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Not by his outward guise is a man well known.
In fleeting glance let none place confidence.
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| User: "yellow river, with millie & mollie" |
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| Title: Re: For the first time |
12 May 2005 07:06:56 AM |
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liah wrote:
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I actually paid attention to what the little paper my pdoc and therp
gave me two years ago. I'd done all those tests and what nots.
Answered hundreds and hundreds of stupid little questions. It's like
those computer tests, answer 20 random question to find out 'What
Napoleon Dynamite character are you?'.
So I read it earlier and actually paid attention. I also took a look
at WebMD to find out what Borderline Personality Disorder was. The
other I already knew, Bipolar. and Blah on the others.
I think it is good to know yourself. You cannot overcome your problems
unless you know what they are.
Borderline Personality huh?! Well, I read it and it's me. No doubt
about it. Answers some questions. Wish I could explain it to my past
without feeling like an idiot trying to come up with excuses for
oneself. Please forgive me for what I've done to you but it's not my
fauly... (dramatic pause) it was the (back of hand pressed to forehead)
Borderline Personality Disorder... f*** me. Do you think I'll ever get
over being pissed at myself for not being normal?
You shouldn't blame yourself for not being "normal". It isn't your fault.
Wish I'd actually read the stupid report earlier and learned about this
crap. I hate night time. I don't like sleeping but my head hurts at
night. Too much time to think.
liah
I hope you feel better today. Now that you know your diagnosis, you may
be able to look for appropriate treatment.
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- yellow river, with millie and mollie
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