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"ensoul" |
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30 Dec 2007 06:17:51 AM |
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Get This : ) |
I don't believe it! I'm almost 50, I was very lucky to have my one
true love Rick that died one year and 6 months ago...I'm still
grieving sometimes it;s one step forward and 2 back sometimes it;s
even 1 step forward
the part I don't believe
There's this waiter, fine looking always been a flirt so today I
flirted back...always loved flirting its the possible, possibly not,
possibly more etc....I asked what he was doing New Year's Erik says
working till 11pm and have work the next day then grins at said but
you stop by later and I'd get you a drink!!
Turns out he's a cousin of one of my friends..she says we'll get him
to go out with us...don't know seems fast to me..BUT he's 30, Yikes
the age of my oldest...seems he prefers older women..why would a guy
prefer older women? I don't where it will lead or even it will but it
felt great
and then later at a friends playing games...the guys where playing
darts out back and Jamie who I know says can I talk to you, says you
know I've always had a crush on you but wasn't going even attempt with
Rick and I don't want to push things...I say here's my phone # call
some time and we can talk
don't think I'm fugly but I'm no beauty and this pat year and half
has aged me fast, my personality has shrunk, very quiet...but yet 2
very different type of guys found me, me attractive..wow that amazes
me
just when life seems beyond living you get a glimmer of hope
I'm not stupid don't know if will lead anywhere & I don't care if it
does...it wonderful glimmer to enjoy what is
LOL maybe I better stop this crap I just flooded out the bathroom
floor and hope it didn't go to the downstairs apartment
ensoul
He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes
wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it.
~Douglas Adams
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: Get This : ) |
30 Dec 2007 06:45:14 AM |
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On Dec 30, 7:17 am, ensoul <Lensou...@aol.com> wrote:
I don't believe it! I'm almost 50, I was very lucky to have my one
true love Rick that died one year and 6 months ago...I'm still
grieving sometimes it;s one step forward and 2 back sometimes it;s
even 1 step forward
the part I don't believe
There's this waiter, fine looking always been a flirt so today I
flirted back...always loved flirting its the possible, possibly not,
possibly more etc....I asked what he was doing New Year's Erik says
working till 11pm and have work the next day then grins at said but
you stop by later and I'd get you a drink!!
Turns out he's a cousin of one of my friends..she says we'll get him
to go out with us...don't know seems fast to me..BUT he's 30, Yikes
the age of my oldest...seems he prefers older women..why would a guy
prefer older women?
All my life I hooked up/wanted...older women. Found a pic of me at
about 29 sitting next to a 45 year old woman...at mom and dad's
kitchen table.
The woman looks like she could have been my babysitter.
But at 52, I've nearly reached the cut off, where I become older than
the older women (50-ish) I always wanted.
Go with the younger guy, go with both guys....It feels good to have it
confirmed from the outside world that you are still in the 'game', eh?
Good for you, ensoul
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I don't where it will lead or even it will but it
felt great
and then later at a friends playing games...the guys where playing
darts out back and Jamie who I know says can I talk to you, says you
know I've always had a crush on you but wasn't going even attempt with
Rick and I don't want to push things...I say here's my phone # call
some time and we can talk
don't think I'm fugly but I'm no beauty and this pat year and half
has aged me fast, my personality has shrunk, very quiet...but yet 2
very different type of guys found me, me attractive..wow that amazes
me
just when life seems beyond living you get a glimmer of hope
I'm not stupid don't know if will lead anywhere & I don't care if it
does...it wonderful glimmer to enjoy what is
LOL maybe I better stop this crap I just flooded out the bathroom
floor and hope it didn't go to the downstairs apartment
ensoul
He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes
wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it.
~Douglas Adams
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: Get This : ) |
30 Dec 2007 12:01:26 PM |
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ensoul wrote...
I don't believe it! I'm almost 50, I was very lucky to
have my one true love Rick that died one year and 6 months
ago...I'm still grieving sometimes it;s one step forward
and 2 back sometimes it;s even 1 step forward
the part I don't believe
There's this waiter, fine looking always been a flirt so
today I flirted back...always loved flirting its the
possible, possibly not, possibly more etc....I asked what
he was doing New Year's Erik says working till 11pm and
have work the next day then grins at said but you stop by
later and I'd get you a drink!! Turns out he's a cousin of
one of my friends..she says we'll get him to go out with
us...don't know seems fast to me..BUT he's 30, Yikes the
age of my oldest...seems he prefers older women..why would
a guy prefer older women? I don't where it will lead or
even it will but it felt great
and then later at a friends playing games...the guys where
playing darts out back and Jamie who I know says can I talk
to you, says you know I've always had a crush on you but
wasn't going even attempt with Rick and I don't want to
push things...I say here's my phone # call some time and
we can talk
don't think I'm fugly but I'm no beauty and this pat year
and half
has aged me fast, my personality has shrunk, very
quiet...but yet 2 very different type of guys found me, me
attractive..wow that amazes me
just when life seems beyond living you get a glimmer of
hope
I'm not stupid don't know if will lead anywhere & I don't
care if it does...it wonderful glimmer to enjoy what is
LOL maybe I better stop this crap I just flooded out the
bathroom floor and hope it didn't go to the downstairs
apartment
ensoul
Excellent news! They won't replace your husband, but are
people you can have a good time with, nevertheless. That's a
big step. Enjoy yourself!
-lisa
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| User: "punk" |
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| Title: Re: Get This : ) |
30 Dec 2007 04:27:30 PM |
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ensoul wrote:
I don't believe it! I'm almost 50, I was very lucky to have my one
true love Rick that died one year and 6 months ago...I'm still
grieving sometimes it;s one step forward and 2 back sometimes it;s
even 1 step forward
the part I don't believe
There's this waiter, fine looking always been a flirt so today I
flirted back...always loved flirting its the possible, possibly not,
possibly more etc....I asked what he was doing New Year's Erik says
working till 11pm and have work the next day then grins at said but
you stop by later and I'd get you a drink!!
Turns out he's a cousin of one of my friends..she says we'll get him
to go out with us...don't know seems fast to me..BUT he's 30, Yikes
the age of my oldest...seems he prefers older women..why would a guy
prefer older women? I don't where it will lead or even it will but it
felt great
and then later at a friends playing games...the guys where playing
darts out back and Jamie who I know says can I talk to you, says you
know I've always had a crush on you but wasn't going even attempt with
Rick and I don't want to push things...I say here's my phone # call
some time and we can talk
don't think I'm fugly but I'm no beauty and this pat year and half
has aged me fast, my personality has shrunk, very quiet...but yet 2
very different type of guys found me, me attractive..wow that amazes
me
just when life seems beyond living you get a glimmer of hope
I'm not stupid don't know if will lead anywhere & I don't care if it
does...it wonderful glimmer to enjoy what is
hehehe...sometimes it feels good to be alive...
good for you, lady.
LOL maybe I better stop this crap I just flooded out the bathroom
floor and hope it didn't go to the downstairs apartment
ensoul
He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes
wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it.
~Douglas Adams
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| User: "Noon Cat Nick" |
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| Title: Re: Get This : ) |
30 Dec 2007 08:09:33 AM |
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ensoul wrote:
I don't believe it! I'm almost 50, I was very lucky to have my one
true love Rick that died one year and 6 months ago...I'm still
grieving sometimes it;s one step forward and 2 back sometimes it;s
even 1 step forward
the part I don't believe
There's this waiter, fine looking always been a flirt so today I
flirted back...always loved flirting its the possible, possibly not,
possibly more etc....I asked what he was doing New Year's Erik says
working till 11pm and have work the next day then grins at said but
you stop by later and I'd get you a drink!!
Turns out he's a cousin of one of my friends..she says we'll get him
to go out with us...don't know seems fast to me..BUT he's 30, Yikes
the age of my oldest...seems he prefers older women..why would a guy
prefer older women? I don't where it will lead or even it will but it
felt great
and then later at a friends playing games...the guys where playing
darts out back and Jamie who I know says can I talk to you, says you
know I've always had a crush on you but wasn't going even attempt with
Rick and I don't want to push things...I say here's my phone # call
some time and we can talk
don't think I'm fugly but I'm no beauty and this pat year and half
has aged me fast, my personality has shrunk, very quiet...but yet 2
very different type of guys found me, me attractive..wow that amazes
me
just when life seems beyond living you get a glimmer of hope
I'm not stupid don't know if will lead anywhere & I don't care if it
does...it wonderful glimmer to enjoy what is
LOL maybe I better stop this crap I just flooded out the bathroom
floor and hope it didn't go to the downstairs apartment
Good on you! We all deserve a shot at happiness.
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| User: "Janithor" |
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| Title: Re: Get This : ) |
30 Dec 2007 06:28:57 AM |
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x-no-archive: yes
ensoul wrote:
I don't believe it! I'm almost 50, I was very lucky to have my one
true love Rick that died one year and 6 months ago...I'm still
grieving sometimes it;s one step forward and 2 back sometimes it;s
even 1 step forward
the part I don't believe
There's this waiter, fine looking always been a flirt so today I
flirted back...always loved flirting its the possible, possibly not,
possibly more etc....I asked what he was doing New Year's Erik says
working till 11pm and have work the next day then grins at said but
you stop by later and I'd get you a drink!!
Turns out he's a cousin of one of my friends..she says we'll get him
to go out with us...don't know seems fast to me..BUT he's 30, Yikes
the age of my oldest...seems he prefers older women..why would a guy
prefer older women? I don't where it will lead or even it will but it
felt great
and then later at a friends playing games...the guys where playing
darts out back and Jamie who I know says can I talk to you, says you
know I've always had a crush on you but wasn't going even attempt with
Rick and I don't want to push things...I say here's my phone # call
some time and we can talk
don't think I'm fugly but I'm no beauty and this pat year and half
has aged me fast, my personality has shrunk, very quiet...but yet 2
very different type of guys found me, me attractive..wow that amazes
me
just when life seems beyond living you get a glimmer of hope
I'm not stupid don't know if will lead anywhere & I don't care if it
does...it wonderful glimmer to enjoy what is
LOL maybe I better stop this crap I just flooded out the bathroom
floor and hope it didn't go to the downstairs apartment
ensoul
Great story, I'm glad you had the experience. Yes, sometimes good
things happen too. Sounds like you have a grounded perspective on this.
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