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"Rosena" |
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09 May 2005 05:42:47 PM |
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Getting Ready for Surgery |
In a couple different ways, on a couple of different levels -- tomorrow
at 7:00 a.m go for final pre-op tests at hospital and then they do
surgery Wednesday . . .
I am dealing with this last go round with John a few weeks ago and
coming to grips with the hurt. It feels very final right now because
of the operation - the status of affairs between he and I I mean. I am
pathetic in that I usually have no line in the sand so to speak. I give
in to people easily, tend to be too forgiving so I look - well, weak.
But that he has not written when he knows how serious this operation is
has, I think, put a kind of final stamp on things. I can't forgive his
indifference - it is too much, the last straw after 10 years of being
there for him when he needed help . . .
I am dealing with details getting exams in and so forth, and trying to
settle things between Maria and her father. Knowing I got to fight
like a dog to recover properly for her.
I am tierd. I want a kiss. A sweet kiss from someone I care about.
BTW the student I find very very sexy came by and asked me a question.
I told him not to be a stranger though of course we will never see each
other again. He said so solmon how he valued our conversations. I
sighed inside. I have learned my lesson with students. But I love
sultry smart slightly serious and a bit depresed strong men types. He
he. Not ready to kick yet, I guess :)
Okay . . .now the hard part. Got to write my will just in case.
Rosena
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| User: "patience5" |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
09 May 2005 08:30:52 PM |
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I'm wishing you the best, Rosenna. I'll be looking for your posts
after the surgery.
Regarding falling in love with students, I have considered working as a
teacher in the past, and this issue is part of why I decided the
profession was not for me. I know this would happen to me- and keep
happening.
Good Luck, Rosenna, and I'll be thinking of you,
Christopher
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| User: "K-9" |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
09 May 2005 06:08:56 PM |
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On 9 May 2005 15:42:47 -0700, "Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> <barked>
In a couple different ways, on a couple of different levels -- tomorrow
at 7:00 a.m go for final pre-op tests at hospital and then they do
surgery Wednesday . . .
I am dealing with this last go round with John a few weeks ago and
coming to grips with the hurt. It feels very final right now because
of the operation - the status of affairs between he and I I mean. I am
pathetic in that I usually have no line in the sand so to speak. I give
in to people easily, tend to be too forgiving so I look - well, weak.
But that he has not written when he knows how serious this operation is
has, I think, put a kind of final stamp on things. I can't forgive his
indifference - it is too much, the last straw after 10 years of being
there for him when he needed help . . .
I am dealing with details getting exams in and so forth, and trying to
settle things between Maria and her father. Knowing I got to fight
like a dog to recover properly for her.
I am tierd. I want a kiss. A sweet kiss from someone I care about.
BTW the student I find very very sexy came by and asked me a question.
I told him not to be a stranger though of course we will never see each
other again. He said so solmon how he valued our conversations. I
sighed inside. I have learned my lesson with students. But I love
sultry smart slightly serious and a bit depresed strong men types. He
he. Not ready to kick yet, I guess :)
Okay . . .now the hard part. Got to write my will just in case.
Rosena
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| User: "CyberDroog" |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
10 May 2005 02:19:18 AM |
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On 9 May 2005 15:42:47 -0700, "Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
In a couple different ways, on a couple of different levels -- tomorrow
at 7:00 a.m go for final pre-op tests at hospital and then they do
surgery Wednesday . . .
I hope everything works out okay.
--
Giving government money and power is like giving car keys and whiskey to a
teenage boy.
- P.J. O'Rourke
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| User: "Nom dePlume nomdeplume1000-at-yahoo.com" |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
10 May 2005 01:56:19 AM |
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Praying for you. Be well. Write when you can, OK?
--
Nom dePlume, Ph.D.
Why, yes, in fact, I am a rocket scientist.
Guide to Medications for Mental Illness:
http://www.geocities.com/nomdeplume1000/
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| User: "Contrarian" |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
09 May 2005 06:00:52 PM |
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Rosena <filpriros@aol.com> wrote:
In a couple different ways, on a couple of different levels -- tomorrow
at 7:00 a.m go for final pre-op tests at hospital and then they do
surgery Wednesday . . .
Will be thinking etc. of you.
But that he has not written when he knows how serious this operation is
has, I think, put a kind of final stamp on things. I can't forgive his
indifference - it is too much, the last straw after 10 years of being
there for him when he needed help . . .
No lectures from me on this.
I am dealing with details getting exams in and so forth, and trying to
settle things between Maria and her father. Knowing I got to fight
like a dog to recover properly for her.
Okay . . .now the hard part. Got to write my will just in case.
That's something to think about.
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but the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In... HST (1967)
when i got to the edge , i built a deck % (2005)
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
10 May 2005 08:07:22 AM |
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Rosena wrote...
In a couple different ways, on a couple of different levels
-- tomorrow at 7:00 a.m go for final pre-op tests at
hospital and then they do surgery Wednesday . . .
I am dealing with this last go round with John a few weeks
ago and coming to grips with the hurt. It feels very final
right now because of the operation - the status of affairs
between he and I I mean. I am pathetic in that I usually
have no line in the sand so to speak. I give in to people
easily, tend to be too forgiving so I look - well, weak.
But that he has not written when he knows how serious this
operation is has, I think, put a kind of final stamp on
things. I can't forgive his indifference - it is too much,
the last straw after 10 years of being there for him when
he needed help . . .
I am dealing with details getting exams in and so forth,
and trying to settle things between Maria and her father.
Knowing I got to fight like a dog to recover properly for
her.
I am tierd. I want a kiss. A sweet kiss from someone I care
about. BTW the student I find very very sexy came by and
asked me a question. I told him not to be a stranger though
of course we will never see each other again. He said so
solmon how he valued our conversations. I sighed inside. I
have learned my lesson with students. But I love sultry
smart slightly serious and a bit depresed strong men types.
He he. Not ready to kick yet, I guess :)
Okay . . .now the hard part. Got to write my will just in
case.
Rosena
good luck with everything wed. i'll be thinking of you.
-lisa
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| User: "" |
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| Title: Re: Getting Ready for Surgery |
10 May 2005 02:22:16 PM |
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Rosena wrote:
In a couple different ways, on a couple of different levels --
tomorrow
at 7:00 a.m go for final pre-op tests at hospital and then they do
surgery Wednesday . . .
I am dealing with this last go round with John a few weeks ago and
coming to grips with the hurt. It feels very final right now because
of the operation - the status of affairs between he and I I mean. I
am
pathetic in that I usually have no line in the sand so to speak. I
give
in to people easily, tend to be too forgiving so I look - well, weak.
But that he has not written when he knows how serious this operation
is
has, I think, put a kind of final stamp on things. I can't forgive
his
indifference - it is too much, the last straw after 10 years of being
there for him when he needed help . . .
I am dealing with details getting exams in and so forth, and trying
to
settle things between Maria and her father. Knowing I got to fight
like a dog to recover properly for her.
I am tierd. I want a kiss. A sweet kiss from someone I care about.
BTW the student I find very very sexy came by and asked me a
question.
I told him not to be a stranger though of course we will never see
each
other again. He said so solmon how he valued our conversations. I
sighed inside. I have learned my lesson with students. But I love
sultry smart slightly serious and a bit depresed strong men types.
He
he. Not ready to kick yet, I guess :)
Okay . . .now the hard part. Got to write my will just in case.
Rosena
good luck tomorrow!!!
-"Alvinthcase"
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