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Sociology > Depression |
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"Trishamolson" |
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27 Apr 2004 08:12:42 AM |
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Having a Hard Time |
It has been over a week since I made that call, and I am stagnated in a
depressive mire. It isn't just "him." I am not proud of myself, not prideful.
I am terribly unhappy with this living situation with my ex, but see no other
way to keep my daughter by my side. I am not fighting destructive urges right
now, so that is good but having a hard time focusing on work.
Made a hair appointment for a cut and perm to get it professionally styled,
that took much effort to do, so should be proud of that small accomplishment.
But so emotionally exhausted, having problems breathing. I keep reminding
myself there are so many here struggling with so much more, I feel like an
ungrateful brat. But the pain and turmoil seems to have no rhyme or reason . .
.. going to try to work. Even if for an hour.
Rosena
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| User: "% surfs@uniserve" |
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| Title: Re: Having a Hard Time |
27 Apr 2004 10:50:37 AM |
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"Trishamolson" <trishamolson@aol.com> wrote in message
news:20040427091242.00117.00000334@mb-m12.aol.com...
It has been over a week since I made that call, and I am stagnated in a
depressive mire. It isn't just "him." I am not proud of myself, not
prideful.
I am terribly unhappy with this living situation with my ex, but see no
other
way to keep my daughter by my side. I am not fighting destructive urges
right
now, so that is good but having a hard time focusing on work.
Made a hair appointment for a cut and perm to get it professionally
styled,
that took much effort to do, so should be proud of that small
accomplishment.
But so emotionally exhausted, having problems breathing. I keep reminding
myself there are so many here struggling with so much more, I feel like an
ungrateful brat. But the pain and turmoil seems to have no rhyme or
reason . .
. going to try to work. Even if for an hour.
Rosena
and what exactly are you doing to change any of this
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| User: "G" |
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| Title: Re: Having a Hard Time |
27 Apr 2004 12:23:49 PM |
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Hi Rosena,
Don't feel like an ungrateful brat; your pain is your own burden and you
have every right to be concerned. But it is a good thing that you have
gathered the energy to make a hair appointment. I hope it makes you feel a
bit more confident.
I think you must love your daughter a great deal (of course you do) and
that is something important. Maybe try to derive some contentment from
having family you care about so close.
Having written all this, I know just how hard it all is.
Best of luck to you,
G
"Trishamolson" <trishamolson@aol.com> wrote in message
news:20040427091242.00117.00000334@mb-m12.aol.com...
It has been over a week since I made that call, and I am stagnated in a
depressive mire. It isn't just "him." I am not proud of myself, not
prideful.
I am terribly unhappy with this living situation with my ex, but see no
other
way to keep my daughter by my side. I am not fighting destructive urges
right
now, so that is good but having a hard time focusing on work.
Made a hair appointment for a cut and perm to get it professionally
styled,
that took much effort to do, so should be proud of that small
accomplishment.
But so emotionally exhausted, having problems breathing. I keep reminding
myself there are so many here struggling with so much more, I feel like an
ungrateful brat. But the pain and turmoil seems to have no rhyme or
reason . .
. going to try to work. Even if for an hour.
Rosena
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