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Sociology > Depression |
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"whiskeytown" |
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19 Oct 2004 03:44:24 AM |
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here's what I posted on the suicide forum.... |
it's 6am - I don't think I'll fall asleep for hrs...
I could do it tonight...I have a rope lying around...I have a bigass
firearm - I just don't the will to do it tonight.
It's not that I don't wish I were dead...or that I'm too worried about
what it would do to my family...(I'm more scared of what it'll do to
them then me) -
I just don't have the fucking nerve - so instead I get to lie around
and wish I were dead instead....
this is what hell feels like...no nerve to pull the fucking trigger.
RB
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| User: "David" |
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| Title: Re: here's what I posted on the suicide forum.... |
19 Oct 2004 03:00:46 PM |
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I also understand and can empathize with what you're going through. I find
it helps to help other people, it sort of gets you out of yourself and
thinking about other people's problems for a change... you might give it a
try :).
"whiskeytown" <whiskeytown@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:d5e3f7c7.0410190044.17395989@posting.google.com...
it's 6am - I don't think I'll fall asleep for hrs...
I could do it tonight...I have a rope lying around...I have a bigass
firearm - I just don't the will to do it tonight.
It's not that I don't wish I were dead...or that I'm too worried about
what it would do to my family...(I'm more scared of what it'll do to
them then me) -
I just don't have the fucking nerve - so instead I get to lie around
and wish I were dead instead....
this is what hell feels like...no nerve to pull the fucking trigger.
RB
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| User: "SubduedLucidity" |
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| Title: Re: here's what I posted on the suicide forum.... |
19 Oct 2004 04:45:05 AM |
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I am so sorry you are feeling this way!! I too suffer greatly from SEVERE
depression. I have tried to overdose several times, but family & my husband
called EMS, unfortunately, or fortunately, not too sure which. Right now, I
think I feel like you do - no nerve to hurt my family, but not enough energy or
reason to carry on. I wish the best for you. I just signed up at
wingofmadness.com hoping it will maybe give me some guidance for now. I too
have been up for 3 days, nothing unusual for me. No one here to talk to at my
house, just my furry friends (kitties). (my hubby is locked up and just told
me this past weekend that he's "just not into it right now", meaning our
marriage. If you would like to chat, or email me or something and I can try to
help if possible. I DO feel your pain - TRUST ME!! I am 34 and have suffered
depression since about 9 or 10.
Sending you hugs (((whiskeytown)))
Subdued
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