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"lisa in mass." |
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14 May 2006 04:25:56 PM |
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hey gerrit |
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 04:36:12 PM |
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No, crying my eyes out. Dunno why, was on a steady level last days.
Feel like I don know what, digusting. Why's theree noone around to tell
me how I can get out. I can't even make a call. Damn the phone
lisa in mass. wrote:
are you ok?
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
15 May 2006 04:30:08 PM |
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In message <1147642572.196712@news.blinx.de>, Gerrit Vicin
<gerrit@blinx.de> writes
No, crying my eyes out. Dunno why, was on a steady level last days.
Feel like I don know what, digusting. Why's theree noone around to tell
me how I can get out. I can't even make a call. Damn the phone
I have problems with phones even when I feel as okay as it gets. I don't
bother when I'm down, not even to answer it.
I find crying is a release for me.
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The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 04:43:34 PM |
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i've been avoiding the phone, too. when you're feeling terrible,
it's hard to even try to connect with other people. which is
stupid, since those connections can help us feel better.
sorry to hear that you're doing so badly right now. i'll be here
or on email if you want to talk.
-lisa
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
No, crying my eyes out. Dunno why, was on a steady level
last days. Feel like I don know what, digusting. Why's
theree noone around to tell me how I can get out. I can't
even make a call. Damn the phone
lisa in mass. wrote:
are you ok?
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 04:54:29 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
i've been avoiding the phone, too. when you're feeling terrible,
it's hard to even try to connect with other people. which is
stupid, since those connections can help us feel better.
That's what I'm thinking, so why can't I just make a simple call?
sorry to hear that you're doing so badly right now. i'll be here
or on email if you want to talk.
Thanks, Lisa, thats kind of you. I feel like an attention seeking fucked
up sycophant, if tht's an english word. I'd like to go in german. Cant
think and the more not in english. I'm gonna keep myself busy, that's
good. Listening to music with my nice new headphones so loud it's
blasting my mind away, good thing right now. Zbigniew Preisner I'm
listening to, no good, because it's a requiem, but wunderful. better
change to Scofield now. Gosh Im babbling
-lisa
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
No, crying my eyes out. Dunno why, was on a steady level
last days. Feel like I don know what, digusting. Why's
theree noone around to tell me how I can get out. I can't
even make a call. Damn the phone
lisa in mass. wrote:
are you ok?
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 04:39:06 PM |
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Thanks for your hey - I forgot to say. I'm trying to act normal all this
day. Called my mother in the afternoon, one thing done at least. Couldnt
talk to her. Couldnt pretend. Had to cut her off quickly lying a friend
was coming
lisa in mass. wrote:
are you ok?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 04:48:51 PM |
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Gerrit Vicin wrote...
Thanks for your hey - I forgot to say. I'm trying to act
normal all this day. Called my mother in the afternoon, one
thing done at least. Couldnt talk to her. Couldnt pretend.
Had to cut her off quickly lying a friend was coming
ouch. it's good of you to try to call, though. do you have a
supportive friend you could call, who you could tell you're
feeling bad?
-lisa
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 04:59:44 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
Thanks for your hey - I forgot to say. I'm trying to act
normal all this day. Called my mother in the afternoon, one
thing done at least. Couldnt talk to her. Couldnt pretend.
Had to cut her off quickly lying a friend was coming
ouch. it's good of you to try to call, though. do you have a
supportive friend you could call, who you could tell you're
feeling bad?
I rely on them too much. Won't call them. I go on their nerves. Maybe
they're not my friends, dunno. Could call one, my best friend. But she's
a doctor working late in the hospital right now. I triedd to get her on
the phone five times at least.
-lisa
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 05:14:27 PM |
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Gerrit Vicin wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
Thanks for your hey - I forgot to say. I'm trying to act
normal all this day. Called my mother in the afternoon,
one thing done at least. Couldnt talk to her. Couldnt
pretend. Had to cut her off quickly lying a friend was
coming
ouch. it's good of you to try to call, though. do you have
a supportive friend you could call, who you could tell
you're feeling bad?
I rely on them too much. Won't call them. I go on their
nerves. Maybe they're not my friends, dunno. Could call
one, my best friend. But she's a doctor working late in the
hospital right now. I triedd to get her on the phone five
times at least.
i can't call friends, either. i have nobody who'd want to
listen. since i've been so depressed i've pushed my few
friends away. i saw in your other post that music seems to be
helping. i'm glad that there's something. please keep posting
if you find that it helps. don't worry about perfect english.
i know it would be easier in german, but unfortunately i don't
speak it.
-lisa
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 05:40:22 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
[...]
I rely on them too much. Won't call them. I go on their
nerves. Maybe they're not my friends, dunno. Could call
one, my best friend. But she's a doctor working late in the
hospital right now. I triedd to get her on the phone five
times at least.
i can't call friends, either. i have nobody who'd want to
listen. since i've been so depressed i've pushed my few
friends away.
I'm sorry
i saw in your other post that music seems to be
helping.
Scofield rocks or kicks as or what you call it. Great music. Saw him
live in a place called Tränenpalast here in Berlin, that's 'palace of
tears', nice name but I don't like the association right now. Midnight
here, so I try Round Midnight, despite the title good at any time of day.
i'm glad that there's something. please keep posting
if you find that it helps. don't worry about perfect english.
Thank you!
i know it would be easier in german, but unfortunately i don't
speak it.
I would be expecting too much in an english language news group. Good I
found it , ASD.
I'm exhausted, s
-lisa
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 05:45:00 PM |
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Gerrit Vicin wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
[...]
I rely on them too much. Won't call them. I go on their
nerves. Maybe they're not my friends, dunno. Could call
one, my best friend. But she's a doctor working late in
the hospital right now. I triedd to get her on the phone
five times at least.
i can't call friends, either. i have nobody who'd want to
listen. since i've been so depressed i've pushed my few
friends away.
I'm sorry
i saw in your other post that music seems to be
helping.
Scofield rocks or kicks as or what you call it. Great
music. Saw him live in a place called Tränenpalast here in
Berlin, that's 'palace of tears', nice name but I don't
like the association right now. Midnight here, so I try
Round Midnight, despite the title good at any time of day.
i'm glad that there's something. please keep posting
if you find that it helps. don't worry about perfect
english.
Thank you!
i know it would be easier in german, but unfortunately i
don't speak it.
I would be expecting too much in an english language news
group. Good I found it , ASD.
I'm exhausted, s
-lisa
i hope you can get some sleep.
-lisa
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 05:51:45 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
[...]
I rely on them too much. Won't call them. I go on their
nerves. Maybe they're not my friends, dunno. Could call
one, my best friend. But she's a doctor working late in
the hospital right now. I triedd to get her on the phone
five times at least.
i can't call friends, either. i have nobody who'd want to
listen. since i've been so depressed i've pushed my few
friends away.
I'm sorry
i saw in your other post that music seems to be
helping.
Scofield rocks or kicks as or what you call it. Great
music. Saw him live in a place called Tränenpalast here in
Berlin, that's 'palace of tears', nice name but I don't
like the association right now. Midnight here, so I try
Round Midnight, despite the title good at any time of day.
i'm glad that there's something. please keep posting
if you find that it helps. don't worry about perfect
english.
Thank you!
i know it would be easier in german, but unfortunately i
don't speak it.
I would be expecting too much in an english language news
group. Good I found it , ASD.
I'm exhausted, s
'o I go to bed and try to sleep', I wanted to type.
-lisa
i hope you can get some sleep.
Thank you, Lisa, I hope you too.
-lisa
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| User: "Gerrit Vicin" |
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| Title: Re: hey gerrit |
14 May 2006 05:08:50 PM |
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Gerrit Vicin wrote:
lisa in mass. wrote:
Gerrit Vicin wrote...
Thanks for your hey - I forgot to say. I'm trying to act
normal all this day. Called my mother in the afternoon, one
thing done at least. Couldnt talk to her. Couldnt pretend.
Had to cut her off quickly lying a friend was coming
ouch. it's good of you to try to call, though. do you have a
supportive friend you could call, who you could tell you're feeling bad?
I rely on them too much. Won't call them. I go on their nerves. Maybe
they're not my friends, dunno. Could call one, my best friend. But she's
a doctor working late in the hospital right now. I triedd to get her on
the phone five times at least.
She should be coming home soon. Perhaps she''ll call me then, left her a
couple of rrather wwierd mesages on her answerphone in the afternoon.
-lisa
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