I'm having awful auditory hallucinations right now, along with
tremendous depression and suicide ideation. If I can't fix this or bear
it out by tonight, I'm going into the hosptial again. Sometimes I just
wish I could have a lobotomy.
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-slunky
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| User: "%" |
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26 Jun 2006 02:32:41 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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I'm having awful auditory hallucinations right now, along with
tremendous depression and suicide ideation. If I can't fix this or bear
it out by tonight, I'm going into the hosptial again. Sometimes I just
wish I could have a lobotomy.
--
-slunky
why suffer until tonight , go , go now
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| User: "slunky" |
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| Title: Re: Hospital? |
26 Jun 2006 02:45:24 PM |
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_/ % wrote \_
why suffer until tonight , go , go now
I don't have a way up to the university hospital or someone to watch the
baby until my wife gets home. That's about two hours from now. Two hours
isn't long. It gives me time to pack and try to find something relaxing
to do. I'm scared to go outside. There are police downstairs. Maybe I'll
call my therapist now. Is it better to get a referal to the hospital?
--
-slunky
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: Hospital? |
26 Jun 2006 03:07:46 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ % wrote \_
why suffer until tonight , go , go now
I don't have a way up to the university hospital or someone to watch the
baby until my wife gets home. That's about two hours from now. Two hours
isn't long. It gives me time to pack and try to find something relaxing
to do. I'm scared to go outside. There are police downstairs. Maybe I'll
call my therapist now. Is it better to get a referal to the hospital?
--
-slunky
i don't know if a referal is better ,
but it might help them understand why you came when you get there
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| User: "slunky" |
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26 Jun 2006 03:12:54 PM |
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_/ % wrote \_
i don't know if a referal is better ,
but it might help them understand why you came when you get there
That's the part I hate the most. The intake. I have to dig up and
express what happened to me when I was eight and all my other problems.
Something I'd much rather not think about, much less tell it to someone
who's going to write it down. I left a message with my therapist and am
waiting for her to call me back.
--
-slunky
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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27 Jun 2006 12:10:22 AM |
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In message <slrnea0ftn.15sh.slunky@latitude.zero>, slunky
<slunky@globalzero.org> writes
_/ % wrote \_
i don't know if a referal is better ,
but it might help them understand why you came when you get there
That's the part I hate the most. The intake. I have to dig up and
express what happened to me when I was eight and all my other problems.
Something I'd much rather not think about, much less tell it to someone
who's going to write it down. I left a message with my therapist and am
waiting for her to call me back.
Maybe you should write it down, and pass a copy to them whenever you
need to. (Don't they have a file on you? Mine are quite thick.)
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "" |
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26 Jun 2006 03:21:14 PM |
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Sorry it's so bad right now. I hope you make it into the hospital
sooner rather than later, without having to tell your whole story at
the start.
Bobbie
slunky wrote:
_/ % wrote \_
i don't know if a referal is better ,
but it might help them understand why you came when you get there
That's the part I hate the most. The intake. I have to dig up and
express what happened to me when I was eight and all my other problems.
Something I'd much rather not think about, much less tell it to someone
who's going to write it down. I left a message with my therapist and am
waiting for her to call me back.
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-slunky
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| User: "slunky" |
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26 Jun 2006 03:21:48 PM |
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_/ wrote \_
Sorry it's so bad right now. I hope you make it into the hospital
sooner rather than later, without having to tell your whole story at
the start.
Bobbie
Thanks.
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-slunky
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| User: "gravity" |
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26 Jun 2006 03:32:37 PM |
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slunky,
you nutcase, i hope you feel better.
Gravity
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| User: "Gayle" |
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26 Jun 2006 04:02:39 PM |
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slunky wrote:
_/ % wrote \_
why suffer until tonight , go , go now
I don't have a way up to the university hospital or someone to watch the
baby until my wife gets home. That's about two hours from now. Two hours
isn't long. It gives me time to pack and try to find something relaxing
to do. I'm scared to go outside. There are police downstairs. Maybe I'll
call my therapist now. Is it better to get a referal to the hospital?
Can you call the doc who treated you the
last time? Just to make getting in less
stressful, maybe. Won't the hospital
have records from your last visit? I
knew someone who had a letter from his
doc that said to just let him in the
psych unit of any hospital and then call
the doc. It helped him a lot. Breathe
deep and slow, Slunky. My prayers for
you include hope for dramatic
breakthroughs in meds that work for you,
right around the corner.
Gayle
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| User: "slunky" |
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26 Jun 2006 04:08:54 PM |
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_/ Gayle wrote \_
Can you call the doc who treated you the
last time? Just to make getting in less
stressful, maybe. Won't the hospital
have records from your last visit?
Well, now that I have Medicaid I have to go to a different hospital than
last time, but I've been there before too. (They were the ones who let
me bring my laptop in. Which hopefully they will let me do again.)
I knew someone who had a letter from his
doc that said to just let him in the
psych unit of any hospital and then call
the doc.
That sounds like a good idea.
It helped him a lot. Breathe
deep and slow, Slunky. My prayers for
you include hope for dramatic
breakthroughs in meds that work for you,
right around the corner.
Thank you Gayle.
--
-slunky
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| User: "Gayle" |
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26 Jun 2006 04:28:15 PM |
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slunky wrote:
Well, now that I have Medicaid I have to go to a different hospital than
last time, but I've been there before too. (They were the ones who let
me bring my laptop in. Which hopefully they will let me do again.)
Do you have the name of the doc you
could call there? Although I imagine if
you just go to the ER, they'll pull up
your records there. That should make
intake easier for you. I hope.
Gayle
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| User: "Jane" |
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26 Jun 2006 05:10:56 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnea0de4.15sh.slunky@latitude.zero...
I'm having awful auditory hallucinations right now, along with
tremendous depression and suicide ideation. If I can't fix this or bear
it out by tonight, I'm going into the hosptial again. Sometimes I just
wish I could have a lobotomy.
--
-slunky
Hey Slunky if you're still at home, I hope you get relief soon, if your
gone, I hope you get well and come home soon!!!
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| User: "slunky" |
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26 Jun 2006 06:01:21 PM |
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_/ Jane wrote \_
Hey Slunky if you're still at home, I hope you get relief soon, if your
gone, I hope you get well and come home soon!!!
I'm heading out the door right now. It's all set up. See you all soon
hopefully.
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-slunky
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| User: "slunky" |
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27 Jun 2006 09:47:53 AM |
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They didn't even admit me. I suppose I spoke a little two much about
what I was thinking. She said they couldn't help me. That I need long
term care. So now I'm back home discouraged and still feeling like
absolute *****. I go back to see my therapist today. This is a fucking
joke.
--
-slunky
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| User: "Jane" |
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27 Jun 2006 05:14:54 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
news:slrnea2h8p.kg.slunky@latitude.zero...
They didn't even admit me. I suppose I spoke a little two much about
what I was thinking. She said they couldn't help me. That I need long
term care. So now I'm back home discouraged and still feeling like
absolute *****. I go back to see my therapist today. This is a fucking
joke.
--
-slunky
What did the therp say Slunky?
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| User: "slunky" |
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27 Jun 2006 08:26:14 PM |
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_/ Jane wrote \_
What did the therp say Slunky?
She said that what the social worker told her is that I was trying to
"manipulate" the system so that I could get SSDI. What a load of
horseshit.
We talked a lot about how I don't want to go to that place ever again.
She said that's fine, and now I've contracted with her to call the
crisis line or her if I feel suicidal again. I also contracted with her
to not go into the office after drinking, and to possibly stop drinking
at all. (I've been drinking today).
She's also going to do a referal to another program called Pathways that
does day classes. I'm really looking forward to that. I don't get out of
the house and talk to people other than councelling. They even have a
group just for schizophrenics! and after I've been there a while and
prooved that I'm serious they're going to put me into a DBT program.
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-slunky
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| User: "Jane" |
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| Title: Re: Hospital? |
27 Jun 2006 10:50:59 PM |
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"slunky" <slunky@globalzero.org> wrote in message
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_/ Jane wrote \_
What did the therp say Slunky?
She said that what the social worker told her is that I was trying to
"manipulate" the system so that I could get SSDI. What a load of
horseshit.
We talked a lot about how I don't want to go to that place ever again.
She said that's fine, and now I've contracted with her to call the
crisis line or her if I feel suicidal again. I also contracted with her
to not go into the office after drinking, and to possibly stop drinking
at all. (I've been drinking today).
She's also going to do a referal to another program called Pathways that
does day classes. I'm really looking forward to that. I don't get out of
the house and talk to people other than councelling. They even have a
group just for schizophrenics! and after I've been there a while and
prooved that I'm serious they're going to put me into a DBT program.
--
-slunky
Well it sounds like there may be an upside to all of this, I'm glad to read
it. I wish you luck Slunky and if there is ANYTHING I can do from so far
away please don't hesitate to ask, I'm here for you and your family.
Hugs
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| User: "Bacon" |
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27 Jun 2006 08:51:26 PM |
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On Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:26:14 GMT, slunky <slunky@globalzero.org>
wrote:
_/ Jane wrote \_
What did the therp say Slunky?
She said that what the social worker told her is that I was trying to
"manipulate" the system so that I could get SSDI. What a load of
horseshit.
We talked a lot about how I don't want to go to that place ever again.
She said that's fine, and now I've contracted with her to call the
crisis line or her if I feel suicidal again. I also contracted with her
to not go into the office after drinking, and to possibly stop drinking
at all. (I've been drinking today).
She's also going to do a referal to another program called Pathways that
does day classes. I'm really looking forward to that. I don't get out of
the house and talk to people other than councelling. They even have a
group just for schizophrenics! and after I've been there a while and
prooved that I'm serious they're going to put me into a DBT program.
When I broke down and went inpatient, my sister took over. I was
useless and just listening to her and following her lead. She called
my boss, found a hospital bed which took a lot of work talking to
doctor friends and friends parents that had influence. She dealt with
my insurance and work disability, took care of my apartment and cats.
I could not have accomplished anything on my own.
I can't imagine all the leg work you're having to do personally to get
help, that is commendable...
I think Pathways sounds good. Although group therapy is uncomfortable
for you, you seem to get some value from it each session.
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| User: "%" |
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27 Jun 2006 08:52:38 PM |
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"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:5pn3a25nt1gud22a27prmg2gdppt7b0qut@4ax.com...
On Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:26:14 GMT, slunky <slunky@globalzero.org>
wrote:
_/ Jane wrote \_
What did the therp say Slunky?
She said that what the social worker told her is that I was trying to
"manipulate" the system so that I could get SSDI. What a load of
horseshit.
We talked a lot about how I don't want to go to that place ever again.
She said that's fine, and now I've contracted with her to call the
crisis line or her if I feel suicidal again. I also contracted with her
to not go into the office after drinking, and to possibly stop drinking
at all. (I've been drinking today).
She's also going to do a referal to another program called Pathways that
does day classes. I'm really looking forward to that. I don't get out of
the house and talk to people other than councelling. They even have a
group just for schizophrenics! and after I've been there a while and
prooved that I'm serious they're going to put me into a DBT program.
When I broke down and went inpatient, my sister took over. I was
useless and just listening to her and following her lead. She called
my boss, found a hospital bed which took a lot of work talking to
doctor friends and friends parents that had influence. She dealt with
my insurance and work disability, took care of my apartment and cats.
I could not have accomplished anything on my own.
I can't imagine all the leg work you're having to do personally to get
help, that is commendable...
I think Pathways sounds good. Although group therapy is uncomfortable
for you, you seem to get some value from it each session.
and there will be hooters , possibly even well stacked hooters
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| User: "Bacon" |
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27 Jun 2006 08:54:57 PM |
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On Tue, 27 Jun 2006 18:52:38 -0700, "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote:
"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:5pn3a25nt1gud22a27prmg2gdppt7b0qut@4ax.com...
On Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:26:14 GMT, slunky <slunky@globalzero.org>
wrote:
_/ Jane wrote \_
What did the therp say Slunky?
She said that what the social worker told her is that I was trying to
"manipulate" the system so that I could get SSDI. What a load of
horseshit.
We talked a lot about how I don't want to go to that place ever again.
She said that's fine, and now I've contracted with her to call the
crisis line or her if I feel suicidal again. I also contracted with her
to not go into the office after drinking, and to possibly stop drinking
at all. (I've been drinking today).
She's also going to do a referal to another program called Pathways that
does day classes. I'm really looking forward to that. I don't get out of
the house and talk to people other than councelling. They even have a
group just for schizophrenics! and after I've been there a while and
prooved that I'm serious they're going to put me into a DBT program.
When I broke down and went inpatient, my sister took over. I was
useless and just listening to her and following her lead. She called
my boss, found a hospital bed which took a lot of work talking to
doctor friends and friends parents that had influence. She dealt with
my insurance and work disability, took care of my apartment and cats.
I could not have accomplished anything on my own.
I can't imagine all the leg work you're having to do personally to get
help, that is commendable...
I think Pathways sounds good. Although group therapy is uncomfortable
for you, you seem to get some value from it each session.
and there will be hooters , possibly even well stacked hooters
I bet Purple Veggie was killed in a soccer/football riot...
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| User: "%" |
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27 Jun 2006 08:58:51 PM |
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"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:kao3a2t3t4tvkf11d9b8h1dup6u1saebhg@4ax.com...
On Tue, 27 Jun 2006 18:52:38 -0700, "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote:
"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:5pn3a25nt1gud22a27prmg2gdppt7b0qut@4ax.com...
On Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:26:14 GMT, slunky <slunky@globalzero.org>
wrote:
_/ Jane wrote \_
What did the therp say Slunky?
She said that what the social worker told her is that I was trying to
"manipulate" the system so that I could get SSDI. What a load of
horseshit.
We talked a lot about how I don't want to go to that place ever again.
She said that's fine, and now I've contracted with her to call the
crisis line or her if I feel suicidal again. I also contracted with
her
to not go into the office after drinking, and to possibly stop
drinking
at all. (I've been drinking today).
She's also going to do a referal to another program called Pathways
that
does day classes. I'm really looking forward to that. I don't get out
of
the house and talk to people other than councelling. They even have a
group just for schizophrenics! and after I've been there a while and
prooved that I'm serious they're going to put me into a DBT program.
When I broke down and went inpatient, my sister took over. I was
useless and just listening to her and following her lead. She called
my boss, found a hospital bed which took a lot of work talking to
doctor friends and friends parents that had influence. She dealt with
my insurance and work disability, took care of my apartment and cats.
I could not have accomplished anything on my own.
I can't imagine all the leg work you're having to do personally to get
help, that is commendable...
I think Pathways sounds good. Although group therapy is uncomfortable
for you, you seem to get some value from it each session.
and there will be hooters , possibly even well stacked hooters
I bet Purple Veggie was killed in a soccer/football riot...
i wonder if we'll ever know
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