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By Yourself this thanksgiving? Sitting at home, alone?

I am, trying to get over a flu, and not infect anyone else. I

thankful

I

have heat, and am starting to clear my lungs and get appetite

back.

Was you alone?

Yea. No family anywhere near by... 6000 miles away.
No kids, very few friends... they all assumed I was going to be

somewhere,

but didn't get invited anywhere.
My ex boyfriend said I could come and hang with him, he's by

himself

too.

Just didn't feel right to do that.
I'm hanging here, trying to keep a positive outlook, but it's

wearing

on

me.

:(

When I was 1000 miles from family a decade, and they made us take

off

from

work during christmas week, I always did my yearly major

housecleaning.

Not

as much fun as get-togethers, but it was nice to look at and live

after

the holiday was over.

Catching up on reading is OK too...

yea, I'm trying to keep myself busy...
I hate it when I feel like I need to be around people a little bit,

but

there's noone around.
I'm not really good at coping with that... my abandonment anxiety

issues

come to the surface.
I have some xanax around here somewhere, maybe I should take one

before

things get worse today.
Bah humbug.
Christmas is going to be like this too! Double Bah Humbug!

Holidays are no big deal to me anymore. Are you still learning to

program?

Hope you find your xanax, if that will make you feel better.

yea, I'm still learning to program.
Can't get motivated today.
Went to swim practice this morning and pulled something in my shoulder,

had

to ice it. It hurts to sit at the desk. I'm kind of not in the mood to

at the office (home office). Watching TV and playing with the laptop

I could do some shopping online...
I bought a little 20" LCD TV few weeks ago, for the office, it worked

2

weeks and then stopped. I have to see how to go abut returning it.
I know, I'm just being whiny... I think it's PMS time of the month too.
Tomorrow will be better, have lots of things to do.

I hope I don't sexiest, but you sound very sweet. I don't think you are
whiny at all. I love your feelings.

They are so real and you remind me of
myself. I am with my family, but I didn't call my dad today for
Thanksgiving. I didn't leave my room, unless to go to the bathroom. I told
my family I wasn't eating with them. I felt like killing myself all day. I
just don't have any hope anymore. I don't know what to do. I never really
leave the house anymore. It's getting harder to live.

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By Yourself this thanksgiving? Sitting at home, alone?

i'm never sitting at home alone , but its not thanksgiving so

don't

count

Tigger says hi ! Well, actually, it was more of a meow.
What's Simon been hunting lately?

hi back , simon's kill ratio drops greatly this time of year ,

right now he's killing an old shoe string

Oh, an old shoe string can be ours and hours of fun.
Make sure he doesn't swallow! That could hurt him.
This place I moved into has quite a few lizards in the back yard.

Kitties

are all over them. Didn't catch any yet, but stalking them keeps

occupied.

canada doesn't have those lizzards you guys have ,

i wanted to bring one home , they're cute

yea, the little green ones. They had them where I grew up too, we'd

them, put a sewing string around their neck, and walk them around as

pets...

for a few minutes. Then they'd get themselves loose and escape.

i've only seen them in California , i think they like warm