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Sociology > Depression |
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"Jane" |
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24 Nov 2007 09:57:51 AM |
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I am becomming |
More and more of a recluse during the holidays. I can't deal with the
crowds, major traffic makes me sick, literally, I get extreme anxiety when
riding with other people, I cannot put on the imaginary break hard enough,
and it doesn't slow the car down one bit no matter how hard I push on it! I
spend most of the time, feeling like we're going to hit the back of another
car or another car is going to hit us.
I feel bad for Chris, like I'm making him sit in the house when he wants to
go, I wish he'd go without me then I'd feel less guilt, but he says he
doesn't much like it either, I hope he's not saying that so I don't feel
bad.
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" You wanna know something? Every now and then say, "What the @$&%#."
"What the @$&%#" gives you freedom. Freedom brings opportunity.
Opportunity makes your future." From the Movie Risky Business 1983
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I am becomming |
24 Nov 2007 09:58:32 AM |
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Jane wrote:
More and more of a recluse during the holidays. I can't deal with the
crowds, major traffic makes me sick, literally, I get extreme anxiety
when riding with other people, I cannot put on the imaginary break
hard enough, and it doesn't slow the car down one bit no matter how
hard I push on it! I spend most of the time, feeling like we're
going to hit the back of another car or another car is going to hit
us.
I feel bad for Chris, like I'm making him sit in the house when he
wants to go, I wish he'd go without me then I'd feel less guilt, but
he says he doesn't much like it either, I hope he's not saying that
so I don't feel bad.
i use to hate that so bad i moved to where there wasn't any
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| User: "Jane" |
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| Title: Re: I am becomming |
24 Nov 2007 10:30:31 AM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:ut6dnchjLOu919XanZ2dnUVZ_qGknZ2d@giganews.com...
Jane wrote:
More and more of a recluse during the holidays. I can't deal with the
crowds, major traffic makes me sick, literally, I get extreme anxiety
when riding with other people, I cannot put on the imaginary break
hard enough, and it doesn't slow the car down one bit no matter how
hard I push on it! I spend most of the time, feeling like we're
going to hit the back of another car or another car is going to hit
us.
I feel bad for Chris, like I'm making him sit in the house when he
wants to go, I wish he'd go without me then I'd feel less guilt, but
he says he doesn't much like it either, I hope he's not saying that
so I don't feel bad.
i use to hate that so bad i moved to where there wasn't any
That's one think I loved about where I lived in Minnesota, there was no one
but farmers and more farmers
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I am becomming |
24 Nov 2007 10:48:33 AM |
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Jane wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:ut6dnchjLOu919XanZ2dnUVZ_qGknZ2d@giganews.com...
Jane wrote:
More and more of a recluse during the holidays. I can't deal with
the crowds, major traffic makes me sick, literally, I get extreme
anxiety when riding with other people, I cannot put on the
imaginary break hard enough, and it doesn't slow the car down one
bit no matter how hard I push on it! I spend most of the time,
feeling like we're going to hit the back of another car or another
car is going to hit us.
I feel bad for Chris, like I'm making him sit in the house when he
wants to go, I wish he'd go without me then I'd feel less guilt, but
he says he doesn't much like it either, I hope he's not saying that
so I don't feel bad.
i use to hate that so bad i moved to where there wasn't any
That's one think I loved about where I lived in Minnesota, there was
no one but farmers and more farmers
i like that
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| User: "electro" |
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| Title: Re: I am becomming |
24 Nov 2007 11:24:42 AM |
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whenever I have the option, all I want to do is stay at home and take it
easy. I loath the crowds too.. ..and our city is really booming right now,
traffic has become ridiculous, as the roadways weren't developed to
accomodate the current influx of new populace.
my work van has the worst ABS, and I'm freakin scared I'm gonna kill someone
or myself with it one of these days.. there's snow and ice everywhere, and
in random, unpredictable patches right now.. ..I really wish the company
would put some winter tires on it too.. ..then when I'm driving
my Firefly, (which has awesome tires and front wheel drive - but is a
tiny ), I'm only worried about other drivings losing control and crushing me
like a pop can.
sorry you're feeling such anxiety Jane.. ..it's really probable legitimate
concern, but I hope you can begin to cope with it more easily, when you need
to get things done..
Chris sounds really awesome.. ..and I hope (and it sounds like) he treats
you really well...
Ty
"Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:ZJydnTsjUI0b1NXanZ2dnUVZ_uyinZ2d@adelphia.com...
More and more of a recluse during the holidays. I can't deal with the
crowds, major traffic makes me sick, literally, I get extreme anxiety when
riding with other people, I cannot put on the imaginary break hard enough,
and it doesn't slow the car down one bit no matter how hard I push on it!
I spend most of the time, feeling like we're going to hit the back of
another car or another car is going to hit us.
I feel bad for Chris, like I'm making him sit in the house when he wants
to go, I wish he'd go without me then I'd feel less guilt, but he says he
doesn't much like it either, I hope he's not saying that so I don't feel
bad.
--
" You wanna know something? Every now and then say, "What the @$&%#."
"What the @$&%#" gives you freedom. Freedom brings opportunity.
Opportunity makes your future." From the Movie Risky Business 1983
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| User: "Jane" |
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| Title: Re: I am becomming |
25 Nov 2007 09:20:44 AM |
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"electro" <pewter_toast@hotmail.dotdotdotduh> wrote in message
news:u7Z1j.38598$fD.26003@pd7urf3no...
sorry you're feeling such anxiety Jane.. ..it's really probable legitimate
concern, but I hope you can begin to cope with it more easily, when you
need to get things done..
Oh I get out, I don't feel trapped in my house, I just prefer it and know
the anxiety I will feel and how long it'll take me to settle down from it.
If I need something I can go get it, if I drive I'm fine and don't usually
get the traffic anxieties like I do when someone else drives. It's the
crush in malls and stores I really hate and there isn't much I can do about
that until after the holidays.
I really love driving, I'm just a horrible passenger.
Chris sounds really awesome.. ..and I hope (and it sounds like) he treats
you really well...
He's a good guy, treats me really well and for that matter, I can just be
myself, nuts and all and I don't worry about it.
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