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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:17:41 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins anyway
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:21:13 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
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| User: "%" |
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25 Jan 2008 04:25:10 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 , big deal ,
so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no thanks
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:27:12 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 ,
big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at least a
couple that I stick around.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:30:45 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 ,
big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at least a
couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted ***** ,
that i'm not even sure you remember but with help can be recalled
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:37:15 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 ,
big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted *****
, that i'm not even sure you remember but with help can be
recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It took a
lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up now is a
combination of stressors, good and bad, and the emotional
upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working through that.
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| User: "Michelle la Belle" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:56:20 PM |
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On Jan 25, 5:37=A0pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com> wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 ,
big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted *****
, that i'm not even sure you remember but with help can be
recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It took a
lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up now is a
combination of stressors, good and bad, and the emotional
upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working through that.- Hide quoted te=
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot baths.
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 05:51:17 PM |
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Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com> wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6
, big deal , so i have more time to be really old and
, poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me ,
no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with help
can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.- Hide quoted te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double dose of
Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night and I slept in.
Now to face the little things that are bugging me that I can
do something about.
-lisa
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 05:53:01 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com> wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6
, big deal , so i have more time to be really old and
, poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me ,
no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with help
can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.- Hide quoted te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double dose of
Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night and I slept in.
Now to face the little things that are bugging me that I can
do something about.
-lisa
no ... don't plonk me
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 09:05:39 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com>
wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another
6 , big deal , so i have more time to be really old
and , poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change
me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with
help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.- Hide quoted te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double dose
of Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night and I slept
in. Now to face the little things that are bugging me that
I can do something about.
-lisa
no ... don't plonk me
Naw. I was thinking along the lines of watering my plants and
cleaning a fish tank this weekend.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 09:11:21 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com>
wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another
6 , big deal , so i have more time to be really old
and , poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change
me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with
help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.- Hide quoted te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double dose
of Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night and I slept
in. Now to face the little things that are bugging me that
I can do something about.
-lisa
no ... don't plonk me
Naw. I was thinking along the lines of watering my plants and
cleaning a fish tank this weekend.
yay i ducked a plonk
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 09:22:52 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com>
wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours
is more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it
always wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway
, that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better
another 6 , big deal , so i have more time to be
really old and , poop and pee myself and need a
nurse to change me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and
at least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with
help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's
up now is a combination of stressors, good and bad,
and the emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still
working through that.- Hide quoted te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double
dose of Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night and
I slept in. Now to face the little things that are
bugging me that I can do something about.
-lisa
no ... don't plonk me
Naw. I was thinking along the lines of watering my plants
and cleaning a fish tank this weekend.
yay i ducked a plonk
barely.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 09:26:05 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com>
wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours
is more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it
always wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway
, that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better
another 6 , big deal , so i have more time to be
really old and , poop and pee myself and need a
nurse to change me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and
at least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with
help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's
up now is a combination of stressors, good and bad,
and the emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still
working through that.- Hide quoted te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double
dose of Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night and
I slept in. Now to face the little things that are
bugging me that I can do something about.
-lisa
no ... don't plonk me
Naw. I was thinking along the lines of watering my plants
and cleaning a fish tank this weekend.
yay i ducked a plonk
barely.
***** Lisa , now we're even
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 09:28:38 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
Michelle la Belle <aminotempty@hotmail.com> wrote...
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com>
wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours
is more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it
always wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead
anyway , that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better
another 6 , big deal , so i have more time to be
really old and , poop and pee myself and need a
nurse to change me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though,
and at least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep
rooted ***** , that i'm not even sure you remember
but with help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk.
It took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that
what's up now is a combination of stressors, good
and bad, and the emotional upheaval I felt on
Monday. I'm still working through that.- Hide quoted
te
xt -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot
baths.
I took an hour-long hot bath this afternoon. A double
dose of Seroquel finally got me to sleep last night
and I slept in. Now to face the little things that are
bugging me that I can do something about.
-lisa
no ... don't plonk me
Naw. I was thinking along the lines of watering my
plants and cleaning a fish tank this weekend.
yay i ducked a plonk
barely.
***** Lisa , now we're even
Good. I've been wondering when that was coming.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:59:10 PM |
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Michelle la Belle wrote:
On Jan 25, 5:37 pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com> wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 ,
big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted *****
, that i'm not even sure you remember but with help can be
recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It took a
lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up now is a
combination of stressors, good and bad, and the emotional
upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working through that.- Hide
quoted text -
- Show quoted text -
so treat your stress. I recommend sleep and long hot baths.
i'm sorry to say this but you don't look like ,
the best person to be advising others here lately
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 04:41:45 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 ,
big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted *****
, that i'm not even sure you remember but with help can be
recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It took a
lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up now is a
combination of stressors, good and bad, and the emotional
upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working through that.
get a better therp
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 05:54:44 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6
, big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with help
can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.
get a better therp
This guy's cut my hospitalizations to less than one fifth I
had before I started with him. Besides, there's very few
therps in my area that take my insurance. There's one guy I
wish I could see, but he was my son's therp, so I think he's
out.
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| User: "%" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 05:59:56 PM |
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lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6
, big deal , so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no
thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with help
can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.
get a better therp
This guy's cut my hospitalizations to less than one fifth I
had before I started with him. Besides, there's very few
therps in my area that take my insurance. There's one guy I
wish I could see, but he was my son's therp, so I think he's
out.
ok then live your life like this ,
partial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partial
partial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go
nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs
, worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs ,
worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partial
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25 Jan 2008 08:09:15 PM |
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"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another
6 , big deal , so i have more time to be really old
and , poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change
me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with
help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.
get a better therp
This guy's cut my hospitalizations to less than one fifth
I had before I started with him. Besides, there's very few
therps in my area that take my insurance. There's one guy
I wish I could see, but he was my son's therp, so I think
he's out.
ok then live your life like this ,
partial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partial
partial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs
, worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go
nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partial
The only things that have worked over the past 11 years have
been the right drugs for the mood problem and DBT and other
CBT skills for coping better with the mood problems and the
behavior end. Over that time, I've worked with 5 individual
therps, a group therp, and the therps at partial. The guy I'm
with and one of the partial guys have made the biggest
difference.
Before DBT, I was in the hospital more than I was out. With
DBT, I was in about 4 times a year. With my current therp,
it's been 3 times in 5 years. I'm actually in partial less
than I had been, too, though it's still a couple times a year.
I use that to stave off hospital stays when I can feel
everything crashing down and know where I'm headed.
Overall, I'm doing better, though I'm still in a med-dependent
cycle. There doesn't seem to be any way out of that.
-lisa
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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26 Jan 2008 04:26:56 AM |
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In message <Xns9A30D727FB3E9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>, lisa in mass.
<mccats@rcn.com> writes
The only things that have worked over the past 11 years have
been the right drugs for the mood problem and DBT and other
CBT skills for coping better with the mood problems and the
behavior end. Over that time, I've worked with 5 individual
therps, a group therp, and the therps at partial. The guy I'm
with and one of the partial guys have made the biggest
difference.
Before DBT, I was in the hospital more than I was out. With
DBT, I was in about 4 times a year. With my current therp,
it's been 3 times in 5 years. I'm actually in partial less
than I had been, too, though it's still a couple times a year.
I use that to stave off hospital stays when I can feel
everything crashing down and know where I'm headed.
Overall, I'm doing better, though I'm still in a med-dependent
cycle. There doesn't seem to be any way out of that.
Are you expecting ever to go med-free, or just hoping? I'm assuming I'm
on them for life. It doesn't bother me, but you can't eat cheese, which
was a bugger for me before I discovered it didn't affect me. And you
have other problems too, physical ones, that must affect your depression
and make it worse, don't you?
I'd like to see you better, even if we can't get you best.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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26 Jan 2008 10:12:36 AM |
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Alan Harding <Alan@harding.demon.co.uk> wrote...
In message <Xns9A30D727FB3E9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>,
lisa in mass. <mccats@rcn.com> writes
The only things that have worked over the past 11 years
have been the right drugs for the mood problem and DBT and
other CBT skills for coping better with the mood problems
and the behavior end. Over that time, I've worked with 5
individual therps, a group therp, and the therps at
partial. The guy I'm with and one of the partial guys have
made the biggest difference.
Before DBT, I was in the hospital more than I was out. With
DBT, I was in about 4 times a year. With my current therp,
it's been 3 times in 5 years. I'm actually in partial less
than I had been, too, though it's still a couple times a
year. I use that to stave off hospital stays when I can
feel everything crashing down and know where I'm headed.
Overall, I'm doing better, though I'm still in a
med-dependent cycle. There doesn't seem to be any way out
of that.
Are you expecting ever to go med-free, or just hoping? I'm
assuming I'm on them for life. It doesn't bother me, but
you can't eat cheese, which was a bugger for me before I
discovered it didn't affect me. And you have other problems
too, physical ones, that must affect your depression and
make it worse, don't you?
I'd like to see you better, even if we can't get you best.
Thanks, Alan. I'll probably be on meds forever, struggling
with the depression to some degree. My worst physical
problem's in remission, another scary one's stabilized, so
they're not in play right now. If I didn't have meds poop out
on me so fast, it would be easier. I probably have one more
year of Parnate before I have to go off it for another year.
So then I can eat cheese, just will feel particularly crummy
while doing it. It looks like it's going to be a 3-year cycle,
2 with relative control, one from hell, unless they come up
with a new med that also works.
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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26 Jan 2008 07:22:03 PM |
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In message <Xns9A3171F7DE6Fmccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>, lisa in mass.
<mccats@rcn.com> writes
Alan Harding <Alan@harding.demon.co.uk> wrote...
In message <Xns9A30D727FB3E9mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4>,
lisa in mass. <mccats@rcn.com> writes
The only things that have worked over the past 11 years
have been the right drugs for the mood problem and DBT and
other CBT skills for coping better with the mood problems
and the behavior end. Over that time, I've worked with 5
individual therps, a group therp, and the therps at
partial. The guy I'm with and one of the partial guys have
made the biggest difference.
Before DBT, I was in the hospital more than I was out. With
DBT, I was in about 4 times a year. With my current therp,
it's been 3 times in 5 years. I'm actually in partial less
than I had been, too, though it's still a couple times a
year. I use that to stave off hospital stays when I can
feel everything crashing down and know where I'm headed.
Overall, I'm doing better, though I'm still in a
med-dependent cycle. There doesn't seem to be any way out
of that.
Are you expecting ever to go med-free, or just hoping? I'm
assuming I'm on them for life. It doesn't bother me, but
you can't eat cheese, which was a bugger for me before I
discovered it didn't affect me. And you have other problems
too, physical ones, that must affect your depression and
make it worse, don't you?
I'd like to see you better, even if we can't get you best.
Thanks, Alan. I'll probably be on meds forever, struggling
with the depression to some degree. My worst physical
problem's in remission, another scary one's stabilized, so
they're not in play right now. If I didn't have meds poop out
on me so fast, it would be easier. I probably have one more
year of Parnate before I have to go off it for another year.
So then I can eat cheese, just will feel particularly crummy
while doing it. It looks like it's going to be a 3-year cycle,
2 with relative control, one from hell, unless they come up
with a new med that also works.
Depression's so popular that there must be lots of money to make from
drugs. It has to be worth investing some in research.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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| User: "Michelle la Belle" |
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26 Jan 2008 08:24:31 AM |
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On Jan 26, 5:26=A0am, Alan Harding <A...@harding.demon.co.uk> wrote:
In message <Xns9A30D727FB3E9mccatsjavanet...@130.133.1.4>, lisa in mass.
<mcc...@rcn.com> writes
The only things that have worked over the past 11 years have
been the right drugs for the mood problem and DBT and other
CBT skills for coping better with the mood problems and the
behavior end. Over that time, I've worked with 5 individual
therps, a group therp, and the therps at partial. The guy I'm
with and one of the partial guys have made the biggest
difference.
Before DBT, I was in the hospital more than I was out. With
DBT, I was in about 4 times a year. With my current therp,
it's been 3 times in 5 years. I'm actually in partial less
than I had been, too, though it's still a couple times a year.
I use that to stave off hospital stays when I can feel
everything crashing down and know where I'm headed.
Overall, I'm doing better, though I'm still in a med-dependent
cycle. There doesn't seem to be any way out of that.
Are you expecting ever to go med-free, or just hoping? I'm assuming I'm
on them for life. It doesn't bother me, but you can't eat cheese, which
was a bugger for me before I discovered it didn't affect me. And you
have other problems too, physical ones, that must affect your depression
and make it worse, don't you?
I'd like to see you better, even if we can't get you best.
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
=A0 =A0 just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?- Hide quoted text=
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I don't mind being on meds for the rest of my life. It beats being
disabled for life.
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| User: "" |
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25 Jan 2008 09:53:05 PM |
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On Jan 25, 6:09=A0pm, "lisa in mass." <mcc...@rcn.com> wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is
more enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always
wins anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another
6 , big deal , so i have more time to be really old
and , poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change
me , no thanks
There's no reason I should be dead now, though, and at
least a couple that I stick around.
ok , so take the plunge finally face that deep rooted
***** , that i'm not even sure you remember but with
help can be recalled
Been through it, starting from before I could talk. It
took a lot of years. My therp's convinced that what's up
now is a combination of stressors, good and bad, and the
emotional upheaval I felt on Monday. I'm still working
through that.
get a better therp
This guy's cut my hospitalizations to less than one fifth
I had before I started with him. Besides, there's very few
therps in my area that take my insurance. There's one guy
I wish I could see, but he was my son's therp, so I think
he's out.
ok then live your life like this ,
partial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partial
partial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs
, worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go
nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts ,
partialpartial , drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial ,
drugs , worry , go nuts , partialpartial , drugs , worry ,
go nuts , partial
The only things that have worked over the past 11 years have
been the right drugs for the mood problem and DBT and other
CBT skills for coping better with the mood problems and the
behavior end. Over that time, I've worked with 5 individual
therps, a group therp, and the therps at partial. The guy I'm
with and one of the partial guys have made the biggest
difference.
Before DBT, I was in the hospital more than I was out. With
DBT, I was in about 4 times a year. With my current therp,
it's been 3 times in 5 years. I'm actually in partial less
than I had been, too, though it's still a couple times a year.
I use that to stave off hospital stays when I can feel
everything crashing down and know where I'm headed.
Overall, I'm doing better, though I'm still in a med-dependent
cycle. There doesn't seem to be any way out of that.
-lisa- Hide quoted text -
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Wow Lisa, you're really worked hard and made a lot of progress.
That's awesome. I'm med-dependant too, but I don't care anymore. I
know what you mean that there doesn't seem to be any way out of it
either. I've just decided that I'd rather be med-dependant than go
through even more hell without them. You've made so much progress.
Hold onto that.
~Rose
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| User: "lisa in mass." |
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25 Jan 2008 10:43:28 PM |
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Wow Lisa, you're really worked hard and made a lot of
progress. That's awesome. I'm med-dependant too, but I
don't care anymore. I know what you mean that there
doesn't seem to be any way out of it either. I've just
decided that I'd rather be med-dependant than go through
even more hell without them. You've made so much progress.
Hold onto that.
Thanks, Rose.
I mostly care about the meds because they poop out on me so
quickly. Then I have to wait a year with something vastly
inferior before I can take what works again. I don't see a way
out of that.
-lisa
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| User: "Bacon" |
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| Title: Re: I DECIDED ITS BETTER TO |
25 Jan 2008 09:50:13 PM |
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On Jan 25, 4:25=A0pm, "%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote:
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 , big deal ,
so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no thanks
I heard if you jog to stay in shape, on average you extend your life
by about the same amount of time you spend jogging...
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| User: "%" |
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25 Jan 2008 09:53:04 PM |
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Bacon wrote:
On Jan 25, 4:25 pm, "%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote:
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 , big deal ,
so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no thanks
I heard if you jog to stay in shape, on average you extend your life
by about the same amount of time you spend jogging...
but you get to wear those ,
really sexy spandex things
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| User: "Alan Harding" |
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26 Jan 2008 04:29:02 AM |
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In message
<e96d90f0-aec8-486c-beaf-98b3f558d621@e10g2000prf.googlegroups.com>,
Bacon <rbkfour@yahoo.com> writes
On Jan 25, 4:25 pm, "%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote:
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
lisa in mass. wrote:
"%" <pers...@gmail.com> wrote...
just go nuts
I'm trying to stop going nuts, but maybe yours is more
enjoyable.
its very irresponsible and why fight it , it always wins
anyway
If I let it win, I'd be dead.
yea yea yea , and eventually you'll be dead anyway ,
that's another thing i gave up on ,
this going for every second of life ,
if i stop smoking and drinking i might live ,
6 months longer , big deal , if i eat better another 6 , big deal ,
so i have more time to be really old and ,
poop and pee myself and need a nurse to change me , no thanks
I heard if you jog to stay in shape, on average you extend your life
by about the same amount of time you spend jogging...
You'd better enjoy jogging, then, hadn't you?
--
The opinions given above may be mine. They might also
just be what I feel like saying right now, okay?
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